Friday, Feb. 29, 2008

Currently: Finally done with classes for this half-semester. In a few, i'm going to finish packing as I am leaving for home later on. I plan to leave the apartment at 10 to 7:00 and my first bus is supposedly departing at 8:00...aaaahhhhhh 15 hours on the road... I can't wait! Not. I really need this break.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: To...whatever, do what I have to do!

Thursday, Feb. 28, 2008

Currently: Done with a very long and hectic day of classes. I just took two midterms in a row...and I guess I did okay on them. I know that I probably did better on the first midterm than the second...I just didn't study for them as much as I had liked to cause I had been so busy and tired these past weeks. I know I passed though, I know it...for now though i'm going to drink some ice cold water, then i'm going to take a very LONG nap. After that I have to got to my sorority meeting...which reminds me, we have another quiz tonight, so I have to study AGAIN after my nap. Vacation can't start any sooner. I could barely keep my eyes open right now.

Mood: Tired...weak...thirsty!

Want of the day: To exhale and that my nap is long and peaceful.

Wednesday, Feb. 27, 2008

Currently: Done with classes for the day. Pinning last night went well, pretty straightforward. Today will be pretty stressful. I have to study A LOT for my two midterms tommorrow. In between, I have to attend a Panhellenic meeting tonight at 8:45...and of course after that, more studying!

Mood: Okay...but stressed.

Want of the day: For everything to work out okay.

Tueasday, Feb. 26, 2008

Currently: Done with my one and only class for today. As expected, I got a C+ on my Anatomy Lab practical. Blah. Whatever. Later on, I have to go edit a few papers at the office, and I may go to a phi eta sigma meeting...I don't know, I might as well cause I haven't been to a meeting for that since the day of the ceremony. haha. Anyways, after all that junk, I have to got to the AST house for pinning...and of course, in between all this i'll be studying for my OT midterms and Anatomy quiz!haha. And on top of all of this, it is snowing outside. You know you want to be in my shoes right now.=)

Mood: Stressed.

Want of the day: For everything to work out okay.

Monday, Feb. 25, 2008

Currently: In between classes. In a few, i'm going to write my Oscars review article. After that, i'm going to do a little bit of Anatomy studying, then i'm going to Neuro. Lab, then i'm coming back to the apartment to do some more studying, then i'm going to a sorority meeting, then back at the apartment again for even more studying. Sounds like a fun day, doesn't it?

Mood: Tired...and stressed.

Want of the day: For everything to be okay.

Sunday, Feb. 24, 2008

Currently: Last night Cameron and I didn't go to the basketball game cause it was sold out...so we went to a party at the Pike house. It was a lot of fun, though I only had one beer because I didn't bring my own beverage and had no idea where the Pikes kept their beer. Nevertheless, it was pretty cool. Two girls even came up to me and told me how much they liked my poetry reading from the previous night. I don't know what is in store for today. I'm about to freshen up then get something to eat, then come back and do some studying, then get ready and go to my sorority meeting at 6:30...and once I come back from that, I have to watch the Oscars and write a review on that for the paper.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: For it to be cool.

Saturday, Feb. 23, 2008

Currently: So my poetry reading at last night's Coffeehouse was a success. I just got up there and read like it was no big deal, which is a great step for me, cause i've been shy all my life. ...and that's pretty much all I did last night. Later on this evening I am going to the basketball game with Cameron. Pretty much, I expect today and the rest of this weekend to be relatively boring.

Mood: Okay...I guess.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Friday, Feb. 22, 2008

Currently: Done with classes for the day. Phillipians was a success last night...we actually ended three hours early, so that was cool. Right now i'm about to go out for a smoke, then off to McDonalds for some double cheese burgers. *mmmmmmmmmmmmm...* Later on, I will be reading some of my poetry at the Coffeehouse. *crosses fingers* I really hope that it's a successs and that I don't get too nervous.

Mood: Okay...somewhere in between.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Thursday, Feb. 21, 2008

Currently: I am sorry for updating so late. My day has just been so busy and stressed-filled...and I don't know why, but I was really frustrated all day today. Don't know what's wrong with me. But anyways, Phillipians is tonight and once I am done here at the library i'm going to run back to the apartment and get ready for that. Thankfully, I have all my white clothes and white shoes, so i'm set with that. I just have to go back and memorize (and refresh my memory on) a few things...and then I'm ready to go.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: It's a little too late for that, but i'm doing it anyways...I guess to feel better and for something interesting to happen.

