Friday, Nov. 30, 2007

Currently: Didn't do much last night. Went to a dinner/get together that my friends were holding at their apartment and then left so that they could have sex (they are a couple). Just got back from Anatomy...may go to open lab later and may see a play tonight...we'll see I guess.

Mood: hmm?

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Thursday, Nov. 29, 2007

Currently: Just came from an excrutiating Philosophy lecture. But today I just can't help but wonder; will I ever find someone to love me?

Mood: blah.

Want of the day: ???????...it's open.

Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007

Currently: Last night, I broke. I txted McDreamy and told him how I felt about him. I know I should have called him instead, but I just couldn't. Besides, I am much better at expressing myself in writing than verbally. I'm just glad I finally got all of this off my chest, even if he didn't reply.

Mood: whew!

Want of the day: To relax and maybe go out to the club later on.

Tuesday, Nov. 27, 2007

Currently: I think i'm going to call McDreamy tonight. I'm just tired of waiting and worrying. I couldn't even concentrate in philosophy today, because all I kept thinking about was him. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

Mood: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!

Want of the day: To get atleast part of the operation over and done with.

Monday, Nov. 26, 2007

Currently: First two classes were cancelled, so right now, I am sitting in my room like a log, waiting to go to occupational science. But I really can't seem to concentrate on much else because I will be going through with Operation McDreamy in a few days. It's like my life is on pause/hold until friday, and then everything will come back into place and I can move on. This reminds me a lot of the days before my driving test. I literally breathed, ate, and slept that damn driving test, and would think about nothing else until I was done with it...but sadly for me, I failed my first time around. Let's hope that for Operation McDreamy I WON'T fail.

Mood: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

Want of the day: For it to be over so that I am one day closer to friday.

Sunday, Nov. 25, 2007

Currently: So I am back in school. Last night was long and tiring as usual, which is why I spent most of today bed-ridden. I couldn't even start writing my article because my mind just wasn't in it. So I sent my editor a note excusing myself and asking her if it's okay that I send her the article tommorrow...i'm sure she won't have a problem with that. But i'm getting really nervous cause "Operation McDreamy" feels so close...but yet so far away! aaaaaaaaaaaa! Friday can't come anytime sooner...

Mood: aaaaaaaaaaa!

Want of the day: None. It is not "operation" day yet, so there's no point.

Saturday, Nov. 24, 2007

Currently: So I leave today again...ahhhhhhhhhhhh! I kind of don't feel like going back to school. My roomate, "Queenie," is a self-centered bitch and I have some work to do...but thankfully not too too much. The only thing i'm really looking forward to is going through with "Operation McDreamy"...and don't worry, I will explain what it is once I go through with it. But for now....

Mood: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Want of the day: to get this shit over with.

Friday, Nov. 23, 2007

Currently: Eating pumpkin pie!!!!! Today is going to suck, because I won't be doing much relaxing. I will first be going to get a brow wax, then I have to do my hair, then come back home and start some work for school...blah.

Mood: huh?

Want of the day: to get everything done quickly and efficiently.

Thursday, Nov. 22, 2007

Currently: HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!

Mood: Thanksgiving-y? I don't know.

Want of the day: more food!

Wednesday, Nov. 21, 2007

Currently: I am home right now. About to just relax and do whatever.

Mood: tired. bloated (hah).

Want of the day: sleep...and plenty of it!

Tuesday, Nov. 20, 2007

Currently: Uhoh. Looks like I forgot to update this morning again. Just came from occupational science lab, where I walked out early because my teacher pissed me off. See, she reviewed my research paper, but didn't even give me a grade because although, as she put it, the paper was well-written, she wasn't sure if I fully understood what the paper was all about. So now, during my thanksgiving break, she wants me to look over the paper and add some things. why? ...oh well. So I will be leaving the apartment in a few hours and catching the Greyhound home. The only thing i'm even looking forward to while home is my car. I really don't like going home. I have no one to hang out with when I get bored, and my home life kind of sucks. aaaaaaaaaaaahhh! I just want to get everything over with...and maybe someway, somehow, things will start looking up for me.

Mood: blah.

Want of the day: none...whatever.

