Thursday, March 17, 2011

Currently: I picked up my cap and gown yesterday...wow. Today is also St. Patrick's Day and even if no one calls me to hang out, I still plan on getting (at least some of) my drink on anyway. That and my friend Jenn is coming over tommorrow and we plan to have a hell of a weekend! So needless to say I am feeling quite good right now. : )

Friday, March 11, 2011

Currently: Why is it that on the day I have to walk long distances to cash some BIG checks that it fucking snows like hell outside??? Fuck my life.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Currently: Just when I thought I could go a couple more months (or an ENTIRE YEAR, even!) without being depressed...lo and behold, I am depressed today. Fuck you, life. I really would like to drink right now but don't want to waste alcohol, so i'm going to contain myself until tommorrow evening.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Currently: Spring Break is coming to an end in these parts...and it's just another boring Saturday night for me. For one I ran out of wine last night so that left me with no choice but to spend the first saturday night in awhile sober.Haha But it hasn't been that bad. I just got done watching some old episodes of MTV's Road Rules (remember that show???) and for some reason tonight I am really thirsty so i've been drinking water like a fiend. And yup those things have been the highlight of my night. Whatever. It's better than nothing. I can't help but think though (since i've been reviewing my daily planner to make sure i'm up to date with everything) that the next couple of months really ARE going to fly by. I mean this coming week alone I have an in class discussion/presentation plus a meeting with a local legislator. And then I have a couple more in class presentations plus the University presentation (that is, if my Abstract gets accepted), and then I have my big THESIS presentation and a "Lunch with the Scholars" ditty and then Easter Break, and then one more pointless in class presentation...and then I start Fieldwork and walk in the graduation ceremony that same week. WOW! I mean don't get me wrong this does make me happy, but a little nervous at the same time. Once May comes along I am in The Real World and after July I am REALLY in the Real World. Scary. But anyways I have also been thinking a lot about the types of vacations I would like to take once I actually start making money. I know my first trip will DEFINITELY be to Lodi, California to see my friend. I hate to admit it but I decided to take that trip mostly cause i've always wanted to see the West Coast (but especially Cali) and this is just a great opportunity to get me there. I was also thinking after the Cali trip to maybe then take a vacation in Miami, another place i've always wanted to see and party at. And then after Miami maybe i'd try Punta Cana, Dominican Republic. One of my cousins just got married there and based on the pictures she took alone I could tell that it is a VERY nice place...but I shall see. Anyways for now I think i'm going to call it a night soon. I notice that one of the things i've really started enjoying (which is another Bonus of living by myself) is sleeping in the nude. Whoever's reading this should really try it! You feel so free and liberated. I also like to do it sometimes when I don't shower for the day to avoid feeling dirty, gross and sticky in my clothes.Haha Whatever works!

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Currently: Can you believe that today already marks the beggining of MARCH??? This week is also Spring Break week at my school and thus I am practically the only Graduate college student in town. It hasn't been bad though. I have gotten into a 90's hip hop group called the Pharcyde and I must say...I LOVE their music! Each song is so addicting and their music videos are bizarre but really cool! Plus I myself am a little bizarre so they are just my style! I also like the fact that the guys in the group seem like the types of guys I could hang out with in real life. Like the types of guys that I could lay back and drink some Beer with as they smoke their weed.Haha It is really a shame that I was only about 5-8 years old and was into watching Cartoon Network, Nickelodeon, and Power Rangers back when they were in their prime. But what can you do? I have also been a little bit of a nerd since break started. For one I have started reviewing/studying for my Boards exam which I probably won't even be taking until around August/September...but it's always good to start early! And i've been writing an Abstract for my Thesis group so that we could be entered into a Research presentation contest that the University is holding at the end of this month. And that's about it really. I did have yet another strange dream a couple of nights ago where I was getting married to some guy from Saudi Arabia...who actually wasn't too bad looking. But what's weird is that in the dream I was SO happy and was practically THE CENTER of attention throughout it. This is only weird because even in my dreams i'm never really the center of anything. But I guess it's good that i'm having more positive dreams. Believe it or not it is sunny today around here (which is a rarity in this dreary town), so that is lifting my spirits some. Enjoy your day everyone!

Wednesday, Feb. 23, 2011

Currently: Still alive.Haha At the library waiting for the rest of the people I will be working with for a group project...so, ummm...this was the best way to pass time (sorry anybody who actually cares for my pointless rants). But anyways I have been noticing lately that I have been having dreams about that Fillipino douche Jon (aka my low life, backstabbing piece of shit "supervisor" from my summer Fieldwork rotation last year) and they have all been...well...exactly as I would expect them. I know the first dream I had of him involved me going back to the site for a visit (and I really don't know WHY I would go back to that hell hole...maybe to rub in those motherfucker's faces that I'm still going to be an OTR and they HAVE NOT won!)and him promptly running away as soon as he sees me.Haha Definitely expected. The funny thing though is in real life during my (unexpected) last day at the facility he actually had the nerve to tell me that I could call him anytime I had a question or needed help with something...MOTHER FUCKER! What makes you think that I would call you for advice after YOU and your fucking compadres ROYALLY screwed me over after MONTHS of hard work and commitment? I really wanted to smack him but that would add EVEN MORE unecessary bullshit complaints to my records, so I just smiled and nodded and went on my (not so) merry way. I forget the other dream I had of him but I know it involved me seeing him somewhere then seeing those nasty COTA's with him. I guess this all goes to show how much repressed thoughts I STILL hold of those people in the back of my head...but either way I REALLY have to let go of that situation. But realistically I probably won't truly let it go until the day that I get a letter in the mail with my official Occupational Therapy Registration Certificate...or the day I get my first job as an OT. Thankfully though these days are going by a lot faster than I thought they would eventhough I am by myself with a limited amount to do half the time. But I have to say I handle my free time pretty well, considering (though most of it involves me sitting on my ass and watching music videos on You Tube). And not getting a tv and not going on facebook as much were the best decisions I have ever made in my life. My mind is not as cluttered with some of the junk that they show on tv AND I don't have to worry about reading anybody's bullshit status about how "perfect" their life is. This definitely gives me a more clear and less bitter mind. Thumbs up for changes in 2011!!

Tuesday, Feb. 15, 2011

Currently: So confession of the night: eventhough it wasn't necessarily my Fieldwork coordinator's fault for the fact that I have to do another Fieldwork, I still kind of blame it on him anyway. So now because of this I just can't stand the guy. As a matter of fact I have his class early tommorrow morning (a dumass, pointless Entrepreneurial Management class) and not only do I NOT even want to go, but I find that everytime I go to that class I just can't stand to look at him or to even hear his voice. I swear just LOOKING at the guy makes me want to either punch him square in the face or flip him off. Sometimes I even PURPOSELY show up late to his class. I feel the same way about his daughter (who happens to be one of my classmates). And it doesn't help that the girl looks EXACTLY like him! *vomits* I'm just not a fan of that entire family. Like I said I know shit happens but sometimes my paranoia kicks in and I start thinking that he set me up for failure, or that he could have done more to help me out (during the fieldwork site selection process) but decided to focus more on his daughter and her little princess friends instead...and now the bitch is set for life and my dumass has to spend three additional months not getting paid or doing something great with my life. Yea this entire process has been a struggle but I have surprisingly been okay for the most part. This is actually the longest I have gone without being depressed. I still need to vent every once in awhile though.Haha But either way for some reason I don't care much for this guy...and don't think I ever will again.