Monday, Dec. 31, 2007

Currently: It's New Years Eve!!!!...but I probably will be doing nothing.NO DRUNK DRIVING FOLKS!!!!!

Mood: blah.

Want of the day: nothing.

Sunday, Dec. 30, 2007

Currently: Completely forgot to update again. I don't know why, but I haven't had much ambition to do anything besides smoke. Last night I thought I was running a high fever, but then I woke up this morning and felt fine.

Mood: anxious

Want of the day: For my car to function properly.

Saturday, Dec. 29, 2007

Currently: Forgot to update this morning again. Right now I am waiting for my chinese food to arrive. yummmmmm!

Mood: Hungry?

Want of the day: None.

Friday, Dec. 28, 2007

Currently: About to go out and smoke a cigarette...and that's it.

Mood: Yippee!

Want of the day: to watch more sex and the city!

Thursday,Dec. 27, 2007

Currently: Whoops! Looks like I completely forgot to update this morning again. So...nothing to report today. Pretty much woke up, brushed teeth, ate, smoked a cig, sat in my car, took a nap, smoked another cig, sat in car again, and drank chocolate milk...and here I am now! I was supposed to meet up with a guy today, but according to him, "something came up." I believe him though.

Mood: Whatever.

Want of the day: none.

Wednesday, Dec. 26, 2007

Currently: So, it is the day after Christmas and the year is coming to an end...Cheers!

Mood: everywhere.

Want of the day: Whatever.

Tuesday, Dec. 25, 2007

Currently: MERRY X-MAS!!!!!!!!!!!! ...because that is the politically correct thing to say...sort of.

Mood: x-mas-y? No, not really, but a little!

Want of the day: To sing "Feliz Navidad" like a beast!

Monday, Dec. 24, 2007

Currently: It's Christmas Eve...blah blah blah...i'm smoking a cigarette and lying down.

Mood: Blah blah blah...

Want of the day: Blah blah blah...

sunday, dec. 23, 2007

Currently: Just woke up. Not sure of what i'm going to do today.

Mood: Cool.

Want of the day: to do something interesting.

Saturday, Dec. 22, 2007

Currently: Sipping chocolate milk. I may relax today...or may go shopping at the mall today. I don't know. *decisions*decisions*

Mood: calm

Want of the day: To maybe go to the mall today.

Friday, Dec.21, 2007

Currently: I am about to go out and do my hair and eyebrows...I am also going to go pick up a pack of cigarettes. I haven't smoked for months, and this will be the first time that I smoked in awhile...but I don't know, i've been feeling so lonely and sad lately, that I decided that I really shouldn't care much for my health anymore. I also feel that maybe the smoking will ease this stress a little...I don't know, we'll see.

Mood: Alone

Want of the day: To have a smooth day.

Thursday, Dec. 20, 2007

Currently: Last nigth I had a little texting session with a guy that I plan on meeting up with over the break. He sounds interesting, but I don't know. I'm not sure what is in store for me today, but i'm sure I will be texting him again tonight just for the heck of it.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: to have a smooth/interesting day.

Wednesday, Dec. 19, 2007

Currently: Just checked my grades for the semester, and turns out I got an A in every class except Anatomy, which I got a B in. Not too sure what the rest of the day holds for me. I guess i'll just continue to catch up on some rest.

Mood: Pretty good

Want of the day: For more to be accomplish in regards to the car...but doubt it.

Tuesday, Dec. 18, 2007

Currently: I am up. I have no idea what i'm doing today.

Mood: anxious

WAnt of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Monday, Dec. 17, 2007

Currently: Just woke up. Not doing much but hoping that a few things get done today.

Mood: lonely

Want of the day: For a few things to get done.

Sunday, Dec. 16, 2007

Currently: Yesterday I visited an insurance manager to get estimates on how much I (or my mom. haha) will have to pay monthly. I also put gasoline in my car and finally removed the cover from it. All I have to do now is re-charge the battery and hopefully that can be done today. I am assuming that I will be able to drive my car by atleast the end of the week.

Mood: anxious

Want of the day: To get my car battery charged.

Saturday, Dec. 15, 2007

Currently: I am home again. Hopefully, I can get my car going atleast a little bit today.

Mood:anxious

Want of the day: To get my car going.

Friday, Dec. 14, 2007

Currently: Done with finals!!!! All I have to do now is pack, vaccum, take out the trash, and survive a 15 jour Greyhound ride and i'm golden! It will be relaxing time from there on.

