Sunday, March 4, 2012

Currently: So I failed my second attempt at the NBCOT Boards...I was utterly shocked seeing the word "failed" next to the 2/14/12 date...but what could you do? The best thing for me is to shrug it off (as hard as that is) and move on. Like I said, i'm already making good money as an OTA so it's not a complete loss. I just can't help but wonder why this test is proving to be so difficult for myself and many others to pass! And then you have those who pass on their first try with HIGH marks, and even worse, you have those who swear to high heaven that they failed, and then guess what? They fucking passed! That's actually what happened to one of my classmates, lucky bitch. Anyways, i'm moving on from this. Right now my primary concern is vacation, which I plan to take in a few months. I'm going to need this vacation so bad, especially since as of late i've been pulling late over-time hours at work and have thus been coming Home a lot later than usual...and mind you, I get up at 5am every morning. So I am most definitely earning myself a good vacation.

Sunday, Feb. 26, 2012

Currently: Thursday is when I officially find out whether or not I passed my second attempt at the NBCOT Boards exam...and i'm quite nervous this time around. This time the nerves are due to the fact that I actually feel like I PASSED this time around! The first time I took it was actually a lot easier to deal with because I already knew on the inside that I didn't make it...I also had a lot going on and was kind of depressed at that point. But I feel a lot more confident about this coming thursday. But of course I am still ready with a back up plan. If on thursday morning I log into my NBCOT account and see that I have failed...i'm not going to frown, i'm not going to sulk...i'm just going to plan for my Vegas (final decision) vacation even sooner! Then i'm going to go on vacation and relax and party my ass off like I deserve to! Thank you very much. But if I log into my account and see that I have PASSED (which is more likely), the phone calls and transition planning will begin as soon as possible...and hey, i'll have bragging rights at work now!...and then I will go on vacation maybe a few months later. ; ) So I think I would enjoy scenario 2 a lot more...though a quick vacation wouldn't get me down at all!haha Anyways, back to the snooze-fest that is the Oscars. Not bad for a quick update, right?

Tuesday, Feb. 14, 2012

Currently: Today I took my NBCOT Boards exam for the second time...and I feel A LOT more confident this time around in reguards to passing! For one, I didn't take nearly as long to answer questions, which makes a HUGE difference. Also, though I didn't do as much studying this time around, I feel I was more in tune with the material. Even when I first took the exam the material wasn't really an issue. I had to work on my time management skills, and fortunately I did an excellent job of doing so today. So anyways I shall see whether I passed or not...but I really have a good feeling that I did. In other news, i've just been in this mood to shop a lot lately. When I say "shop" I don't mean going on a million shopping sprees...I mean purchasing random items that I want little by little. Like dedicating one evening or weekend to purchasing one type of item, and then waiting the next weekend or next available evening to purchase somethingelse...still with me?haha As a matter of fact, next friday i'm planning on going to Kings Highway (an area in Brooklyn with FAB accessory stores) to pick up a bag, shoes, a scarf, or a hat...I really hadn't figured out what yet.Ha Once i'm there i'll make up my mind for sure. With all that is going on, i'm still trying my hardest to save up for vacation. And while i'm on that topic, my cousin from Connecticut over the weekend expressed interest in vacationing with me...so I may have a partner in crime!haha Hey, if all else fails I was going to settle with my mother anyways (as awkward as that is), because either way I MUST have another vacation by the end of this year!

Sunday, Feb. 5, 2012

Currently: I have scheduled to retake my Boards exam...I will be taking it on Valentine's Day. Hey, might as well be doing SOMETHING on the worst, most depressing day of the year! It is a good day to take off work, so why not? Anyways, I hope things go well this time around...otherwise i'll be working Nursing Homes for the rest of my life...not that I mind that. I am also beginning to plan out my mammaplastly. I called my Health Insurance carrier on Friday and was told that it is best I get a refferal from the plastic surgeon to be approved for surgery. Since I have already found a reputable surgeon in my area, I plan to call her office tommorrow to ask some questions and see if I could make an appointment for a consult. I am more than sure that they'll approve me. Not only has my upper back and neck been hurting, I have also acquired a mass of dark marks under my breasts. As soon as Insurance sees pictures of those disgusting marks, they BETTER NOT disapprove me! In the meanwhile, I still haven't really decided where i'd like to travel to next. Currently I am deadlocked between Punta Cana, DR, Miami, and Vegas. I feel like at this point I will most likely go to Vegas since it is the cheapest and easiest to save up for. I shall see about that, I guess. For now first thing's first...I have to retake that bullshit test.

