Tuesday, Dec. 30, 2008

Currently: So today was chocked full o'nothing! My cousin slept over last night and since there's no food in this damn house, I took her out to McDonald's this morning to get something to eat...I then went to the supermarket to get myself some ice cream. But I am still starving! I really hope that my mother does some grocery shopping tonight. We shall see.For the remainder of today, up until now, I was asleep. Yea. So needless to say, I feel like a sack of potatoes. Anyways, chilling out right now. I really don't know what to do with myself. Good thing that my friend is coming over tommorrow and will be sleeping over, I have been just too bored. Hopefully tomorrow's New Years Eve festivities won't get me down like they have been doing every year for the past five or so years!

Mood: Bored and Blah.

Want of the day: *shrugs* This is my second in a row, isn't it?

Monday, Dec. 29, 2008

Currently: So craigslist was (expectedly) a complete dud for me. I got a lot of emails and offers to which I didn't reply to cause the guys sounded like psychos or worse. I did manage to find two guys though, whom I was able to reply to without completely worrying about them being psychos...and even they turned out to be under my league. The first guy's name is Skyler and he was in the army. Things seemed okay with him at first until I called him last night and he was practically begging me to drive over to his apartment to "hang out"...when I barely knew the guy to begin with! He complained that I just wasn't willing to take a chance and that he feels sorry for me because I am too shy and will always have a boring life because of that...sorry mister, but i'm not going to take a "chance" and end up regretting it big time...and I could tell that with him that would have definitely happened. So needless to say, i'm definitely not talking to that idiot anymore. And then there was another guy named Michael. He seemed decent at first, until he revealed to me that he was a 28 year old virgin...not only that, but after awhile I just got a wimp vibe from him. He seems like the pitiful little nerd type...not that there's anything wrong with that, I just don't think that a guy like that is for me. So I just deleted my craiglist ad. I should have known that this online dating thing wouldn't work out again...I mean, it hadn't worked out the last 8,000 times I had tried it, so why would it work out now? Anyways, moving on, today wasn't so bad. I went over to the pharmacy to buy a very very last minute present for my cousin who is visiting tonight. I then went to the Salon to wash my hair and then came back home and took a very long nap...and here I am now. Don't know what else to do. I'm bored.

Mood: Bored.

Want of the day: *shrugs*

Saturday, Dec. 27, 2008

Currently: Today was a crazy day in many ways. First off, I drove over to the bank to pick up some money, and then I went to the smoke shop to pick up some cigarettes. From there, I went to my best friend's house to pick her up and go to the mall, since she had wanted to hang out today. Traffic was ridiculous today and people were being really dumb for no reason, which is what made the ride over to her place and then to the mall particularly insane. We didn't stay at the mall too long though, because she had to be back home on time to go to some dinner party with her aunt. So after the mall, she let me drop her off at some random Burger King joint to meet up with her aunt and then I drove home. Now here is where insane bullshit part two comes in. As soon as I parked my car, our asshole neighbor comes out and tells me, in an extremely rude manner, that I should no longer park in front of his house and that I have my own house to park in front of and should do so there...when the old cunt CLEARLY sees that I have no room to park in front of my house because father dearest has his huge ass mini van parked there...and getting him to put the thing back in the driveway would cause him to throw a fucking hissy fit. So I went back into my house in a rush, forgetting to pull up one of the back windows cause I was that pissed off, and told my mother what he had said. Father dearest then goes outside and finally moved the van over some, allowing more room for my car. People. I swear. Which is why I am so glad that humans mean absolutely nothing to me anymore. *sigh* But other than that, I can say I had a good day. I put in a dating ad on Craigslist. Haha. And good news is, I already have plenty of suitors. Let's see where that exploit will take me. Anyways, about to go call it a night in a few. Good night!

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: None.

