wednesday, oct. 31, 2007

currently:came from anatomy. today will be boring.

mood: bored.

want of the day: to not be bored.

tuesday, oct. 29, 2007

currently: sipping chocolate milk and listening to KROQ, as i try to do some relaxing before i head off to occupational science lab.

mood: fine.

want of the day: no specifics, really.

Monday, Oct. 29, 2007

Currently: Sucking on a laffy taffy. Will have to get back to studying very soon, as I have a lab practical later on today.

Mood: Allover the place.

Want of the day: To get the lab practical over with...and then I can exhale.

Sunday, Oct. 28, 2007

Currently: So last night was pretty much a failure. I called a bunch of people to see what was going on, and no one was doing anything. My one friend was finishing up her lab report, my other friend was out of town, and everyonelse I knew went to some off campus, out of town parties that were invite only...so I went to bed. I was never much of a halloween person anyways.haha.

Mood: unsure

Want of the day: To study efficiently for my lab practical tommorrow.

Saturday, Oct. 27, 2007

Currently: I am learning to pick myself up and move the fuck on. My life will always blow in some way, shape, or form no matter what I do, so why run away? I am still young, can still drink and party like a rockstar, still have professional goals that I would like to see accomplished...so why the fuck am I bitching like some emo love-child? I will try my best to quit this worthless whining and complaining, because it is seriously getting me nowhere.

Mood: Unsure

WAnt of the day: To party, or atleast find a good bottle later on.

Friday, Oct. 26, 2007

Currently: Done with classes for the day. Going to open lab later on, and then I have to go watch the play "Frankenstein" for an article that i'm writing. I have a feeling that there will be no partying for me tonight.

Mood: bleh...

Want of the day: to maybe someway, somehow, be able to catch a party later on.

Thursday, Oct. 25, 2007

Currently: Just came from philosophy. I am bored and still questioning myself...as usual. Later on, I have to meet up with someone for a group project, and then open lab again much later on.

Mood: confused

Want of the day: For something randomly nice to happen.

Wednesday, Oct. 24, 2007

Currently: I am miserable. I'm done with classes today, but still not enjoying it because I am so miserable...i'm just realizing how there is so much wrong with the world and my life...I mean, not that I hadn't realized it before, but for some reason, it hit really hard today. One of the things that i'm especially sad about is the fact that next year, since the OT curriculum will be tougher, I will be practically studying all the time, meaning I will have no life, meaning I will not be able to go out, which makes me sad only because getting out to me, is the only way that I can either forget about or drown my inner sorrows so that I don't have a mental breakdown. So if I'm not able to go out at all next year, my chances of a breakdown are very high...and that really worries me.

Mood: Sad. Depressed. Miserable. Is there any other word?

Want of the day: to be able to sleep for a very long time.

Tuesday, Oct. 23, 2007

Currently: Just came from another boring philosophy lecture. It is raining and yucky today and i'm beyond tired...let's hope that I don't do a Marie Osmond today...and those of you that watched last night's "Dancing with the stars," know what i'm talking about. I have icky occupational science lab in a few, and then I have to go edit papers at the school paper office. I just want to go to bed!

Mood: very tired...almost exhausted.

Want of the day: for it to fastforward to the end of the night, when i'll be back from editing and ready for bed!

Monday, Oct. 22, 2007

Currently: Just came from Occupational Science, where I finally handed in that research paper. I have anatomy lab later on. On the bright side, I have no big tests to study for, and only have philosophy to read through later on...in other words, today is going to be boring.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: To be able to relax later on.

Sunday, Oct. 21, 2007

Currently: Homecoming was a blast. I first went to the parade, which was kind of corny, but ok I guess. I then went to the football game and watched McDreamy's sexy ass up and down that field...boy did he look good in that uniform! And what's funny is the fact that they gave him a lot of playing time...it's like they knew I was watching or something, and kept him there as eye candy.haha. I then went to the dance later on that night. I went with my friend Jessica and my roomate Elizabeth. Before we went, we got drunk at Jessica's. Thus, since I had a lot of Captain in my system, I was a very lovable drunk, and hugged practically everyone that I knew, including McDreamy. Captain can do that to you, you know. I thought it was sweet though, how when I finally bumped into McDreamy (he didn't attend the dance), he left his friends and walked all the way back to where me and Jessica were, to make sure that I was there/alright...it was actually shocking too. Nevertheless, I hugged him eighty more times (not literally). I also thought it was cute when he appeared a little jealous when I was talking to this one topless dude. Today should be a busy one. I have to finish my research paper and then study for my theology test...I don't think my post-party mind is ready to take all this!