Mood: anxious/excited

Want of the day: get everything done quickly and efficiently.

Thursday, Dec. 13, 2007

Currently: Last night I saw McDreamy for the second time since I had told him that I found him very attractive. I was eating dinner alone and he just happened to be sitting behind me and pretty much stared me down the whole time. He actually stared at me AS he was eating. Creepy. Just came from taking my philosophy final. You have no idea how extatic I am that that god foresaken class is over and done with. Now all I have to do is take the anatomy final and i'm set for the semester!

Mood: Okay...I guess

Want of the day: to have a smooth but not too boring day.

Wednesday, Dec. 12, 2007

Currently: Last night I ate at my friends' apartment and we watched porn afterwards.haha. What's even funnier is the fact that we kept critiquing all of the positions and how unattractive the men were, and I even lied about being a virgin...oops. After that I went with my roomate to a diner for some hot chocolate...and wings.haha. It was pretty late too. I didn't really get to studying until after midnight...oops again. I handed in my theology final reflection paper and took my occupational science final this morning. Later on, I will be studying for my philosophy final, which I am NOT looking forward to at all! Hate to say this, but I really want vacation to start. I just want to see my car and drive it everywhere and entertain myself with it! That is all I am thinking about right now. *sigh*

Mood: aaaaaaaaaaahhh!

Want of the day: To study philosophy and feel confident that I will do well tommorrow.

Tuesday, Dec. 11, 2007

Currently: Just came from taking my visual arts final. I think I did well on it. Today I have to study for my occupational science final and write my final reflection paper for theology...so all in all, it will be easy.

Mood: ok.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen...and to study well and efficiently.

Monday, Dec. 10, 2007

Currently: Today is day one of finals and I don't have any today, which means that my plans consist of listening to music, watching Sex and the City, and then studying for my Visual Arts final tommorrow. Smmmmmoooooooooooottttttttttthhh sailing!haha.

Mood: hm? (am I ever sure of my moods anymore?)

Want of the day: for something interesting to happen.

Sunday, Dec. 9, 2007

Currently: Didn't do shit last night. I was happy though when a guy spoke to me in the laundry room-i don't know why, but it made my night a little happier. Didn't do much thus far-I have only made my bed...well atleast it's a start!haha. About to go meet my friend for lunch soon and then I have some studying to do. And that's it.

Mood: okay.

Want of the day: The day is open, so hopefully something interesting happens.

Saturday, Dec. 8, 2007

Currently: Last night went exactly as expected; i got a little drunk and called a bunch of people. I was actually on the phone with my friend Elysse for awhile. And of course, roomie went to a party and told me about it but still didn't invite, then has the nerve to come back and moan loudly in the shower with her boyfriend. What a fucking class act. It is afternoon and I still haven't done anything really, which is primarily because I have no ambition to...but once i am done typing this i'm going to freshen up and get something to eat. I'm most likely going to spend most of today in the library.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Friday, Dec.7, 2007

Currently: Today was my last day of Anatomy 1!!! Woohoo! AND I got an A on my final lab practical!!...and another A on my theology test! So school's going well, pretty much. I may make the Dean's list again. *fingers crossed* Had dinner last night at my friends' place...and it wasn't that good. The chicken, for one, was GROSS!!! I am grateful though for the fact that they invite me to these things...now if only they could invite me to their PARTIES!haha. Tonight I plan to get drunk in my room alone...and then call up a bunch of random guys!haha. This should be interesting.

Mood: Ok.

Want of the day: To randomly get invited to some party somewhere, so that I don't make an ass of myself tonight.

Thursday, Dec. 6, 2007

Currently: Just came home from a long, busy morning. I am really hungry right now, but holding my stomach for later on tonight when I eat dinner with my friends. ...so it's safe to say that the rest of the day will consist of nothing.

Mood: Ok.

Want of the day: none

Wednesday, Dec. 5, 2007

Currently: More snow. More stupid people. More misery. I am not having a good day.

Mood: Shitty.

Want of the day: For it to get better...but I doubt it.

Tuesday, Dec. 4, 2007

Currently: Just came from philosophy. About to head out to occupational science lab in awhile...I, for one, am happy that Anatomy lab is over...for now.haha. I also have the little christmas party later on. I guess today won't be that exciting.

Mood: okay?

Want of the day: that everything runs smoothly.