Friday, Dec. 26, 2008

Currently: Yesterday was okay. Just hung out all day at home and celebrated Festivus.Haha. If one does not know what this incredible holiday is, it is a holiday invented by Frank Costanza (father of Seinfeld character George Costanza) as an alternative to Christmas. It goes against spending hundreds of dollars at the mall for gifts and christmas trees and is celebrated not with a christmas tree, but with a metal pole. Other festivus festivities (hahaha) include my personal favorite "the airing of grievances," where you are given a chance to complain to friends and family members about why they piss you off, and then the "feats of strength," where a volunteer tries to pin another person to the floor and until then festivus isn't over. It's the ideal holiday in my opinion, especially given the fact that it's the type of holiday that leaves one no choice but to get drunk off of cheap American beer. Haha. I didn't get drunk last night though, and listened to the "festivus holiday song"...I didn't even know there was such a thing! But i'd take that song over "silent night" anyday! But I couldn't do the "feats of strength" cause, well, i'm a weakeling, and if I were challenged to pin someone festivus would never end...not that I would mind that. Haha. But luckily for me, father dearest didn't act up or complain last night. At least that was another good thing that came out of this holiday season. Anyways, hung out at home all day today. After awhile I got so bored I decided to go for a little drive around the town. It was cool. And that was it. Right now i'm waiting for some delicious spaghetti and meatballs...my favorite!...next to Chinese chicken of course. So now let's see...Halloween down, Thanksgiving down, Christmas down, Hanukah will be done in a few days, Kwanzaa just started...so that means we only have New Years to worry about, and this crazy three months of holidays will be over! After that, it will be on to Valentine's Day (boo! Worst so-called holiday ever!) and my personal favorite, St. Patty's day! Haha. I really hope I do something for St. Patrick's Day this year...if I don't, then I will be one grumpy person. Ok, well (in Roger a la "Rent" fashion) good night!

Mood: Alright, but still a little bored. haha.

Want of the day: None.

Wednesday, Dec. 24, 2008

Currently: Holy crap! I almost forgot what today's day is. You know your mind is somewherelse when you forget what day it is. Oh, what a shame. But anyways, it's christmas eve...and I really don't care. I haven't really been enthusiastic towards this whole christmas thing since...god knows how long. I'm just not interested. I used to be one of those people who looked forward to christmas solely because I received gifts on that day. But i'm older and wiser now, and am the type of person who'd rather give than receive. Receivers are just materialistic people to me. Sorry, but that is how I see it. With that being said, i'm just hanging around until the holidays are over. I just took two shots of that coconut rum.Haha. It's a pretty delicious drink. I should purchase it more often. And that is it really. I'm bored. *yawn*

Mood: Bored out of my mind.

Want of the day: To amuse myself somehow.

Tuesday, Dec. 23, 2008

Currently: Today has been...well, today. Earlier today I went over to the bank to deposit my check. That's pretty much all I did. Haha. Father dearest is borrowing my car today, since his two piece of junk cars aren't working. So right now i'm just hanging out and waiting around until my mother comes home with some chinese chicken for me. Looking forward to that. And...not too sure what i'll be doing after that. Today hasn't been necessarily bad though, just really boring. Ha.

Mood: Whatever.

Want of the day: That I find something to keep me occupied for the rest of this break.

Monday, Dec. 22, 2008

Currrently: All of my semester grades are finally posted. I got a B in Neuroscience, B in Kinesiology, A in psych/soc., C in statistics and a B in Medical Science. Thus, my semester GPA is a 3.0!!! That made me happy. But in all seriousness, it was my psych/soc. grade that helped to boost my grade. If i'd have gotten a B in that class, my semester grade would have been under a 3.0 and that would have sucked. Anyways, i'm just happy that I made it past this last semester alive. Next semester should be slightly easier on me, as I am taking 15 credits worth of classes instead of 18. As for today, it has been a pretty nice and relaxing day. This morning I drove over to the mall and was finally able to get my christmas shopping in. It was a little bit of a hassle driving into and out of the mall, as the mall was packed this morning. I obviously wasn't the only one doing some last minute shopping. Haha. It was nice though. I got some cute (and...er...a little expensive) things for my brother, mother and grandmother. As for father dearest, he's only getting a card this year. Haha. Hey, at least I was nice enough to give him a little something. As far as i'm concerned, he deserves nothing! Anyways, after shopping, I drove back home and took the longest nap in the world. My best friend wanted to hang out today, but for some reason I wasn't really in the mood to hang out with her, so I lied and told her that my head and stomach hurt. Haha. I'm evil. But not to worry, we will definitely hang out at least once during this winter break. I do have some coconut rum, afterall, that must be finished before I go back to school, so i'll need her help with accomplishing that.Haha. And that is it for today, I guess. Right now i'm just waiting to eat something and then i'm going to continue to chill out a little bit and then i'm going to bed. Relaxing never felt this good.