Wednesday, Feb. 20, 2008

Currently: Done with classes for the day. I took a test in theology 2 and I think I did okay. I also got back my Philosophy 2 test and got a B on it. Right now I am in the library getting some sorority stuff done...everything is fine in that department, by the way. I also have to go to the housing building to get info. on the downpayment on next year's apartment, cause I do not have the money yet. After that I guess i'll then just go back to the apartment and continue preparing for Phillipians (a sorority event) which is tommorrow night.

Mood: Don't know yet.

Want of the day: For everything to work out okay.

Tuesday, Feb. 19, 2008

Currently: So in one morning, my life has become an utter frickin mess. First, I had a lab practical this morning that I think I did well on, but not as well as I had thought. Then, I get an email from my Sorority mother, saying that I need to buy a whole bunch of shit for thursady's ceremony...when i'm borderline broke to begin with!!! Do these people think i'm made of fucking money? I'm already buying a pair of shoes at Payless today for the ceremony...and I still need to save a little bit of money for cigarettes. That, and since I live so far away from here, I could only bring so much clothes to wear and now all of a sudden, I need all of these clothes for stupid ceremonies...and on top of all of that, I am unemployed (which frustrates me enough) and because of that, don't have a little paycheck to count on to buy all these things. I may end up not even being initiated cause apparently i'm such a poor bloke. ...oh, and let's also mention that i'm STILL the pitiful, boyfriendless loner of my apartment! I have a splitting fucking headache right now.

Mood: Shitty.

Want of the day: to feel better.

monday, feb. 18, 2008

currently: In between classes. Nothing interesting to report really. I couldn't sleep that well last night cause I woke up in a coughing fit...but once I had a few cough drops I felt better. Um...yea.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: Whatever, I guess.

Sunday, Feb. 17, 2008

Currently: Woke up. Yesterday was interesting. I saw Step Up 2 with Cameron and that was okay. As we were waiting for the bus to pick us up at the theater, I saw demo dude there with another girl and he said hi. It's not that I care that he was with another girl or anyhthing, it's just that how can someone have lunch with you and show all this interest in you, and in the meanwhile is doing the same thing to somebodyelse? To me, a person like that is a true dog and I really don't want anything to do with that. The dude across the hall who wanted me to have sex with him the other day, also texted me last night at 2 am...luckily, I was asleep. He's another person that I really want nothing to do with. Today will be today. I don't think i'm going to open lab anymore. I have a sorority meeting at 6:30, so I still have to go to Cara's to borrow some pants for it. I also have laundry to do...and I have to write an article for the paper. I have a headache.


Mood: Frustrated

Want of the day: To get it all over with.

Saturday, Feb. 16, 2008

Currently: Yesterday was weird. This guy who lives across the hall from me, randomly requested to have sex with me in his apartment...and then he sends me a picture of his penis! Now that was something. I don't know what's going on with me this week to have so many guys all of a sudden gravitating towards me like moths to a flame...but yea, interesting nevertheless. Last night was a lot of fun though. My former roomies randomly called me (as they always do) to hang out and drink with them and I couldn't say no to that. So I went to their apartment for the first time this entire school year and it was cool...their apartment's better than mine, damnit! Haha. But anyways, yea, so we drank and smoked the night away and it was great. They even had some guys come over at one point during the night, which was pretty entertaining. I stayed up at their place all night and didn't even go to bed until like 6 in the morning...and here I am now, awake, energetic and NOT hungover! I really impress myself sometimes. Anyways, not too sure of what today brings me. In a few, i'm going to meet up with demo guy for lunch, and hopefully later on, me and Cameron can go see that movie. I am also going to open lab for a bit, because my lab practical's on Tuesday...everything should be fine though.

Mood: Okay, I lied, so i'm still kind of weak, but in a pretty decent mood.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Friday, Feb. 15, 2008

Currently: In the apartment. Done with classes for the day. I am THRILLED that I did really well on my Anatomy exam. *exhales* No big plans for today. I plan to go to open lab, and i'm meeting up with Cameron in a few. If I am lucky, I may go see Step Up 2 as well...we shall see.

Mood: Tired...but okay.


Want of the day: For everything to be okay...and for something interesting to happen.