Monday, Dec. 3, 2007

Currently: For some reason, I couldn't sleep last night. I tossed and turned for hours until about 6:30 when I was finally able to drift into a brief sleep...but sadly for me, I then ended up waking up at 7:59, so I missed my 8:00 o'clock theology lecture. Just came from buying a secret santa gift for our newspaper staff christmas party tommorrow. I got my person a nice little picture frame and a decorative little bag to put it in. It is snowing and windy as hell over here, so it took me awhile to get back here at the apartment. I think I got a bad frost bite from it as well, because my left hand is swollen. About to go study for my lab practical, which is in a few hours. Just another (crazy) day in the life of me.

Mood: a little sad, but on the way to normal.

Want of the day: To do well on my lab practical.

Sunday, Dec. 2, 2007

Currently: Spent the night in my friend's room. We watched two movies and knitted...A LOT!haha. But I just can't help but feel bitter yet again today. If the whole world were to be destroyed around me, I don't think i'd care...ok, not really. I'm just so confused and unsure on how to feel. Should I be happy, bitter or sad? ...aaaa decisions, decisions.

Mood: Unsure.

Want of the day: There's no hope for me...

Saturday, Dec. 1, 2007

Currently: Last night I saw the musical "Nine" and it was great blah blah blah...today is one of those "self-observing" days ad I am so bitter. I don't want to talk about it.

Mood: as bitter as 3000 lemmons.

Want of the day: To be able to watch someone suffer and not do SHIT!...but that will likely not happen.

Friday, Nov. 30, 2007

Currently: Didn't do much last night. Went to a dinner/get together that my friends were holding at their apartment and then left so that they could have sex (they are a couple). Just got back from Anatomy...may go to open lab later and may see a play tonight...we'll see I guess.

Mood: hmm?

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Thursday, Nov. 29, 2007

Currently: Just came from an excrutiating Philosophy lecture. But today I just can't help but wonder; will I ever find someone to love me?

Mood: blah.

Want of the day: ???????...it's open.

Wednesday, Nov. 28, 2007

Currently: Last night, I broke. I txted McDreamy and told him how I felt about him. I know I should have called him instead, but I just couldn't. Besides, I am much better at expressing myself in writing than verbally. I'm just glad I finally got all of this off my chest, even if he didn't reply.

Mood: whew!

Want of the day: To relax and maybe go out to the club later on.

Tuesday, Nov. 27, 2007

Currently: I think i'm going to call McDreamy tonight. I'm just tired of waiting and worrying. I couldn't even concentrate in philosophy today, because all I kept thinking about was him. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

Mood: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!

Want of the day: To get atleast part of the operation over and done with.

Monday, Nov. 26, 2007

Currently: First two classes were cancelled, so right now, I am sitting in my room like a log, waiting to go to occupational science. But I really can't seem to concentrate on much else because I will be going through with Operation McDreamy in a few days. It's like my life is on pause/hold until friday, and then everything will come back into place and I can move on. This reminds me a lot of the days before my driving test. I literally breathed, ate, and slept that damn driving test, and would think about nothing else until I was done with it...but sadly for me, I failed my first time around. Let's hope that for Operation McDreamy I WON'T fail.

Mood: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!

Want of the day: For it to be over so that I am one day closer to friday.

Sunday, Nov. 25, 2007

Currently: So I am back in school. Last night was long and tiring as usual, which is why I spent most of today bed-ridden. I couldn't even start writing my article because my mind just wasn't in it. So I sent my editor a note excusing myself and asking her if it's okay that I send her the article tommorrow...i'm sure she won't have a problem with that. But i'm getting really nervous cause "Operation McDreamy" feels so close...but yet so far away! aaaaaaaaaaaa! Friday can't come anytime sooner...

Mood: aaaaaaaaaaa!

Want of the day: None. It is not "operation" day yet, so there's no point.

Saturday, Nov. 24, 2007

Currently: So I leave today again...ahhhhhhhhhhhh! I kind of don't feel like going back to school. My roomate, "Queenie," is a self-centered bitch and I have some work to do...but thankfully not too too much. The only thing i'm really looking forward to is going through with "Operation McDreamy"...and don't worry, I will explain what it is once I go through with it. But for now....

Mood: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Want of the day: to get this shit over with.

Friday, Nov. 23, 2007

Currently: Eating pumpkin pie!!!!! Today is going to suck, because I won't be doing much relaxing. I will first be going to get a brow wax, then I have to do my hair, then come back home and start some work for school...blah.

Mood: huh?

Want of the day: to get everything done quickly and efficiently.

Thursday, Nov. 22, 2007

Currently: HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!

Mood: Thanksgiving-y? I don't know.