Mood: Pretty good.

Want of the day: Accomplished.

Sunday, Dec. 21, 2008

Currently: Didn't do much today. Went and got my eyebrows waxed, then ran an errand for my mother and bought some booze.=) Haha. You know the deal. Anyways, just chilling out for now. In a few i'm going to go watch my "Step Brothers" DVD. After that, not sure of what i'm doing until I go to sleep. Tommorrow I plan on doing some holiday shopping. The weather should be holding up for that one. Today was not bad at all. Anyways, i'm outie.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: None.

Saturday, Dec. 20, 2008

Currently: Spent most of today taking CPR classes. It was okay. I just didn't like waking up at 7 in the morning for it.haha. But everything's fine in that area. Got my certification and don't have to worry about any more Fieldwork 1 requirements...I hope, at least. Anyways, chilling out and hanging around right now. Hopefully tommorrow morning, if weather permits, i'll be able to quickly go to the mall and do some holiday shopping. We'll see, I guess.
P.S. I passed statistics, yay!=)

Mood: Just here.

Want of the day: None.

Friday, Dec. 19, 2008

Currently: I am obviously home. Yesterday I didn't really get to write in this thing cause I was too busy either stressing out still or trying to calm down. Anyways, some of my final grades have already been posted and I have a B in every class, making my semester GPA so far a 3.0...but we all know that that stupid statistics class will take that grade down to like a 2.7. AHHHH! This will actually be the first time in my college career that I get a semester grade lower than a 3.2. That makes me sad. Nevertheless, my fingers are still crossed that I did well enough in statistics that I don't have to re-take the class. I've been feeling kind of depressed and lonely lately and I just know it won't get any better for me. I am so discouraged in myself and in this life. Something's got to give already!
P.S. It is snowing over here, which isn't making me feel any better.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: More like a want of the week: That I at least get a C in statistics.

Wednesday, Dec. 17, 2008

Currently: So I atomically BOMBED my statistics final last night. I'm still really upset about that. That's all i've been thinking about since last night. It was horrible. Luckily I was still able to finish up my Neuroscience paper and study for that final. I took that final this morning and think I did decently on it. I also found out my grade on the Kinesiology final...I got a B on it. I'm grateful for the fact that I at least passed all of my core subjects, but I don't like failure AT ALL and this statistics class alone is going to kill me altogether. I really would not want to take that class over. Nevertheless, I met up with my statistics professor minutes ago and I told her everything. She said that in order for me to get a C in the class, I need a 36% on the final...i'm really hoping I even got that. Like I said before, I atomically BOMBED that test. Hopefully, since she saw how worried and distressed I was over this final, she'll have mercy on me and grade my paper generously...but then again, I am expecting to do better than she estimated on our final review article (which was worth 40 points), so maybe that will carry me to a C? I don't know. You can only have so many chances in life and I may have just reached my limit. Nevertheless, my fingers will be crossed until final grades are posted. Anyways, sitting at the library now. I have work in an hour. After work i'm going to get something to eat and then i'm going to the payroll office to pick up my check and cash it. After that i'll be back in the apartment packing, as I leave for the mighty homeland tonight. I'm really really not in the mood for this 15 hour bus ride, but I guess I have to stop complaining and just get it over with. *sigh* Life.

Mood: Blah, anxious and nervous. I don't like it.

Want of the day: To not lose my mind...but it's slowly happening.

