Sunday, Apr. 19, 2009

Currently: Greek Week has officially begun. We started practicing for the "Greek Dance" portion of the week...and of course, I suck ass.Haha. A lot of people in my sorority find it hilarious that i'm black and can't dance for the life of me...but hey, it's true; i'm a black girl who can't fucking dance. Oh well, deal with it! Doesn't mean I won't practice like a fiend though. I would like to prove to myself that I can conquer a hip hop dance routine if I wanted to...my second left foot will just have to get used to it!Haha. Thus starts a ridiculous week for myself. I feel bad, cause i've kind of been slacking on my Research literature review...I really have to do something about this. What i'm planning on doing is tommorrow after classes and before and after counseling i'm going to try to start seriously working on my lit. review as well as my Neurorehab paper...which reminds me, I really should e-mail my Neurorehab professor after i'm done typing this to get permission from him to do my paper on Autism. If he says no then that'll put even more stress on my already stressed out behind=( Oh bummer. Anyways, hopefully i'll get enough schoolwork done tommorrow. I have to be at the Greek dodgeball tournament at 6:00 and will be practicing dance right after that...i'm also hoping that i'm a little smoother with dance moves. The pressure is on.

Mood: Anxious and stressed.

Want of the day: To get enough schoolwork done tommorrow and do better at dancing.

Saturday, Apr. 18, 2009

Currently: What a beautiful day it is!!!! For now I am stuck at work, but soon enough I will be out enjoying the sun. Anyways, last night was okay. I stepped out for a little bit and went to a few Bars then went home. I was a little disappointed because none of the Bars that I went to were playing any "party" music eventhough it was a Friday night. Come on, people! I digress. At least I did something, right? This morning was ridiculous though. My roomate decides to accidentally burn some of her french toast (I know it was an accident, but c'mon! watch your frickin toast!) and set off our entire stack's fire alarm. I was so embarassed for the girl. When campus police finally got to us and found out that the smoke signals were coming from our apartment, they were pretty upset with her...and I could tell she was about ready to break down. Minutes later, fire fighters show up and encourage us to open up all the windows in our apartment. Now, I didn't mind having to do that, but then as I am at work she sends me a text message saying that she's out of town and will see me tommorrow...with NO mention of closing the windows whatsoever. So now I am pretty anxious and worried. I mean, I have VALUABLES in that apartment that can possibly be snatched at any moment cause miss ding-bat decides to just leave town with every window in our apartment open to the public. I seriously question that girl's common sense sometimes...and she thinks she's a frickin genius! ha! If a retarded cow is considered a genius, maybe she has a chance, but...AHHHHH, people! And that is why I am leaving work early today. I already told the girl that is working with me and she doesn't mind it at all. Hey, at least that gives me an excuse to get out of this hell-hole extra early on a beautiful saturday day. Just maybe. Anyways, also plan on doing some laundry and then i'm meeting up with my little later on to eat. See what happens.

Mood: Okay...but nervous.

Want of the day: To return to an un-disheveled apartment and have a good day.

Friday, Apr. 17, 2009

Currently: Last night was a lot of fun. Went out and had quite a lot to drink. When I got home, I started feeling kind of dizzy and then I passed out in front of my laptop. I then had a dream that I was throwing up all over the place and completely messed up my bedroom carpet...then I woke up and there was no vomit anywhere. Isn't it funny that the same things seem to happen to me when i'm really drunk? Haha. I mean, that was the second time that I randomly passed out in front of my laptop and the second time I had a dream that I was throwing up profusely and then woke up to no vomit anywhere...interesting. Anyways, I ended up not going to class this morning cause I woke up with a hell of a hangover. I did go to work though. I also got paid today, so that made me happy. Anyways, about to step out to the Bar again. My roomate just got inducted into the Political Science Honor Society and was appointed Secretary, so she's in a REALLY good mood tonight and is really wanting to get out...so why not? Haha. You know I never say no to alcohol...I just have to pace myself tonight, that's all.

Mood:Good.

Want of the day: To continue the weekend fun.=)

Thursday, Apr. 16, 2009

Currently: Yesterday I was pissed off all day for no apparent reason...what's new? Haha. Fortunately though, today I am feeling a lot better. The weather is beautiful. It is sunny outside and the temperature is just right. Right now I am at the library trying to pass a good amount of time before I go get lunch and then go to counseling. After counseling, i'm going straight back to my apartment to continue killing time. I am hoping later on to go to the Bar and just have a good time. If I do go out tonight it will be my first wild night out in a while. I'm just anxiously awaiting what is to unfold later on...it better be good, or else I will be pissed off again...and we don't want THAT to happen. Oh yea, and i'm also being a little more productive today than I was yesterday. I actually started reading another one of my articles for my Research literature review, printed out another article for my Neurorehab research paper and am half way done with my Mental Health in the Media power point presentation for psych/soc. Not bad for someone who is seriously dying for a drink right now.

Mood: Good.

Want of the day: To have mucho fun later on.

Tuesday, Apr. 14, 2009

Currently: Continued to be a lazy bum today. Classes resume tommorrow. And that is about it.

Mood: Amused.

Want of the day: *shrugs*

Monday, Apr. 13, 2009

Currently: I'm back! I haven't really been motivated to update cause nothing really has been going on...I did have a good time with Van during our little sleep over. We stayed up practically all night talking. It was cool. I also put that i'm "in a relationship" on facebook eventhough i'm not cause I was that bored. Haha. Otherwise, that has been it. I think I ate too much cause i'm too full for my own good. Oops. I am also rocking out to "Boom Boom Boom Boom (I want you in my room)" by the Venga Boys.haha. I'm also craving to hear the song "Tobi" by NYC street performer Thoth...it is SUCH a sad and emotional song, but I love it. They played it at the end of his documentary (yes, he has a documentary) and tears almost came to my eyes. Just beautiful. So those are my plans until classes start up again. A few people came back from break today, so that's how I know that the party's over. Oh well.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: To continue finding ways to amuse myself.

Saturday, Apr. 11, 2009

Currently: Just hanging out in the apartment with nothing to do.haha. Earlier today I went out to pick up some money (cause I was dead broke)and then went to McDonalds and got a double cheese burger and 10 pc. chicken Mcnuggets...yummy! Anyways, later on i'm going over to hang out with my friend Van. Tonight we are having a girls' night out...at home at her place.haha. Of course, I would have loved to go to the Bar, but since she's not 21 yet, that is not happening, so that is what we're doing. While there, we plan on ordering some food, watching movies and just chilling out. I plan on sleeping over there as well. See how that goes. At least I will be doing something, right?

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: To have a good time later on.