Want of the day: more food!

Wednesday, Nov. 21, 2007

Currently: I am home right now. About to just relax and do whatever.

Mood: tired. bloated (hah).

Want of the day: sleep...and plenty of it!

Tuesday, Nov. 20, 2007

Currently: Uhoh. Looks like I forgot to update this morning again. Just came from occupational science lab, where I walked out early because my teacher pissed me off. See, she reviewed my research paper, but didn't even give me a grade because although, as she put it, the paper was well-written, she wasn't sure if I fully understood what the paper was all about. So now, during my thanksgiving break, she wants me to look over the paper and add some things. why? ...oh well. So I will be leaving the apartment in a few hours and catching the Greyhound home. The only thing i'm even looking forward to while home is my car. I really don't like going home. I have no one to hang out with when I get bored, and my home life kind of sucks. aaaaaaaaaaaahhh! I just want to get everything over with...and maybe someway, somehow, things will start looking up for me.

Mood: blah.

Want of the day: none...whatever.

Monday, Nov. 19, 2007

Currently: I got a total of 40 birthday wishes on facebook alone! I am very happy about that. I was still a little upset yesterday though, because my selfish ass-hat of a roomate didn't wish me a happy birthday at all. And it's not like she didn't know about it. She saw the balloons in my room, and even saw me the day before and said "oh yea, it's your birthday tommorrow." She even saw me the entire day yesterday, so she had plenty of chances as well. And still, regardless of all of this, not a birthday wish came out of her mouth. Shame. And to think that I actually switched rooms with her and now have to put up with my other selfish bitch of a roomate, just to please her. From now on, i'm going to constantly remind myself to never do anybody a favor again, because people just aren't worth it. I was also a little sad that McDreamy hadn't sent me a birthday wish on facebook...that actually would have made my entire day, but no, it didn't happen. But I am going to put this all behind me. Tommorrow I leave for thanksgiving break. This time around, I plan on focusing primarily on my car and finally getting it registered. And that's it.

Mood: blah.

Want of the day: To have the balls to flip someone off.

Sunday, Nov. 18, 2007

Currently: I am 20 years of age as of today!!!! Despite this, I didn't do anything at all last night. My balloons are beautiful, and I enjoyed staring at them all night, but that's about it. I pretty much just watched 300 and went to bed and no one invited me to any parties, eventhough everyone knew that it was the eve of my birthday...some happy birthday, heh? Oh well. But hey, I already checked my facebook and have 5 birthday wishes.

Mood: okay...I guess.

Want of the day: More birthday wishes!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, Nov. 17, 2007

Currently: My birthday's tommorrow!!! I am excited. Right now though, I am still waiting for those godamned balloons to arrive. I hope that they arrive soon so I can go back to bed!

Mood: Festive

Want of the day: More b-day wishes!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, Nov. 16, 2007

Currently: My birthday's in two days! Yay! I kind of feel bad though that after tommorrow I will no longer be a teenager. I know that those years are very tough and that I should be happy that they're over, but at the same time, I will miss having that touch of innocence and life to me. I will especially regret the fact that I hadn't fully lived out my teenage years. Of course, I got drunk a few times, puked a few times, and hooked up a few times, but I only started doing all that recently. As a matter of fact, I first kissed a guy when I was 18! Yes, it is true. Can you believe that? There are plenty of girls who have had sex before that! Oh well, I digress. I also think that it's weird how years and years ago when I was much younger , when I started watching the show The Real World and would always see the people on the show as so mature and never really seeing myself like them...and now i'm that age! It is so weird and creepy all at once, I mean, it was only yesterday I was 11! Ok, let me stop this before I get all nostalgic and sad.

Mood: excited?

Want of the day: hmmmmmmm...some early birthday wishes, perhaps?

Thursday, Nov. 15, 2007

Currently: Went out to the club last night with my former roomates. It was a lot of fun. Of course, we drank beforehand...I didn't have too much to drink. I just had enough to be tipsy. As we were dancing, I had a few interesting guys dance with me. One guy in particular, felt the need to have his hand on my ass the entire time! Yea. Pretty interesting to say the least. Not much planned for today. As soon as i'm done typing this entry, i'm going to take a shower and then take the longest nap ever. I am so tired. I literally only got about four hours of sleep. Needless to say, I am really looking forward to this nap.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen? I don't know.