Mood: pretty good.

Want of the day: To get work done and relax later.

Saturday, Oct. 20, 2007

Currently: Didn't do much last night. I txted one of my friends to see if anything was going on, but she never got back to me. I guess since today is homecoming, there were no parties last night. So I ended up watching the movie 300 in my room...oh, and I also had a little txting session with my favorite man, aka McDreamy (I think this is a fitting nickname for him), which was cool I guess. Today is homecoming, so I will be going to the parade later on, and then the game (where McDreamy will be playing...he actually told me that he was pretty pumped), and then the dance much later on. I am hoping to go with a friend of mine whose 21 so that I can atleast drink before I go. I am hoping that it is an eventful night, but of course have my doubts.

Mood:good

Want of the day: to have a good time overall.

Friday, Oct.19, 2007

Currently: Still managed to do really well on my anatomy exam...and now i'm ready to kick the next exam's ass!haha. Done with classes for the day. Hopefully, later on tonight, I will be able to go to a party or something...or atleast get some good liquor in me. Tommorrow is homecoming here at the school, and i'm actually excited fot it, especially the dance. Believe it or not, my high school never had homecoming dances, so this is sadly my first ever homecoming dance. I am most looking forward to seeing my favorite man and hopefully getting to dance with him again...and speaking of my favorite man, he did something last night that I really liked. Man, if you saw this guy, you'd know what I mean. He is the type of guy that you would only see on posters in Abercrombie and Fitch...ok, i'm rambling now.

Mood: content

Want of the day: To party hard later.

Thursday, Oct. 18, 2007

Currently:My birthday is only one whole month away! I'm excited, but not too excited. It kind of feels good maturing and growing wiser as the years go by...Came from philosophy. I am done with classes for the day, but still have mucho work to do. I have to look over my anatomy notes again, then go to open lab later on, because last night's was too crowded, and study for my theology test...sounds exciting, doesn't it? Not.

Mood:content

Want of the day: To successfully complete what I have to.

Wednesday, Oct. 17, 2007

Currently: Did a shit load of studying last night, which taught me a lesson;to never wait the night before to study for an anatomy exam again. Needless to say, i'm going to start studying for my next exam tonight. Today's test actually wasn't hard though. I think I atleast passed...there were definitely a lot of questions that I was sure of and probably got right. We'll see, I guees. A few moments ago, I saw my favorite man in the world and said hey and he smiled at me and also said hey...and being on a "hey" basis is a good start, for all you pessimists out there!

Mood: a little relieved

Want of the day: none.

Tuesday, Oct. 16, 2007

Currently: Just came from philosophy. Found out yesterday that that big research paper that I was stressing over, is actually due next monday, so I have time to finish it. In a few, I have a presentation in my occupational science class. The assignment was basically to find something you find interesting and therapeutic and teach it to the class...I chose calligrapy, since it is the one thing that i am good at and can actually teach to people. Later on, I have to study for a monster anatomy exam, which kind of suck ass.

Mood: only slightly stressed now...i am hoping that this changes by the end of the week.

Want of the day: to get through it.

Monday, Oct. 15, 2007

Currently: In between classes. Later on, I have to finish typing my research paper and prepare my lab skills presentation for tommorrow. Needless to say, the rest of the day is not going to be too much fun.

Mood: still a little stressed.

Want of the day: To get all of my work done.

Sunday, Oct. 14, 2007

Currently: Had a long 15 hours last night. I am still very tired and stressed out. I have to go out again soon to finish a shit-load of work. I am so scared...but on the bright side, I got my car keys yesterday, and am finally the official owner of a 2000 satrun LS1!!!!!!! All I need to do is get through today...

