Friday, Jan. 28, 2011

Currently: Last night I went out for the first time since I've been here. I went out with my friends/Thesis group from class. It was a REAL good time. Before I left my apartment I made sure to have a little sip of vodka. I then met up with the girls at Megan's. We then walked a far walk to the bar. Last night happened to be quarter Beers night (meaning a tray of Beer would only cost like $2) so we HAD to be there! We got about two trays and I swear the more Beer we had the more ridiculous our conversations got!Haha It was great. My friend Sanami then ended up meeting a girl from Chicago named Neicey and introduced her to us...she seems like a cool person. So after awhile Neicey just wanted to dance (who could blame her) so Sanami and I follow her to the Bar area where people like to dance and Clarice and Megan join us a little later. While dancing a ghetto white boy starts dancing with me and I figure "okay, why the hell not?" and it just went from innocent dancing to sex on the dancefloor...yea. It was so bad that once we were done my hair was all ruffled up like sex hair pretty much, haha. But you know what? I enjoyed myself and i'm young and single and will never be in a relationship, so what's the point of holding back? But walking back home the girls made fun of me a lot and said things like I could have done better and that he practically raped me.Haha Well they're all older than me and are in relationships so they'll never understand.Haha I think I may text him tonight just to tease...eventhough I don't plan on going anywhere tonight, I plan on telling him that i'll see him at the club and make him go on an all night Bear hunt for me.ha! I'm evil...it's about damn time!

Monday, Jan. 24, 2011

Currently: Last night I first had a dream that I was graduating College for the 100th time but for some reason it was with my HIGH SCHOOL classmates. And during the ceremony we all errupt into a random game of lazer tag. Yea. I then dreamed that my grandmother magically came back to life and in the dream it is revealed that she had never died to begin with...well hott diggity dawg! Seriously though...what a dream. Anyways today was busy but pretty good and productive. Tommorrow I only have one class but have a lot of homework to do. And living alone continues to be amazing, but let me tell ya, it is hard work!

Sunday, Jan. 23, 2011

Currently: Last night I had a dream first that I was being driven around by some random dude I have never met...and he was older. During that dream (since I am on my monthly and all) I begin to actually feel and smell the blood coming down on me while sitting in the car. It was so unreal. I even remember at one point closing my legs and crossing them to keep the odor from reaching the dude.Haha I then have a dumb, pointless dream that i'm looking out the window at night and can see a few couples dressed in cheap Halloween space heros costumes actually FLYING in the sky. And I remember not really even having a reaction to them in the dream. See I told you all that my dreams have been really out there lately.Haha Anyways today was a lazy Sunday and tommorrow's another day. I am first going to be doing an observation at a facility owned by one of my professors in the morning...just to practice those observation skills. And then in the afternoon I am going grocery and booze shopping with my friend Sam. And that is all I have.

Saturday, Jan. 22, 2011

Currently: I just ran out of alcohol...fuck.

Wednesday, Jan. 19, 2011

Currently: I notice that since I've moved here i've been actually remembering my dreams every single night...and for the most part they have been really bizarre ones. Last night alone I first had a dream I was going out with the musician Prince in his younger years, eventhough it felt like present day. I remember enjoying his presence in a way, but also being creeped out by him. And we were sitting in one of those typical High School hang out-type Diners. Very strange. I then had a dream that I was planning an outing to a club with my friends when all of a sudden my friend Melanie, a former aquaintance of mine from last year, puts me on her back and gives me a piggy back ride with some sort of jet pack strapped to my back. Dreams like the aforementioned have become such a regular part of my life. I notice i've especially been having dreams where i'm in the middle of some really trashed out ghetto neighborhood all by myself with a bunch of strung-out gangster types all over the place. Needless to say, every night before I go to bed I brace myself for the bizarre...though no weird dream i've ever had can top the one I had where I was in this huge, very fancy mansion and appeared to be in the middle of some never ending opera with Gargoyle and Lord of the Rings-type creatures everywhere. That being said, let's see what I dream about tonight!Haha I should seriously start keeping a dream log on here since that's about the only interesting thing going on in my life right now.

Friday, Jan. 14, 2011

Currently: So I FINALLY have internet! I am oficially set until graduation in August; I mean, beautiful apartment all to myself PLUS good internet? I will miss tv a little bit, though. But what can you do? Anyways, first week of classes went well. I will surely have a lot of work this semester...particularly in my Professional Issues seminar class. I *almost* wanted to punch my professor for that class in the face upon looking at the syllabus. Expectedly (and unfortunately) I will be doing a lot of group work/discussions as well. But surprisingly, being back around everybodyelse hasn't been as bad as I thought it would be. I mean, sure there are times when I cringe in my seat whenever one of my professors would say "In just five months, you will all be able to get jobs and sit for the boards," but overall i've been pretty content and there actually hasn't been a day where i've been depressed. I really hope it continues that way. Other than that there's not much more for me to report about my life. I DO have a 'smack a bitch' moment though: so tonight I was on facebook (for only the second time this week) and one of my former sorority sisters had written a status about coming back to town to see her boyfriend. I write to her asking if she would like to hang since I am also in town. WELL...she then replies not to me, but to another girl who wrote to her before me and asks if she would like to double date...so now she thinks she's better than me because she has an ugly ass boyfriend? BITCH PLEASE!!! You'll always be a hoarse-voiced, fat, stumpy piece of white trash. Okay, i'm done.
P.S. This is why I HATE people in relationships!

Tuesday, Jan. 11, 2011

Currently: So I am back at school. Moved into my new apartment about four days ago and I really like it! And what's even better is the fact that I have it all to myself! Only thing though is, I have to be very stingy during the next few months to stay on top of things. Things should work out well though...cause stingy is one thing i'm good at being. Anyways, all I have to do now is get internet installed in my apartment and i'm pretty good to go. Hopefully I can get that done by this coming weekend. Anyways, today's my first official day of classes. In a way I am looking forward to it, but in a way i'm not. But luckily I only have one class today...unfortunately, tommorrow I have two and both are supposed to be really long. Oh well. At this point i'm just going to continue swallowing bitter, nasty pills, and see where that gets me. *sigh* ...but at least my apartment's nice!

Monday, Jan. 3, 2011

Currently: Welcome to the other side, people. Unfortunately, my first entry for this year is a semi-angsty one. This week is going to be busy for sure. I am actually about to head out in an hour or so to do a little bit of shopping. I was going to go to the bank this morning as well, but mother discouraged it, because according to her "it is not a good idea to be walking about the streets with all of that money on you..." when in the meanwhile, we will be traveling ALL THE WAY to PA in a frickin Greyhound bus with ALL that money in our possession, so what's the fucking difference? I really don't know why I listen to her sometimes, but nevertheless, I am holding off going to the bank for tommorrow when I have a ride. *sigh* And then from wednesday until friday evening, i'll be making a crap-load of last minute preparations...and then i'm out of here! I'm pretty nervous right now...and really don't know why. I guess the bulk of it has to do with the fact that i'll be off campus in an apartment all by myself...and er...i'm not used to that. But on the brightside, i'll have the place to myself and will have all the privacy in the world...Shit. It's going to be a long semester.
P.S. I have been doing well with my new years resolutions so far. For one, I haven't been on facebook since the year began! ...And I feel confident that this will continue for the rest of 2011. Trust.