Monday, June 30, 2008

Currently: Work was more busy than usual today...and I liked it. Anyways, life is life still. I'm a little apprehensive about my future...and that's all i'm going to say about that. I really don't want to get into it right now. So...good night!
P.S. I'm sick with the yearly allergies and it sucks pretty bad.

Mood: Sick. =(

Want of the day: None. Day is done.

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Currently: Yesterday was pretty nice. I got to go shopping for some clothes and got a few nice things...I really needed that shopping session. Anyways, today has been very blah thus far. It is really nice outside but a bit too hot for me. I will probably be staying in the entire day like the true Dracula's bride that I am. haha. I just don't feel like stepping out for anything today. I mean, I will probably be getting a lot of work to do on monday and will need to rest anyway. I like working though. It makes me feel like I do have a purpose in life besides keeping a bunch of blogs.
Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: To get a lot of much needed rest.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Currently: So I didn't update yet again yesterday...I guess that's what summer does to you. Anyways, as for today, since it will be a bat hot day I am going to the mall. See how that goes.

Mood: Anxious...why?

Want of the day: That everything works out fine.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Currently: So I didn't update yesterday. Sue me. There's nothing really exciting to report for now. The entire household is sick with something except for me, of course. haha. I guess i'm just that damn special. Anyways, about to go to work in a few. And that is it.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: I don't even know...

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Currently: Today was pretty boring...and I have a feeling tommorrow will be the same. Good night!!

Mood: Whatever.

Want of the day: Out of time!

Monday, June 23, 2008

Currently: Today was today. Just got home from work and just relaxing at home now. I am pretty tired. I will probably be sleeping a little early tonight.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None, really.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Currently: About yesterday: I had a lot of fun. In the morning I went to the gas station to put gas in my car and then to the nail salon to do my eyebrows. From there, I went straight to the train station. I went with my best friend to the city. We met up with one of her friends from school and the three of us wandered to a bunch of places. Most notably was when we went to that restaurant that doesn't card and got quite a few drinks...I only had one and a half drink though, cause I knew that I was driving back home...but the other two girls were mighty drunk!...It was pretty funny, really. After that, we hung out on the Post office steps then at the girl's dorm room for a little bit. I got home at approximately 11:15 pm last night. So that was yesterday. Today was pretty uneventful. I pretty much have just been relaxing at home and taking A LOT of naps.

Mood: Bored.

Want of the day: Whatever.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Currently: So today was a lot of fun...i'm not going to get into it though because I am too tired.

Mood: Super tired.

Want of the day: ...it was fulfilled.=)

Friday, June 20, 2008

Currently: Just had a nice big meal and am stuffed. I am super duperly pumped for tommorrow though. I will be going to the city and hanging out and just having a nice, relaxing, laid-back Saturday. My work place is having a birthday party for one of my bosses tommorrow as well, but i'm not going. I mean, who wants to go to a party full of middle-aged people? Plus, I am sure that the place the party is being held in cards, which is a turn-off in and of itself. So...yea, that is it for now. I'm peacing out. Peace.

Mood: Anxious.

Want of the day: That TOMMORROW is kickass!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Currently: I am really annoyed right now. Fucking father dearest just keeps pushing my buttons and lowering my self-esteem (which is low enough) and it is getting to the point where I want to pull my hairs out and scream with frustration. Maybe a little drive around the neighborhood will make me feel better.

Mood: Angry.

Want of the day: I don't even know...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Currently: Just got done getting my weekly dose of the Real World. I guess i'm just going to go to bed now...I mean, that's all that there is to do. g'night!

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None. Day is done.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Currently: So we just passed the car that I hit on Sunday and luckily there aren't any damages. I guess I have to improve on paying attention to the road at all times. Anyways, i'm going to go peace out for now. Will be back...whenever.

Mood: Tired, anxious and restless.

Want of the day: That things continue to be fine.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Currently: I am going to sleep. Good night!

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: I'm outta time!!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Currently: I just did something really stupid. I drove over to the dollar store to get my father a thank you card and as I was coming back, got a little too close to one of the parked cars in our neighborhood and ended up knocking my right view mirror out. Luckily, I was able to quickly park the car in front of my house and retrieve the broken mirror. I told my father about it (after giving him his thank you card, of course) and although he is upset about it, isn't as upset as he otherwise would have been. I really really feel terribly about this, though. I especially feel bad for the poor person who's car I rubbed off on. I really don't understand why I keep making these dumbass mistakes with driving. I mean, it isn't brain science or anything, I shouldn't be making any mistakes at all. I guess that's what happens when you haven't been driving for two years and then try to. *sigh* I don't know what to do with myself right now.