Mood: Nervous/anxious

Want of the day: To get through it (cue Daniel Bedingfield song).

Saturday, Oct. 13, 2007

Currently: Just woke up. Didn't get much of my research paper done, so looks like i'll be spending alllllll of Sunday night in the library typing it up. But on the bright side, today I am getting the keys to my car!!! I can't wait to just sit inside of it and absorb its beauty. The sad part though, is that I can't do so for long, because I leave for School again later on. Nevertheless, today is going to be a hell of a day.

Mood: Very anxious

Want of the day: For it to fastforward to noon, so that I can finally play with my new toy!=)

Friday, Oct. 12, 2007

Currently: Woke up. Had chopped meat for breakfast...yes, I just said chopped meat. It was delicious. In a few hours, I have to go get my hair done. But all I could think about is the fact that I GET MY CAR KEYS TOMMORROW!!!

Mood: Pretty good.

Want of the day: For it to fastforward to 5:30, so that I can go withdraw money to pay for my car.

Thursday, Oct. 11, 2007

Currently: Had a good night's sleep. Just finished drinking strawberry 'Nes Quick (mmmmmmmm...). Much later on I have to start doing some reading for my research paper, and i'm not looking forward to that.

Mood: Pretty good (I guees cause food is involved)

Want of the day: For it to fastforward to 6:00 p.m. so that I can eat my scrumptious black and white cookies and finally start my readings for the paper.

Wednesday, Oct. 10, 2007

Currently: Had a shitty night...Greyhound can honestly lick my clit and die. I also hate being home, because the more times I come home for break, the uglier my house gets, and that pisses me off...can't my fucking house atleast be pretty??!! Fuck.

Mood: Shitty

Want of the day: To fucking get through it.

Tuesday, Oct. 9, 2007

Currently: Just finished a stressful day of classes. In a few hours, I will be taking the Greyhound back home for fall break. I'm not really looking forward to home, but who am I to complain?...oh, and I FINALLY moved into my new room.

Mood: slightly relieved, but still pretty stressed...tired as well.

Want of the day: i'm already pretty sure of the turnout of the day, but I guess to be relieved of stress a little bit.

Monday, Oct. 8, 2007

Currently: Just came from Occupational science. I cannot stand that class. My teacher acts as if it is the only class that we're taking! I have break coming up, but thanks to her, will be spending all of it writing a stupid research paper, buying supplies for my lab skill assignment, and completing a dumb case study report. Today also seems to be one of my "empty" days. I also have lab in a few hours, and I hate that class as well.

Mood:stressed and a little gloomy all at once...not good.

Want of the day: To hopefully get a little bit of OT work done...and I don't know, for something randomly nice to happen.

Sunday, Oct. 7, 2007

Currently: Didn't move last night because my roomate was being a bitch for no reason. Had a lot to drink but didn't get too drunk. Hung out with my friend Michelle and went to another campus and got to meet some new people, which was cool. Not looking forward to the rest of today, because I have a shit load of work to do.

Mood:okay, but kind of anxious.

Want of the day: to get all of my work done quickly and efficiently, for Him to poke me, and for this damn summer-like weather to end itself already, and for it to feel like a normal October again!

Saturday, Oct. 6, 2007

Currently: Had some rum last night, but only got tipsy from it. About to head out in a few hours to get a brow wax. Later on, I am switching rooms with my other roomate (wee! fun!...not).

Mood: a bit fatigued.

Want of the day: To do something fun/interesting later on...but doubt it. I guess, more rum alone tonight! Woot!

Friday, Oct. 5 2007

Currently: Just came from anatomy. Done drinking some delicious chocolate milk.

Mood: Okay (right in between).

Want of the day: For him to speak to me and say "hey" again.

Introduction

The purpose of this blog is to document my life literally day by day. So, pretty much, I will be updating every single morning. My updates will usually take place during the morning so that I can survey my "starting moods" for the day.

Warning: I am extremely moody (bi-polar?) so there may be a very "happy" post one morning, and a very miserable, suicidal one the next.