A Rant on Lust

I'm not going to lie, not being in a relationship has made my tendency to dream and lust after people I don't even know very frequent. My current "target" is a man by the name of Michael B. Jordan (not the famous Basketball player). He's in a new movie coming out called "The Chronicle" and one currently out called "Red Tails." There's just something about him...his skin, his smile, his LIPS! I haven't been so in lust in so long. This morning on the train I was fantasizing about the things I would do to Michael...I blew my own mind; I would eat him alive for real. I would wear very little but still something cute and seductive; something that would accentuate me and my body type. I would then start off by kissing his lucious, full lips uncontrollably and then biting them...the latter would most likely lead to some sort of lip licking and or biting on his part...and that would also be precisely the time that I would go wild. We would then proceed to some feeling, rubbing and grabbing and clothes would start to come off for sure. He would most likely then let out a grand pant and lift me up furiously, thrusting my body onto his. I would kiss his neck and lick and nibble his ears. I would then make my way down to his pants, lifting his shirt and rubbing on his abdomen along the way, and very swiftly unzip...I would then proceed to suck him off with all my might. Hearing his panting and groaning would not only empower me, but would also strengthen my sexual intensity. At this point we would have to put the radio on and turn up the volume so that nobody in the surrounding area would hear my screams. And then about two hours later I would let out one last big sigh...and it would be over. Yup, that's what I was thinking about on the damn Subway this morning. It's a good thing I didn't miss my stop!haha. But now that I have actually detailed the entire fantasy itself, I feel a lot better. : )

A Saturday night Rant

Hello all! *crickets*...Anyways...I am currently enjoying a nice glass of Kikkoman Plum Wine and figured "why not just make an entry for my favorite Blog that I always seem to forget?"Haha To be honest, I really don't have anything really important to say...I AM happy though that I was able to go to the Hair Salon today and get light brown (or gold) Highlights put in my hair! I'm telling you, I look SO fab! I really wish my camera had batteries, so that I could take a pic of how it turned out and post it here!...but of course, my camera has no battery so...Needless to say though I feel amazing!...It is really interesting how something as simple as a nice hairdo can turn one's entire day around. Another thing I wish is that I had money to go out and show off my new hair...well, technically I DO have the money but would rather save it for things like Bills, Tests, vacations, and emergencies. To me those things are more important than a night out on the town...especially considering how ridiculously EXPENSIVE one drink in New York city costs! Besides, on the 4th of next month (which is a Friday) I will be attending a dinner with my co-workers...so that could count as an "outing" of some sort, if you will...and it's FREE!Haha. So for the remainder of this Saturday night I guess i'll be spending it drinking my wine, watching music videos, going on Twitter, and listening to music...and I wouldn't have it any other way. ; )

Monday, Jan. 2, 2012

Currently: So we have hit the New Year! To me a New Year doesn't necessarily mean a 'new beginning,' as I find every year to be a repetition of the previous...basically, to me REAL change takes more than just one year to accomplish...but that's just me. Damn, I should have made this a 'Dani's Rants' post.Haha But anyways, its 2012 and all I can say is that I hope I can accomplish a few things this year...notice I say 'hope to accomplish' and not 'change my entire life around.' The first and foremost thing I want to accomplish is to pass my Boards exam so that I can get an even better paying job...not going to lie though, I am pretty content with what i've been getting paid. But I do have my Masters and can be getting paid A LOT more than that, so why not go for it? I also want to make it out to the Dominican Republic this summer...and that is really it. For the rest of the year I just plan to continue carrying on and hustling...haha. As long as I accomplish my top two goals, I am pretty much fulfilled for the year.