Tuesday, Dec. 16, 2008

Currently: Just got done taking my Kinesiology final. It was pretty easy. I also handed in my completed Kinesiology part 3 paper. So, with my little tally in mind, that means I have two more tests to take and one more paper to finish. I am really worried about the statistics final later on. I just spoke with my friend Katie who's in one of the other classes and she told me that the test was pretty hard. So needless to say, right now my stomach feels like it has just jumped into my throat. Yea, it's that bad. I'll try my best though. Right now I am sitting in the library working on my Neuroscience paper. After a few more paragraphs, i'm going to temporarily put the paper to the side to study for the statistics final from hell. In between I plan on getting something to eat and then I take the final at 4:30 this evening. Wish me luck on that. After i'm done with that mess, I plan on being back at the library finishing up whatever I have to finish up for the Neuroscience paper. After that's done i'm going straight back to the apartment to study for my neuroscience final tommorrow. Wish me luck on that too. It will be another long, tiring night of studying for myself. Last night I was up until 1 in the morning studying for Kinesiology. Break can't start any sooner. I leave tommorrow night, for chrissakes, and yet it seems ridiculously far away. All I can hope right now is that the next 24 hours go by fast so that my brain can finally respirate. I'm not going to lie though, I am a little apprehensive about going home. As recorded in this journal before, holidays never go right at my house...ever. And of course its all because fucking father dearest always feels the need to make holidays his bitch all day for no reason days. I hate that man, I swear. But I guess I have a game plan for this break; spend as much time in my car and outside of the house as possible. Haha. Let's hope that works out for me. Anyways, i'm outie.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: That things go well...and that I don't bomb the statistics final later on.

Monday, Dec. 15, 2008

Currently: *sigh* I'm almost there! I finished up my psych/soc. final paper last night and turned that in this morning. I also just finished up my part 3 of the Kinesiology paper. Only ONE more paper to go for me!!! *taking deep breaths* The finish line is inches and inches away. Right now i'm sitting at work trying to gather enough energy to study, but of course that's not happening. I just get distracted too easily. I don't know, but once i'm done here at work i'm going to pick up my friend Cara's papers, get a snack at the dining hall and then drop the papers off to her at the library. While at the library, I also plan on typing up and printing the cover page and reference page for the Kinesiology paper and then i'm going back to the apartment and napping (you know the deal, haha). After I get up from hibernation, i'm then going to continue to study for my Statistics and Kinesiolgy finals which are both tommorrow. You have no idea how excited I am to be finally able to return that crappy "Elementary Statistics" textbook!Haha. It's all happening tommorrow.

Mood: Slightly anxious (should this call for a Ginuwine song?Haha)

Want of the day: To continue getting work done.

Sunday, Dec. 14, 2008

Currently: Did nothing last night but study and work on papers. I was invited to a small dinner party at my sister Tiffany's apartment, but I was so neck-deep in homework, I could not attend. I did try to squeeze in a little in-between, hour trip to the Bar though, but unfortunately for me, some people were being lame last night and didn't want to go with me. So I took an hour nap instead. That was actually the first time in my entire life that I took a nap at night. I woke back up at midnight to darkness in my room since my roomate had already gone to sleep at that point (cause she's that much of a lame bitch) and turned off all the lights. I turned the lights back on, cause, hey I had to. Didn't mean to be a bitch there. And then I continued studying Kinesiology and statistics notes. I then took a shower and officially went to sleep at 3 in the morning. I woke up today at 10 in the morning with a headache, got something to eat, and here I am now. I am finishing up my psych/soc. final paper and then i'm going to continue working on other papers and studying. In between I have our last AST business meeting of the semester to go to. After that the girls want to meet up again to go to our school's corny little late night pancake all you can eat thing, but I don't think i'm going. I have too much shit to do. And that shall be it.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: To continue getting work done.