Mood: Terrible...regretful...restless.

Want of the day: That everything is fine again.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Currently: Today hasn't been bad thus far. I drove to the pharmacy for a few things and I just came from getting my hair done. Not too sure of what I will be doing later on, but whatever.

Mood: Okay...but hot.

Want of the day: Don't really know.

Friday, June 13, 2008

Currently: Happy friday the 13th all!!! Today was today. About to go call it a night and then start anew tommorrow. g'night.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None. Day is done.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Currently: Just got home from work. I am tired and hot...as usual these days. Haha. Anyways, just hanging out for now and then i'm going to eat and maybe watch some tv. That is it for the rest of the evening.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Currently: Today was really tiring, mostly because I had slept late last night. Anyways, about to eat, hang out, and then watch the Real World at 10, then brush my teeth, wash my face and call it a night!

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Currently: Had a good day. Took my car for a little spin this morning and it was great. Went to work, sweated my ass off, and now here I am. I am about to go take my mother to the supermarket to do some grocery shopping, and then i'm coming back and chilling out until I decide to go to bed.

Mood: Good.

Want of the day: To continue enjoying the hell out of my car.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Currently: Just got home from work and it is STILL scorching hot over here. Oh boy. Anyways, my car is back from being fixed, so i'm happy.

Mood: Hot and sweaty...and tired.

Want of the day: None.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Currently: It is so hot over here! Wow. It is supposed to be worse tommorrow...we shall see. I'm not all that phased though, cause I get my car back! Yup, it has been fixed, and i'm excited. Anyways, yesterday I went out with my best friend to her cousin's graduation party and then to her other cousin's sweet 16. Neither parties really kept my interest, as I was amongst the oldest people in attendance for each, but it was cool. At least I did something. And that is it.

Mood: Okay...but hot!

Want of the day: Whatever.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Currently: Had a horrible morning. Father dearest was being a psychotic asshole again for no reason. I swear, there are days when I just want to pick up and bail, but do I? Of course not. We shall see what happens. When times like this get me down, lately I think to myself "...and this too shall pass." And it will. This is a message to anyone out there going through something difficult as I am; nothing lasts forever, and the suffering will eventually end and make way for something new. Anyways, to cheer myself up I went and saw the Sex and the City movie and it was pretty good. At least I did something for today. Don't know what is in store for the rest of the day though. Probably just going to stay home and absorb the heatwave outside from inside. Hah. Sounds like fun, doesn't it?

Mood: Whatever.

Want of the day: Don't know yet, will get back on that.

Friday, June 6, 2008

Currently: Just got home from work. Car is still in the garage being fixed. That is about all I have to say.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Currently: I guess things are going better. I'm always unsure about things like this though. I just think it's really funny that i'm a very non-dramatic, non-confrontational person and yet am always surrounded by it! It's things like this that really makes me hate people. They always cause problems for no apparent reason. Why can't they just be happy with their lives and not try to make others miserable? Look at me for example, I have quite a few to be bitter about, but still don't try to rub off my issues on others. I know that it's a selfish and tyrannic thing to do, so why won't everyonelse think the same way? Why can't everyonelse be like me? Maybe this life would be better if that were so.

Mood: Unsure...anxious.

Want of the day: That things get better.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Currently: Yesterday wasn't a good day. I was sluggish all day at work, then it comes to my attention that my grandmother's home health aide is starting trouble back at the house and picking on my brother (an autistic boy) for walking around the house topless. My mother doesn't want her coming anymore, but since the health aide agency is short people, she will continue coming for the time being. I told my mother not to do or say anything that would intimidate the lady so that she doesn't try anything shady while we're at work...well, she ends up giving the woman an attitude anyway. I swear, if this lady does anything dumb, it will be my mother's fault. And I will have no part in any of this cause i'm just an innocent by-stander...but of course, the innocent always suffer for the evil and guilty. *sigh* Why? Welcome to my life everyone.

Mood: Shitty.

Want of the day: That everything is okay again...but is anything EVER okay?

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Currently: I went to bed earlier than usual last night. I don't know, these days i've been feeling really...empty. Just...empty. I don't know what to think or how to feel anymore and don't know why. Maybe it's boredome? Or loneliness? Who knows, at this point.

Mood: Unsure.

Want of the day: Whatever happens, happens.

Monday, June 2, 2008

Currently: Just got home from work. Nothing exciting to report. I am starving though. Can't wait to eat.

Mood: Hungry...and tired.

Want of the day: None.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Currently: Ahhhh...I really don't feel like typing or talking for that matter, but to sum up the day, I pretty much just hung out with my best friend the entire day at her house. Nothing special. And...that's it.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None. Day is done.