Monday, Nov. 19, 2007

Currently: I got a total of 40 birthday wishes on facebook alone! I am very happy about that. I was still a little upset yesterday though, because my selfish ass-hat of a roomate didn't wish me a happy birthday at all. And it's not like she didn't know about it. She saw the balloons in my room, and even saw me the day before and said "oh yea, it's your birthday tommorrow." She even saw me the entire day yesterday, so she had plenty of chances as well. And still, regardless of all of this, not a birthday wish came out of her mouth. Shame. And to think that I actually switched rooms with her and now have to put up with my other selfish bitch of a roomate, just to please her. From now on, i'm going to constantly remind myself to never do anybody a favor again, because people just aren't worth it. I was also a little sad that McDreamy hadn't sent me a birthday wish on facebook...that actually would have made my entire day, but no, it didn't happen. But I am going to put this all behind me. Tommorrow I leave for thanksgiving break. This time around, I plan on focusing primarily on my car and finally getting it registered. And that's it.

Mood: blah.

Want of the day: To have the balls to flip someone off.

Sunday, Nov. 18, 2007

Currently: I am 20 years of age as of today!!!! Despite this, I didn't do anything at all last night. My balloons are beautiful, and I enjoyed staring at them all night, but that's about it. I pretty much just watched 300 and went to bed and no one invited me to any parties, eventhough everyone knew that it was the eve of my birthday...some happy birthday, heh? Oh well. But hey, I already checked my facebook and have 5 birthday wishes.

Mood: okay...I guess.

Want of the day: More birthday wishes!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, Nov. 17, 2007

Currently: My birthday's tommorrow!!! I am excited. Right now though, I am still waiting for those godamned balloons to arrive. I hope that they arrive soon so I can go back to bed!

Mood: Festive

Want of the day: More b-day wishes!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, Nov. 16, 2007

Currently: My birthday's in two days! Yay! I kind of feel bad though that after tommorrow I will no longer be a teenager. I know that those years are very tough and that I should be happy that they're over, but at the same time, I will miss having that touch of innocence and life to me. I will especially regret the fact that I hadn't fully lived out my teenage years. Of course, I got drunk a few times, puked a few times, and hooked up a few times, but I only started doing all that recently. As a matter of fact, I first kissed a guy when I was 18! Yes, it is true. Can you believe that? There are plenty of girls who have had sex before that! Oh well, I digress. I also think that it's weird how years and years ago when I was much younger , when I started watching the show The Real World and would always see the people on the show as so mature and never really seeing myself like them...and now i'm that age! It is so weird and creepy all at once, I mean, it was only yesterday I was 11! Ok, let me stop this before I get all nostalgic and sad.

Mood: excited?

Want of the day: hmmmmmmm...some early birthday wishes, perhaps?

Thursday, Nov. 15, 2007

Currently: Went out to the club last night with my former roomates. It was a lot of fun. Of course, we drank beforehand...I didn't have too much to drink. I just had enough to be tipsy. As we were dancing, I had a few interesting guys dance with me. One guy in particular, felt the need to have his hand on my ass the entire time! Yea. Pretty interesting to say the least. Not much planned for today. As soon as i'm done typing this entry, i'm going to take a shower and then take the longest nap ever. I am so tired. I literally only got about four hours of sleep. Needless to say, I am really looking forward to this nap.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen? I don't know.

Wednesday, Nov. 14, 2007

Currently: I am done with classes for the day because my occupational science class was cancelled. I was freaked this morning in theology, because my professor, who's an elderly man, was *nay* close to passing out in front of the class. I swear, the dude was tipping over and couldn't keep his posture, and his eyes were doing crazy things. I hope he's okay. I'm sipping some chocolate milk right now and getting ready to relax a little bit. I really don't know what the rest of the day holds for me.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: To relax...other than that, no specifics.

Tuesday, Nov. 13, 2007

Currently: Just came from a meeting. About to head out to OT lab in a few...everyone knows how much I detest that class. Hopefully, today I can get that stupid presentation over and done with. I hate doing presentations more than anything, in other words, I have extreme stage fright. So yea, I want the next few hours to fly by so that I could relax.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: To have some good relaxing time.

Monday, Nov. 12, 2007

Currently: Sipping chocolate milk. I was a little freaked out this morning because I was brushing my teeth and my mouth started bleeding...a lot! What does that mean? Whatever. Just took an anatomy exam and I think I did pretty well. Have lab later on. That's about it.

Mood: Spaced out.

Want of the day: none.

Sunday, Nov. 11, 2007

Currently: Just woke up...I feel like a lazy slob today. About to freshen up, go get brunch, and start studying for my anatomy test which is tommorrow. Last night I didn't do much, it was pretty much a carbon copy of friday night, as I spent the entire night talking to Jessica.haha. In general, the weekend was uneventful and the rest of today will be uneventful.