Wednesday, Nov. 14, 2007

Currently: I am done with classes for the day because my occupational science class was cancelled. I was freaked this morning in theology, because my professor, who's an elderly man, was *nay* close to passing out in front of the class. I swear, the dude was tipping over and couldn't keep his posture, and his eyes were doing crazy things. I hope he's okay. I'm sipping some chocolate milk right now and getting ready to relax a little bit. I really don't know what the rest of the day holds for me.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: To relax...other than that, no specifics.

Tuesday, Nov. 13, 2007

Currently: Just came from a meeting. About to head out to OT lab in a few...everyone knows how much I detest that class. Hopefully, today I can get that stupid presentation over and done with. I hate doing presentations more than anything, in other words, I have extreme stage fright. So yea, I want the next few hours to fly by so that I could relax.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: To have some good relaxing time.

Monday, Nov. 12, 2007

Currently: Sipping chocolate milk. I was a little freaked out this morning because I was brushing my teeth and my mouth started bleeding...a lot! What does that mean? Whatever. Just took an anatomy exam and I think I did pretty well. Have lab later on. That's about it.

Mood: Spaced out.

Want of the day: none.

Sunday, Nov. 11, 2007

Currently: Just woke up...I feel like a lazy slob today. About to freshen up, go get brunch, and start studying for my anatomy test which is tommorrow. Last night I didn't do much, it was pretty much a carbon copy of friday night, as I spent the entire night talking to Jessica.haha. In general, the weekend was uneventful and the rest of today will be uneventful.

Mood: grumpy.

Want of the day: To not be depressed in any way.

Saturday, Nov. 10, 2007

Currently: Wow. I completely forgot to update yesterday. I really am slipping. Oh well. Last night I didn't go out because one, after puking in bed twice in one week, I wasn't in the mood to drink, and two, as usual, no one called me. So I spent the entire night talking to my friend Jessica on the phone...at least it's something, right? Today i'm going to relax and do practically nothing. I am about to head out and get breakfast/lunch/whatever they call it...brunch! That's it!haha.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Thursday, Nov. 8, 2007

Currently: Remember the other day, when I got drunk and puked in bed? Well that happened again last night. Yea. I first went to a little dinner/get together that my friends were having. From there, they take me to a small frat party, and of course at this point I drink like crazy. I actually didn't even feel dizzy or anything while I was at the party...I felt okay. Even as I was walking home, the streets were a little fuzzy, but I didn't have any off-equilibrium-about-to-puke feelings. But then I get back to my apartment and things slowly get worse. I try to study for a test, but can't see the words in front of me, so then I try to go to sleep. It takes me awhile to even lie down, but once I do, I get comfortable enough to drift into a brief sleep. I then wake up maybe an hour later and start puking in bed. Needless to say, I took a test and quiz this morning while extremely hung over and did well on both. I also put my sheets and what not in the wash and re-made my bed. I am such a mess.

Mood:Tired. Hung over. cranky.

Want of the day: To relax and for the hangover to wear off quickly.

Wednesday, Nov. 7, 2007

Currently: Jesus, I can't believe I completely forgot to update this morning!!! What is the matter with me? I am slipping. I am very sorry (not to anyone who happens to read this, but to myself, whom I made a solemn promise that i'd update everyday). Ok, let me start over. Today was...well, today. I went to class,ate, took the longest nap in the world, watched food network, and now i'm studying (or atlest trying to study) philosophy for my test tommorrow. God, do I hate that class! I could really care less about St. Anselm or St. Thomas, in my eyes they're none more than dead assholes...yes, I said it! I really hate to say this, but i'd rather be studying for anatomy than this...yes, I said that too! Sue me!

Mood: Restless.

Want of the day: well, it's too late for that now.haha.

Tuesday, Nov. 6, 2007

Currently: Today was advising Day, so all classes were cancelled for the day, thankfully. I already met with my advisor and everything's alright in that department. It is already snowing here, which really sucks ass. My feet were so numb from the snow that it felt like I was walking on air...not good.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None.

Monday, Nov. 5, 2007

Currently: Don't have lab today, meaning I am done for the day, thankfully! I guess the rest of the day will involve relaxing and studying..and yes, I can do both at once, it is not that hard.

Mood: Restless.

Want of the day: None specifically.

Sunday, Nov. 4, 2007

Currently: I can't believe I almost forgot to update this thing! Didn't do anything last night besides watch Hairspray with my friend. I had just a little sip of rum just to get me sleepy. Just met up with my partner to work on our ridiculous visual arts project. Later on I am studying and catching up on OT work, but for now, I am just going to relax.