Saturday, Dec. 13, 2008

Currently: Still holding on for dear life. Just finished up my final statistics review article and sent that in to my professor. I'm just really proud of myself, cause I literally read this article and actually understood all the jargon and what the authors were trying to communicate with me! I understood the sample size processing and everything. I know, what a dork I am, but it's great cause once upon a time I would read these types of articles and have no idea what the hell the author was talking about and what all those numbers meant, and now I understand pretty well. Even in articles i've been reading for other classes I find myself recognizing words and saying "hey! I know what that means!" I guess those tuesday and thursday evening statistics classes were worthwhile afterall!Haha. Anyways, about to read a little hollywood gossip online for a little while and then back to work for me. I have to continue on my psych/soc. paper, as well as begin typing up my kinesiology and neuroscience papers. After that i'm going to continue studying for my neuroscience, statistics and kinesiology finals. Last night I actually stayed up until four in the morning studying and reading articles. So needless to say, i'm getting there. The finish line is oh so close!

Mood: Tired, but alright...I guess.

Want of the day: To continue getting work done.

Friday, Dec. 12, 2008

Currently: Blah, blah, blah. That is exactly how I feel right now. So much work for me to do in so little time. I haven't been feeling too hot either. My psych/soc. professor just approached me and feels that I need counseling, which I just refuse to settle for. I've tried counseling in the past and it had done absolutely nothing for m then, so I doubt that it would help any now. I think that i'm already too deep into my self-esteem/depression issues for counseling to pick up and help now. That's just the way it is. But i've learned that this is the way I am and always will be, so what's the point of abruptly trying to change myself yet again when I know that nothing's going to work no matter what I do? Anyways, i'm going to try to continue working on my psych/soc. paper (which I found out last night that I have to kind of start over) as well as my other two papers and studying. Last night I just couldn't do any of the latter. I just wasn't feeling well mentally and settled for just watching some tv and lying in bed...and listening to music, of course. But like I said, i'm going to try to make up for my laziness last night by putting myself to work today, but it's going to be hard.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: To actually get work done.

Thursday, Dec. 11, 2008

Currently: Just took my Medical Science final and it was pretty easy. I say I got an A or a B on it. So I am officially done with that class!! Yes!! Three classes down and four more to go. Sitting in the library right now. After i'm done typing this up i'm going to work on my psych/soc. lecture final paper. After that, i'm going to get something to eat and then i'm going back to the apartment to study on a whole lot of crap. This afternoon I think i'm going to focus more on studying for our final statistics quiz today. I may decide to take a breather in between as well. I am so tired right now, you have no idea. I then have to go to statistics at 4:30. Today we are taking the quiz first thing and then the rest of the class will be dedicated to reviewing for our final which is next tuesday. I plan on really paying attention during this review session because there is so much for us to know for this test and I have really been slacking in that class. Anyways, after that I will be back at the library continuing work on the psych/soc. paper, as well as doing some more research for my other two papers. I'm then going back to the apartment to continue studying and continue working on my Kinesiology and Neuroscience papers. Oh, what a day I will be having. And it really doesn't help that this end of the semester is going ridiculously slow. It'll all end eventually though, and my poor brain can finally officially call a time out.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: To get all that I want to done for the day.

Wednesday, Dec. 10, 2008

Currently: Re-took my Kinesiology final lab practical and passed, so i'm finally done with labs for this semester!! Yay! Now, I can concentrate more on other crap. Haha. Anyways, sitting at the library right now. I'll be here for another hour. After that I have work, where i'll be studying and officially starting my psych/soc. paper. I do have a rough draft of that written out, so i'm not that far behind. Haha. I really hope that I don't get distracted and find an excuse to not get work done. I have been doing that lately and it has been pretty bad. I don't know if it's cause I may have ADD or because it's the last week of the semester and my brain has officially called a "time out," but I must get my act together so I can get good grades put in my transcript. After work i'm getting something to eat, and depending on how much I get done at work I may or may not come back to the library. When I go back to my apartment later on, I plan on studying, studying and studying some more, too. And that is it. Very boring day for me. And it really doesn't help that it's starting to snow outside again. Sadness.

Mood: Bored.

Want of the day: To get some work done and not be distracted.