Thursday, Feb. 14, 2008

Currently: BOO!!!! It's Valentine's Day. I really hate this so-called "holiday" to high heaven, but thankfully it is not being rubbed in my face. I did get some nice v-day gifts from my sorority sisters last night, so that was cool. Right now I am in between classes. Not looking forward to my next class, which is OT Theory...boring as HEEELLLLL! But yea, I guess that is all that is in store today. Later on,I just have to catch up on some readings in some of my classes...and that's it.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: To get work done...and maybe for something interesting to happen.

Wednesday, Feb. 13, 2008

Currently: Done with classes for the day. I just took two tests in a row; Anatomy and Philosophy and think I did decently on them, so that's fine. Right now my brain is just ready to exhale. Later on, I am going to a sorority dinner...see how that goes. haha. Anyways, on saturday I plan to hang out with dude who gave me the demo. We are supposedly going to his place and watching a movie on demand...I have a feeling he's expecting more from this little hangout session, but we'll see.

Mood: Okay...but tired.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Tueasday, Feb. 12, 2008

Currently: In the apartment. As for the lab practical yesterday, I am so relieved that I passed. Woot! Now, whenever I go to that class, I will no longer get nauseous. haha. Anyways, in a few, i'm going to go get my hair and eyebrows done. After that, i'm going to confine myself to a little corner and study for my two big anatomy and philosophy tests tommorrow. After that, I am going to open lab, then to my sorority meeting at the AST house. Then I am coming back to the apartment to study some more. Now, doesn't THAT sound exciting?

Mood: Okay...cold and weak, to say the least.

Want of the day: For everything to work out okay.

Monday, Feb. 11, 2008

Currently: Done with my first three classes. Took an anatomy quiz this morning and did well on it. In a few, I have to study for my Neuro. lab practical, which I am taking later on. I am a little nervous about it, but not all that. I'm sure things will be fine. As for last night, with the student I was hosting, everything went fine, I guess. I had no problems with the girl, personally, but what I didn't like with her was the fact that she was really irresponsible. I mean, I drop her off at the meet and greet, tell her to call me when she's done so I can pick her up, then leave to study in the library. Well, 10:10 pm rolls by, and she still hadn't called me and she was supposed to be back at my apartment by 10:30, so I call her asking where she was. She tells me that she was with her friend and that she will be taking her back to my apartment and that she will call me as soon as she gets here...well, 10:30 rolls by , and she still hadn't called me. I get a phone call from the program supervisor and explain him everything. He tells me to call her again and then have her call him. Well, she finally arrives at the apartment with her friend. I remind her to go to bed early because she has to be up really early, and the program supervisor reminds her to take her stuff with her once she wakes up and leaves my apartment...so tell me why, I wake up this morning and find that she's gone, but her things were still here? *shakes head* She was supposed to take her things with her because she was only supposed to be spending the night here! How irresponsible. So, to make a long story short, she is picking her things up in an hour or so. Ugh, what a mess. I am never hosting another student again, I don't care who or what begs me. I mean, these people don't pay me to be a babysitter!

Mood: Anxious/stressed

Want fo the day; For everything to be fine.

Sunday, Feb. 10, 2008

Currently: So yesterday wasn't as boring as I had expected it to be. I first went to the basketball game with my ex-roomies and that was cool. Then, later on I went to a party with Cara. She left early, but of course I stayed...and glad that I did. I met a guy at the party who used to be on the swim team. We talked awhile and things just built up and...to make a long story short, we end up making out in the bathroom and tried a few um...things as well, but of course we're then interrupted by people who wanted to take a piss. Well, fastforward to a few hours later, right before I leave the party. I tell him that i'm leaving and he gives me his number and says to call him. So I am walked back to my apartment by some nice guy, and once I get there I text him. He tells me that he's about to leave and that I could come get him and I do. We go back to my apartment and Queenie was fucking awake...so to make a long story short again, we end up going into the bathroom and doing some...things.haha. It was a fun night though, and i'm very glad that I got to do something interesting. I don't know if i'll ever hear from that guy again though, but hey it was cool. Today is going to be busy. In a few, i'm going to start studying, then later on, I have to pick up the student that i'm hosting and take her to some event. After that, I have to go to my sorority meeting, then come back at the apartment again and do some hardcore studying. Then after that, I have to pick up the student that i'm hosting and bring her back here...then continue to study. AAAhhh back to the stress of it all!

Mood: Tired...but happy!

Want of the day: For everything to work out well.

Saturday, Feb. 9, 2008

Currently: Didn't do anything at all last night. Today will probably be the same. I plan to do some studying and of course smoking...and eating. And that is it. That is today.