Mood: spiritual (that's a first, heh?)

Want of the day: None in particular.

saturday, Nov. 3, 2007

Currently: Wow! What a night. As usual, I ended up calling a bunch of people and getting promises that they'd call back and STILL no call backs! So because of that, I stayed in my room all night and drank myself silly...I got so drunk that I puked in bed and messed up my sheets and pillows...that's a pleasant vision, isn't it?haha. As for tonight, I might as well just not bother even calling anybody, cause I am pretty sure of the turnouts...I fucking hate people. Atleast I have today's football game to look forward to.

Mood: Dissappointed...but still okay.

Want of the day: To find something interesting later on...but we all know that's not going to happen.

Friday, Nov. 2, 2007

Currently:Done with classes for the day. Got a B+ on my lab practical and very happy about that. About to relax and watch some Rent.I am of course, hoping to find a party and/or some good alcohol later on.

Mood: okay.

Want of the day: To find something interesting later on.

Thursday, Nov. 1, 2007

Currently: My birthday is in 17 days!!!!!!!!!! Came from philosophy. Relaxing. Have to study later on. will be another boring day.

mood: bored.

want of the day: for something randomly interesting/nice to happen.

wednesday, oct. 31, 2007

currently:came from anatomy. today will be boring.

mood: bored.

want of the day: to not be bored.

tuesday, oct. 29, 2007

currently: sipping chocolate milk and listening to KROQ, as i try to do some relaxing before i head off to occupational science lab.

mood: fine.

want of the day: no specifics, really.

Monday, Oct. 29, 2007

Currently: Sucking on a laffy taffy. Will have to get back to studying very soon, as I have a lab practical later on today.

Mood: Allover the place.

Want of the day: To get the lab practical over with...and then I can exhale.

Sunday, Oct. 28, 2007

Currently: So last night was pretty much a failure. I called a bunch of people to see what was going on, and no one was doing anything. My one friend was finishing up her lab report, my other friend was out of town, and everyonelse I knew went to some off campus, out of town parties that were invite only...so I went to bed. I was never much of a halloween person anyways.haha.

Mood: unsure

Want of the day: To study efficiently for my lab practical tommorrow.

Saturday, Oct. 27, 2007

Currently: I am learning to pick myself up and move the fuck on. My life will always blow in some way, shape, or form no matter what I do, so why run away? I am still young, can still drink and party like a rockstar, still have professional goals that I would like to see accomplished...so why the fuck am I bitching like some emo love-child? I will try my best to quit this worthless whining and complaining, because it is seriously getting me nowhere.

Mood: Unsure

WAnt of the day: To party, or atleast find a good bottle later on.

Friday, Oct. 26, 2007

Currently: Done with classes for the day. Going to open lab later on, and then I have to go watch the play "Frankenstein" for an article that i'm writing. I have a feeling that there will be no partying for me tonight.

Mood: bleh...

Want of the day: to maybe someway, somehow, be able to catch a party later on.

Thursday, Oct. 25, 2007

Currently: Just came from philosophy. I am bored and still questioning myself...as usual. Later on, I have to meet up with someone for a group project, and then open lab again much later on.

Mood: confused

Want of the day: For something randomly nice to happen.

Wednesday, Oct. 24, 2007

Currently: I am miserable. I'm done with classes today, but still not enjoying it because I am so miserable...i'm just realizing how there is so much wrong with the world and my life...I mean, not that I hadn't realized it before, but for some reason, it hit really hard today. One of the things that i'm especially sad about is the fact that next year, since the OT curriculum will be tougher, I will be practically studying all the time, meaning I will have no life, meaning I will not be able to go out, which makes me sad only because getting out to me, is the only way that I can either forget about or drown my inner sorrows so that I don't have a mental breakdown. So if I'm not able to go out at all next year, my chances of a breakdown are very high...and that really worries me.

Mood: Sad. Depressed. Miserable. Is there any other word?

Want of the day: to be able to sleep for a very long time.

Tuesday, Oct. 23, 2007

Currently: Just came from another boring philosophy lecture. It is raining and yucky today and i'm beyond tired...let's hope that I don't do a Marie Osmond today...and those of you that watched last night's "Dancing with the stars," know what i'm talking about. I have icky occupational science lab in a few, and then I have to go edit papers at the school paper office. I just want to go to bed!

Mood: very tired...almost exhausted.

Want of the day: for it to fastforward to the end of the night, when i'll be back from editing and ready for bed!