Tuesday, Dec. 9, 2008

Currently: So my asshole lab professor approached me this morning asking when I can come to see him today. You know he loves that. We scheduled for 12:30 this afternoon. Blah! He's the last person I want to see right now, but oh well. I did my presentation this morning on sickle cell disease and I think it went great. So that's done and over with, at least. Right now I am sitting in the library. I figured I might as well pass some time around here until I meet up with asshole at 12:30. I'm just going to ask him to re-take the practical right then and there, cause i'm sick of this shit. After that, i'm not too sure what i'll be doing...most likely studying and continuing work on my million papers. At 1:45 i'm meeting with my group to go to Service Learning. Last time we worked with the kids again!!! That made me happy. So needless to say there is a 95% chance that we will be working with them again today. If we have to work with the adults today i'll be heartbroken. Anyways, after that i'll be back at the library doing the same old, and then I have statistics at 4:30. After statistics I have to go to the paper office to drop off that cd I used for my review that I have yet to return. And then after that i'll be at the library again and then back to the apartment. Tuesdays are never a doozy for me, so this was all expected. Oh well.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: To pass my re-take and not have to strangle asshole professor to death. =)

Monday, Dec. 8, 2008

Currently: Didn't have such a great weekend. Failed my lab practical on friday again and my professor wants me to meet up with him sometime this week to practice and then to re-take the test. If this were one of those situations where I didn't study and fucked up everytime I practiced, I would understand, but this is just the opposite. I studied my ass off and practiced my ass off with him, my friend Hillary and my lab partners Kate and Kelly, and every practice session went just fine, and yet I take the lab practical and STILL fail????!!! This has all led me to believe that that bastard of a professor is doing this on purpose because he does not want me to succeed. No, he wants me to keep repeating labs and spend more and more of my tuition money until I decide to just give it up. I know people, I know what he's thinking and he's being really shady right now. Nevertheless, I was angry all weekend, but did a pretty good job of masking my anger. And it wasn't even just the lab-thing that got me all emotionally screwed up. I started thinking about other things in my life that was and still is going shitty, and i'm not going to lie, all of that put together really screwed up my mood. I don't know anymore. Life is just so cruel...and I know life is cruel to everybody, but sometimes I feel like it is most cruel to me. I could be wrong. Anyways, still at work. I did some studying for my Medical Science final which is on thursday. I also looked over my powerpoint presentation for tommorrow's Medical Science class. Right now i'm trying to get my psych/soc. final paper started...but I just can't. I don't know if it's because the damn thing is so long or that i'm still depressed, but right now I have no ambition. I'm going to try though to atleast start it. Once i'm done here i'm going straight to my apartment and crash for like an hour and then get back up and continue to study for finals as well as try to continue on my psych/soc. paper. My body hasn't been feeling too well lately. Sometimes when I walk I feel woozy and get the feeling that i'm going to collapse at any minute. This morning while walking over to work, in particular, I couldn't even look down the block without feeling nauseous. Needless to say, all of this stress is really killing me. I must keep pushing on. I have a week and a half of this semester to go.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: To get work done and feel better.

sunday, dec. 7, 2008

currently: i don't know. i'm too upset to study.

Friday, Dec. 5, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library now. Just came from cashing my check and had to walk through the crappy snow. This all makes me regret that I didn't apply to go to school in Miami.=( But anyways, about to continue studying for my big final Kinesiology lab practical, which is in two hours. Last night I met up with my lab partners and went through everything and it was a successful meeting, so hopefully today I won't fuck this up like I did the last time. Anyways, after that one of my lab partners plans on treating me and our other lab partner to some Chinese, so i'm mucho excited about that. It is, afterall, amongst my all time favorite foods. After that, I guess i'll be back at the apartment crashing for a good while. I was invited to a ZBT party, so I may go tonight. Haha. Isn't it sad that i'm 21 years old and still am willing to go to frat parties? Haha. I guess i'll never get sick of them until I leave college...or until I start seeing way too many freshman who are seemingly decades younger than me and decide to call it a day. Haha. So yea, those are my plans for today. Wish me luck!

Mood: Tired...I could just feel my body giving up.

Want of the day: To do well on that lab practical and earn a Chinese lunch and a night of partying!Haha.

