Currently: Blah, blah, blah. That is exactly how I feel right now. So much work for me to do in so little time. I haven't been feeling too hot either. My psych/soc. professor just approached me and feels that I need counseling, which I just refuse to settle for. I've tried counseling in the past and it had done absolutely nothing for m then, so I doubt that it would help any now. I think that i'm already too deep into my self-esteem/depression issues for counseling to pick up and help now. That's just the way it is. But i've learned that this is the way I am and always will be, so what's the point of abruptly trying to change myself yet again when I know that nothing's going to work no matter what I do? Anyways, i'm going to try to continue working on my psych/soc. paper (which I found out last night that I have to kind of start over) as well as my other two papers and studying. Last night I just couldn't do any of the latter. I just wasn't feeling well mentally and settled for just watching some tv and lying in bed...and listening to music, of course. But like I said, i'm going to try to make up for my laziness last night by putting myself to work today, but it's going to be hard.
Mood: Blah.
Want of the day: To actually get work done.
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