Tuesday, Aug. 18, 2009

Currently: Another scorching hot day awaits me...great.Haha I'm about to eat a little something and then step out for a little bit to go to the local pharmacy to get a few school supplies and cigarettes. After that, i'm most likely going to take a nap. Nothing planned for later on, of course. Hopefully this hot weather won't get the best of me as it did yesterday.

Sunday, Aug. 16, 2009

Currently: Things have been okay. Unsurprisingly, I have developed a school girl-type crush on Jesse...I guess that's resulted from him taking my virginity and all. I am trying my best to keep in touch with him without being too agressive about it, cause i've learned the hard way that guys don't like that. So wednesday night I think, I texted him my number and told him he can call me whenever he'd like to hang out again and he texted me back saying thanks and that we will chill again soon. I hadn't heard from him since, but hope to hear from him again in the future. We shall see. As for everythingelse, i've just been pretty busy. Friday, I wrapped up my summer job at the firm. Yesterday I picked up some money at the bank and then stepped out to the city for a little bit. And today I did my hair and then took my mother and brother to the supermarket to do some grocery shopping. We then went by the Chinese restaurant to pick up some food. And that has been it. I am glad that I will have this entire week off, but sad that this coming weekend i'll be leaving for school again. I have a ton of crap to do beforehand. But of course, I have to suck it up and get shit done.

Sunday, Aug. 9, 2009

Currently: Last night I had a blast. I went out to the city for my best friend's twenty first b-day celebration and met up with her and her friends at the train station. I had thought that it would be just the four of us hanging out for the night, but apparently her other co-worker brought a posse along with her to go Bar hopping with us. One of her friends in particular was a cute Peruvian boy named Jesse. I had initially noticed that he was a cutie but didn't flirt with him cause I figured it would be a lost cause anyway. Well, a few drinks later, we are at another Bar and this creepy old dude starts trying to dance with me. I didn't know what to do so I looked over and saw that Jesse was just standing there, kind of bored, so to save myself I reached over and grabbed his hand and then pulled him towards me and hugged him and told creepy old guy "I'm sorry, i'm with him tonight."haha Well from there, we start talking a lot more and he tells me that he wants to have sex with me really bad...so once again I am thinking to myself "when will I ever get an opportunity like this again?"haha So I agree to it and he gives my friend and her friends a ride home and then we go to his place. As soon as we got up to his room, the boy wasted no time. We both took our clothes off and he threw me onto his bed and we made out a lot...he then ate me out. After the cunillungulus session, we had intercourse. It was my first time. It was very very painful...so painful in fact, that it was hard for me to even focus on how good it felt cause I was too busy dying from the pain. At first I didn't think I bled and that gave me a little bit of a relief, but then I look over and see that I had indeed bled ALLOVER one of his pillows! Crazy. We had sex twice last night cause he hadn't had any in awhile and was thirsty.haha So needless to say, I am no longer a virgin...and I actually like it. And to me, there really was no better person for me to lose my virginity to than to someone like Jesse...I mean, he's attractive, he's charming, he's tough and feisty, he's very brave, he doesn't give a damn, he speaks spanish fluently, he knows what to do in the bedroom, his penis isn't small AND he has the sexiest tattoos I have ever seen in a man. So do I regret last night's decision?...NAH!haha At least now bummy guy is not in my mind anymore.

Friday, Aug. 7, 2009

Currently: It is a beautiful night and I am spending it at home. Great. Tommorrow I am going to the bank to withdraw some money. After that I have to go to the garage to get an oil change for my car. Later on I may go see a movie. Sunday I may or may not be meeting up with my best friend to celebrate her 21st...but either way i'd have to leave early cause I have work the next day. And next week is my last week at the firm for good. I will not be working there again next summer cause I will be doing my Fieldwork placements and after that i'll be working as a full time therapist, so I won't even need the firm anymore! It is a little sad, now that I think about it, since I have been working at the firm every summer since my freshman year of college and it was that job that enabled me to save enough money to purchase my car, but oh well, i'll live. I'll be using the week after my last week at the firm to relax, buy some things that I will be needing to go back to school, regroup and pack...then i'll be off to school again. It's amazing how quick and Bleh this summer was, but what can I say? It was good compared to some other summers i've had to suffer through. That is all I can say.

Tuesday, Aug. 4, 2009

Currently: I was finally able to purchase my new laptop. I am also thinking of getting a new camera since it's been EONS since i've been able to take pictures of my own. And that is it.

Monday, Aug. 3, 2009

Currently: I told my mom about my crush on bummy guy...and she told me that if I ever bring him home she'll throw a chair at him. hahahahahahahaha.

Sunday, Aug. 2, 2009

Currently: Went out tonight...for once.haha. It was a good time. Of course, I met a guy (the guy who served me, actually) and really liked him and he just disappeared from my life out of nowhere. *sigh* I don't want to talk about it. I do notice though that this happens to me a lot. This instance actually reminds me a lot of what had happened with All-American guy...dude appears, seems really interested in me, seems like we may hit it off...and then *poof!* he fucking disappears! Whether it be the case that he just "forgot" to ask me for my number (all American dude), or he just feels the need to be "professional" and not approach me too aggressively and just make his smiley way on back home (waiter guy), shit like this always just manages to fall upon me...i'm not too upset about it though, I mean shit happens. It just wasn't meant to be. I mean, there's always the bummy guy...whom I still can't get out of my mind. *sigh* Yep, i'm drunk. This is a sign that I should call it a night...now.haha