Thursday, Dec. 4, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library right now. I decided to skip out on a little review session that my Medical Science teacher is currently having for our final next week. I mean, to me it's pretty pointless because she already told us all that's going to be on the test, and I feel confident that i'll know all this material well enough to get a decent grade on the test. So, there you go. In a few i'm going to get something to eat and since we don't have any psych/soc. lectures from here on in, i'm going straight to my apartment afterwards. While there, I plan on studying and reviewing for my kinesiology practical as well as a statistics quiz that i'm having later on. Last night I was able to practice and go through all that will be on the practical tommorrow, so for now I think i'll be fine in that arena. Anyways, tonight I plan on getting together with one of my lab partners, who happens to live right in my apartment building (how convenient!)to do a last minute run-through of what we need to know. I plan to do that after statistics. So, other than all of that, there (thankfully) isn't much more planned for me for today. I'm winding down, ya'll!!! And thankfully, my stress level is decreasing more and more everyday.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: To get a good amount of studying done and be confident that I will do well tommorrow afternoon.

Wednesday, Dec. 3, 2008

Currently: So i'm sitting at work, minding my p's and q's when all of a sudden this ugly bitch with an accent walks in and demandingly asks me to drop a book off at some lady's office in the back. So I walk over to the back to see if the lady's there and lo and behold, her door is closed. I do not have the keys or the right to break into the woman's office, so I go back out and tell ugly bitch that the lady is not there and that there was no way I could drop the book in her office for her. As I say this, she gets this nasty look on her face and demands to speak to somebodyelse. So I go back and get one of our technicians out to talk to her and as soon as he appears ugly bitch is all of a sudden pleasant and politely asks him if he would be able to drop the book off at the lady's office. He says that he is able to, and after all is said and done she thanks him and says nothing to me. Discrimination, much? PEOPLE!!!! And all of this over a stupid book. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! But anyways, about to leave work soon. Getting something to eat and then crashing a little bit, then going over to my friend's apartment to do some practicing for the Kinesiology practical on friday. Gag me, please?

Mood: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Want of the day: To have a productive night.

Tuesday, Dec. 2, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library right now. Thankfully, I was able to finish up part 6 of the Medical Science paper and turn that in. But unfortunately, I now have a part 3 of the Kinesiology paper to worry about on top of all the other papers and studying. I'm going to have a busy weekend, needless to say. But anyways, after this i'm getting something to eat and then going to psych/soc. lecture for about 15 minutes. The only reason i'm required to be there today is because a girl from the other lab is doing her presentation and needs people there for it. After that I have Service Learning part 3. I'm not really in a social, be friendly sort of mood today, so i'm most likely going to sit back and observe for this one. To be honest with you, I really don't care and would rather be working with the children like we did last time. But oh well, can't always get what I want so I have to deal with it. After that i'll be back at the library typing up my Service Learning journal and then I have statistics to go to. After statistics i'm going to open lab. Hopefully this open lab session will be worthwhile, cause I really need to pass this practical on friday. After that, i'm going to the AST house for our Christmas dinner tonight, and then after that i'll be back at the apartment studying and doing whateverelse.

Mood: Whatever.

Want of the day: To get a lot of important things done...and have a successful Service Learning experience.

Monday, Dec. 1, 2008

Currently: Sitting at work right now. Trying oh so hard to work on my Medical Science paper, but i'm so easily amused that it is very hard to concentrate. Oh well. On the bright side, I did get an A on that Kinesiology paper that I did at the last minute. That made me happy. But I must finish this damn paper!! Haha. It is due tommorrow, afterall. Anyways, after work I am probably going to the library to complete the paper. Hopefully I won't be over there until well into the night, like I was practically every night two weeks ago. After that i'm going back to the apartment to study for the Kinesiology lab practical. And after that i'm just calling it a night. We are officially in the Christmas season!!! I'm not that big a fan of this holiday (or at least not as big a fan as I used to be), but I have the sudden urge to bust out some christmas music, namely the jingle bell dogs song! Haha. Music always brightens up my life.

Mood: Tired and distracted (not a good combination).

Want of the day: To get this paper over and done with and study well tonight.