Monday, Oct. 22, 2007

Currently: Just came from Occupational Science, where I finally handed in that research paper. I have anatomy lab later on. On the bright side, I have no big tests to study for, and only have philosophy to read through later on...in other words, today is going to be boring.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: To be able to relax later on.

Sunday, Oct. 21, 2007

Currently: Homecoming was a blast. I first went to the parade, which was kind of corny, but ok I guess. I then went to the football game and watched McDreamy's sexy ass up and down that field...boy did he look good in that uniform! And what's funny is the fact that they gave him a lot of playing time...it's like they knew I was watching or something, and kept him there as eye candy.haha. I then went to the dance later on that night. I went with my friend Jessica and my roomate Elizabeth. Before we went, we got drunk at Jessica's. Thus, since I had a lot of Captain in my system, I was a very lovable drunk, and hugged practically everyone that I knew, including McDreamy. Captain can do that to you, you know. I thought it was sweet though, how when I finally bumped into McDreamy (he didn't attend the dance), he left his friends and walked all the way back to where me and Jessica were, to make sure that I was there/alright...it was actually shocking too. Nevertheless, I hugged him eighty more times (not literally). I also thought it was cute when he appeared a little jealous when I was talking to this one topless dude. Today should be a busy one. I have to finish my research paper and then study for my theology test...I don't think my post-party mind is ready to take all this!

Mood: pretty good.

Want of the day: To get work done and relax later.

Saturday, Oct. 20, 2007

Currently: Didn't do much last night. I txted one of my friends to see if anything was going on, but she never got back to me. I guess since today is homecoming, there were no parties last night. So I ended up watching the movie 300 in my room...oh, and I also had a little txting session with my favorite man, aka McDreamy (I think this is a fitting nickname for him), which was cool I guess. Today is homecoming, so I will be going to the parade later on, and then the game (where McDreamy will be playing...he actually told me that he was pretty pumped), and then the dance much later on. I am hoping to go with a friend of mine whose 21 so that I can atleast drink before I go. I am hoping that it is an eventful night, but of course have my doubts.

Mood:good

Want of the day: to have a good time overall.

Friday, Oct.19, 2007

Currently: Still managed to do really well on my anatomy exam...and now i'm ready to kick the next exam's ass!haha. Done with classes for the day. Hopefully, later on tonight, I will be able to go to a party or something...or atleast get some good liquor in me. Tommorrow is homecoming here at the school, and i'm actually excited fot it, especially the dance. Believe it or not, my high school never had homecoming dances, so this is sadly my first ever homecoming dance. I am most looking forward to seeing my favorite man and hopefully getting to dance with him again...and speaking of my favorite man, he did something last night that I really liked. Man, if you saw this guy, you'd know what I mean. He is the type of guy that you would only see on posters in Abercrombie and Fitch...ok, i'm rambling now.

Mood: content

Want of the day: To party hard later.

Thursday, Oct. 18, 2007

Currently:My birthday is only one whole month away! I'm excited, but not too excited. It kind of feels good maturing and growing wiser as the years go by...Came from philosophy. I am done with classes for the day, but still have mucho work to do. I have to look over my anatomy notes again, then go to open lab later on, because last night's was too crowded, and study for my theology test...sounds exciting, doesn't it? Not.

Mood:content

Want of the day: To successfully complete what I have to.

Wednesday, Oct. 17, 2007

Currently: Did a shit load of studying last night, which taught me a lesson;to never wait the night before to study for an anatomy exam again. Needless to say, i'm going to start studying for my next exam tonight. Today's test actually wasn't hard though. I think I atleast passed...there were definitely a lot of questions that I was sure of and probably got right. We'll see, I guees. A few moments ago, I saw my favorite man in the world and said hey and he smiled at me and also said hey...and being on a "hey" basis is a good start, for all you pessimists out there!

Mood: a little relieved

Want of the day: none.

Tuesday, Oct. 16, 2007

Currently: Just came from philosophy. Found out yesterday that that big research paper that I was stressing over, is actually due next monday, so I have time to finish it. In a few, I have a presentation in my occupational science class. The assignment was basically to find something you find interesting and therapeutic and teach it to the class...I chose calligrapy, since it is the one thing that i am good at and can actually teach to people. Later on, I have to study for a monster anatomy exam, which kind of suck ass.

Mood: only slightly stressed now...i am hoping that this changes by the end of the week.

Want of the day: to get through it.

Monday, Oct. 15, 2007

Currently: In between classes. Later on, I have to finish typing my research paper and prepare my lab skills presentation for tommorrow. Needless to say, the rest of the day is not going to be too much fun.