Mood: Just there.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Friday, Feb. 8, 2008

Currently: Done with classes for the day. In a few, I have to attend this meeting becuase I am hosting a multi-cultural student on Sunday. Blah. I didn't even want to do it, but I was practically begged by someone at the admissions office, so once again I am the bigger person and agreed to it. After that, I may go to open lab and do a little bit of Neuro and Anatomy studying. These days, I don't really have much me-time, which can be a good thing, but does get annoying at times...I'll stop complaining now.

Mood:Tired.

Want of the day: To get things done.

Thursday, Feb. 7, 2008

Currently: FINALLY done with classes for the day! Today has already been so busy for me...and it doesn't end there. In a few, i'm going to do a little bit of studying, then I have a meeting to attend later on, THEN i'm going to open lab and then right back to the apartment, where I will do some MORE studying. Fun right? Haha. Not. And it really doesn't help that I have a shit load of things to do for my sorority on top of everything else. What is the matter with me? I was obviously asking for all of this. *sigh* What a shame.

Mood: Exhausted and cranky.

Want of the day: For everything to work out okay.

Wednesday, Feb. 6, 2008

Currently: I am done with classes for the day. Later on I have to go to a sorority meeting at the AST house. In the meanwhile, i'm going to study and do some OT homework. Blah.

Mood: Anxious (don't know why)

Want of the day: To get things done.

Tuesday, Feb. 5, 2008

Currently: Ay! Today's going to be so busy for me! I just came from my one and only class for today, which was Anatomy lab, and i'm trying to relax and study a little before the madness that is later on sets in. Later on, I have to go edit papers at the office, and in between, go to open lab to look at the heart and vein/artery models, then go back to the paper office again. Just thinking about it all makes me dizzy! Ay! Again!

Mood: Stressed out.

Want of the day: For everything to go fine.

Monday, Feb. 4, 2008

Currently: In the apartment just trying to relax. Today will be relatively busy for me. In a few hours I have Neuro. lab. After that, i'm going to see a little bit of the documentary "Darfur Now." After that I have a stupid Sorority meeting to go to. I probably won't be back at the apartment until 10:00 p.m. or so. Once I get back I plan to do some Neuro. and Anatomy studying. *sigh* What have I gotten myself into? Oh well. In the meanwhile, I'm going to get a little ahead in my studying so that I don't have to study as much tonight.

Mood: Stressed.

Want of the day: For everything to work out fine.

Sunday, Feb. 3, 2008

Currently: Just woke up. I still have a cold and it sucks!!!! Didn't do much last night. I went by Cameron's and watched a movie then we talked and joked for awhile. Today will be devoted to homework and studying...and that is all.

Mood: Sick and weak.

Want of the day: To feel a little better.

Saturday, Feb. 2, 2008

Currently: So I did get a second bid for AST and am now an official pledge...or as they like to call it, "new member." The little "hangout" afterwards, wasn't what I thought it would be. The girls were barely talking to me, and when I did attempt to speak to them, they'd refuse to keep a conversation going with me. I didn't like that, so I told Cara after she gave me a ride home. Pretty much, she told me that I shouldn't worry about it and that they're just trying to get to know me or whatever, and that I should at least stay so that I could be her little. I told her i'd continue to give it a try. And coincidentally after our conversation, we run into some of the girls again and they actually offer to take me out. To make up for the previous events, I decided to give it a try...and they were actually nice this time! They even made me a root Beer float and one of them walked me back to my apartment and gave me a hug...needless to say, my feelings are very mixed in that department. Right now, I am doing some long overdue laundry. I may study later on. I don't know. Today will be dry/boring.

Mood: Okay, but a little sickly.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen...but doubt it.

Friday, Feb. 1, 2008

Currently: I am awaiting a call to see if I get a second bid from AST...pretty much, to find out if I am pledging. If I did get a second bid, I have to attend the party tonight. Things are looking good in that department though...I guess. If I don't get a second bid, I won't be sad, trust me. I did screw up a little last night though when I read the little scroll OUT LOUD instead of TO MYSELF. What a dumass.haha. But anyways, i'm done with classes for the day and just awaiting the call for now. In between i'm just going to relax and do whateverelse. As for later on, depending on whether or not I got a second bid, I will either be at the party or doing absolutely nothing. We'll see what happens.

Mood: Okay but menstruated-out.

Want of the day: To get a second bid so that I have something to do later on!