Mood: grumpy.

Want of the day: To not be depressed in any way.

Saturday, Nov. 10, 2007

Currently: Wow. I completely forgot to update yesterday. I really am slipping. Oh well. Last night I didn't go out because one, after puking in bed twice in one week, I wasn't in the mood to drink, and two, as usual, no one called me. So I spent the entire night talking to my friend Jessica on the phone...at least it's something, right? Today i'm going to relax and do practically nothing. I am about to head out and get breakfast/lunch/whatever they call it...brunch! That's it!haha.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Thursday, Nov. 8, 2007

Currently: Remember the other day, when I got drunk and puked in bed? Well that happened again last night. Yea. I first went to a little dinner/get together that my friends were having. From there, they take me to a small frat party, and of course at this point I drink like crazy. I actually didn't even feel dizzy or anything while I was at the party...I felt okay. Even as I was walking home, the streets were a little fuzzy, but I didn't have any off-equilibrium-about-to-puke feelings. But then I get back to my apartment and things slowly get worse. I try to study for a test, but can't see the words in front of me, so then I try to go to sleep. It takes me awhile to even lie down, but once I do, I get comfortable enough to drift into a brief sleep. I then wake up maybe an hour later and start puking in bed. Needless to say, I took a test and quiz this morning while extremely hung over and did well on both. I also put my sheets and what not in the wash and re-made my bed. I am such a mess.

Mood:Tired. Hung over. cranky.

Want of the day: To relax and for the hangover to wear off quickly.

Wednesday, Nov. 7, 2007

Currently: Jesus, I can't believe I completely forgot to update this morning!!! What is the matter with me? I am slipping. I am very sorry (not to anyone who happens to read this, but to myself, whom I made a solemn promise that i'd update everyday). Ok, let me start over. Today was...well, today. I went to class,ate, took the longest nap in the world, watched food network, and now i'm studying (or atlest trying to study) philosophy for my test tommorrow. God, do I hate that class! I could really care less about St. Anselm or St. Thomas, in my eyes they're none more than dead assholes...yes, I said it! I really hate to say this, but i'd rather be studying for anatomy than this...yes, I said that too! Sue me!

Mood: Restless.

Want of the day: well, it's too late for that now.haha.

Tuesday, Nov. 6, 2007

Currently: Today was advising Day, so all classes were cancelled for the day, thankfully. I already met with my advisor and everything's alright in that department. It is already snowing here, which really sucks ass. My feet were so numb from the snow that it felt like I was walking on air...not good.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None.

Monday, Nov. 5, 2007

Currently: Don't have lab today, meaning I am done for the day, thankfully! I guess the rest of the day will involve relaxing and studying..and yes, I can do both at once, it is not that hard.

Mood: Restless.

Want of the day: None specifically.

Sunday, Nov. 4, 2007

Currently: I can't believe I almost forgot to update this thing! Didn't do anything last night besides watch Hairspray with my friend. I had just a little sip of rum just to get me sleepy. Just met up with my partner to work on our ridiculous visual arts project. Later on I am studying and catching up on OT work, but for now, I am just going to relax.

Mood: spiritual (that's a first, heh?)

Want of the day: None in particular.

saturday, Nov. 3, 2007

Currently: Wow! What a night. As usual, I ended up calling a bunch of people and getting promises that they'd call back and STILL no call backs! So because of that, I stayed in my room all night and drank myself silly...I got so drunk that I puked in bed and messed up my sheets and pillows...that's a pleasant vision, isn't it?haha. As for tonight, I might as well just not bother even calling anybody, cause I am pretty sure of the turnouts...I fucking hate people. Atleast I have today's football game to look forward to.

Mood: Dissappointed...but still okay.

Want of the day: To find something interesting later on...but we all know that's not going to happen.

Friday, Nov. 2, 2007

Currently:Done with classes for the day. Got a B+ on my lab practical and very happy about that. About to relax and watch some Rent.I am of course, hoping to find a party and/or some good alcohol later on.

Mood: okay.

Want of the day: To find something interesting later on.

Thursday, Nov. 1, 2007

Currently: My birthday is in 17 days!!!!!!!!!! Came from philosophy. Relaxing. Have to study later on. will be another boring day.

mood: bored.

want of the day: for something randomly interesting/nice to happen.