Mood: still a little stressed.

Want of the day: To get all of my work done.

Sunday, Oct. 14, 2007

Currently: Had a long 15 hours last night. I am still very tired and stressed out. I have to go out again soon to finish a shit-load of work. I am so scared...but on the bright side, I got my car keys yesterday, and am finally the official owner of a 2000 satrun LS1!!!!!!! All I need to do is get through today...

Mood: Nervous/anxious

Want of the day: To get through it (cue Daniel Bedingfield song).

Saturday, Oct. 13, 2007

Currently: Just woke up. Didn't get much of my research paper done, so looks like i'll be spending alllllll of Sunday night in the library typing it up. But on the bright side, today I am getting the keys to my car!!! I can't wait to just sit inside of it and absorb its beauty. The sad part though, is that I can't do so for long, because I leave for School again later on. Nevertheless, today is going to be a hell of a day.

Mood: Very anxious

Want of the day: For it to fastforward to noon, so that I can finally play with my new toy!=)

Friday, Oct. 12, 2007

Currently: Woke up. Had chopped meat for breakfast...yes, I just said chopped meat. It was delicious. In a few hours, I have to go get my hair done. But all I could think about is the fact that I GET MY CAR KEYS TOMMORROW!!!

Mood: Pretty good.

Want of the day: For it to fastforward to 5:30, so that I can go withdraw money to pay for my car.

Thursday, Oct. 11, 2007

Currently: Had a good night's sleep. Just finished drinking strawberry 'Nes Quick (mmmmmmmm...). Much later on I have to start doing some reading for my research paper, and i'm not looking forward to that.

Mood: Pretty good (I guees cause food is involved)

Want of the day: For it to fastforward to 6:00 p.m. so that I can eat my scrumptious black and white cookies and finally start my readings for the paper.

Wednesday, Oct. 10, 2007

Currently: Had a shitty night...Greyhound can honestly lick my clit and die. I also hate being home, because the more times I come home for break, the uglier my house gets, and that pisses me off...can't my fucking house atleast be pretty??!! Fuck.

Mood: Shitty

Want of the day: To fucking get through it.

Tuesday, Oct. 9, 2007

Currently: Just finished a stressful day of classes. In a few hours, I will be taking the Greyhound back home for fall break. I'm not really looking forward to home, but who am I to complain?...oh, and I FINALLY moved into my new room.

Mood: slightly relieved, but still pretty stressed...tired as well.

Want of the day: i'm already pretty sure of the turnout of the day, but I guess to be relieved of stress a little bit.

Monday, Oct. 8, 2007

Currently: Just came from Occupational science. I cannot stand that class. My teacher acts as if it is the only class that we're taking! I have break coming up, but thanks to her, will be spending all of it writing a stupid research paper, buying supplies for my lab skill assignment, and completing a dumb case study report. Today also seems to be one of my "empty" days. I also have lab in a few hours, and I hate that class as well.

Mood:stressed and a little gloomy all at once...not good.

Want of the day: To hopefully get a little bit of OT work done...and I don't know, for something randomly nice to happen.

Sunday, Oct. 7, 2007

Currently: Didn't move last night because my roomate was being a bitch for no reason. Had a lot to drink but didn't get too drunk. Hung out with my friend Michelle and went to another campus and got to meet some new people, which was cool. Not looking forward to the rest of today, because I have a shit load of work to do.

Mood:okay, but kind of anxious.

Want of the day: to get all of my work done quickly and efficiently, for Him to poke me, and for this damn summer-like weather to end itself already, and for it to feel like a normal October again!

Saturday, Oct. 6, 2007

Currently: Had some rum last night, but only got tipsy from it. About to head out in a few hours to get a brow wax. Later on, I am switching rooms with my other roomate (wee! fun!...not).

Mood: a bit fatigued.

Want of the day: To do something fun/interesting later on...but doubt it. I guess, more rum alone tonight! Woot!

Friday, Oct. 5 2007

Currently: Just came from anatomy. Done drinking some delicious chocolate milk.

Mood: Okay (right in between).

Want of the day: For him to speak to me and say "hey" again.

Introduction

The purpose of this blog is to document my life literally day by day. So, pretty much, I will be updating every single morning. My updates will usually take place during the morning so that I can survey my "starting moods" for the day.

Warning: I am extremely moody (bi-polar?) so there may be a very "happy" post one morning, and a very miserable, suicidal one the next.