Currently: I am miserable. I'm done with classes today, but still not enjoying it because I am so miserable...i'm just realizing how there is so much wrong with the world and my life...I mean, not that I hadn't realized it before, but for some reason, it hit really hard today. One of the things that i'm especially sad about is the fact that next year, since the OT curriculum will be tougher, I will be practically studying all the time, meaning I will have no life, meaning I will not be able to go out, which makes me sad only because getting out to me, is the only way that I can either forget about or drown my inner sorrows so that I don't have a mental breakdown. So if I'm not able to go out at all next year, my chances of a breakdown are very high...and that really worries me.
Mood: Sad. Depressed. Miserable. Is there any other word?
Want of the day: to be able to sleep for a very long time.
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