Friday, Oct. 31, 2008

Currently: It's Halloween ya'll!!! What are you posing as tonight? Haha. Sadly, I don't even have a halloween costume, but we'll get to that later. Last night was a lot of fun. My first salsa dancing class was pretty awesome. We didn't get too much into the hard/faster dance moves, but we were able to do "partner" dances. What was awkward about that though, was the fact that I didn't bring a male partner to dance with, and as a result had to partner up with my roomate. It was pretty awkward dancing with her, i'm not going to lie. Because I felt so weird dancing with her at first, I was real shaky and made a few mistakes in the beginning...but as soon as I got comfortable enough, I just imagined that she was McDreamy (which was odd within itself, cause they look NOTHING alike!!) haha...and believe it or not, it worked out well. By the end of this session, I was loosening up and shaking my booty and moving my hips like a pro. Haha. Much fun. After that, was the dance practice. Last night's dance practice was a big hit for us tribal dancers, but sadly not as much of a hit for the hip hop dancers, which is ironic, cause I expected it to be the other way around, especially since our tribal group has more of the "non-dancer" people in it...but I guess anything's possible in this case, so BOOYAH! to the hip hop dancers! Haha. I'm bad. But anyways, sitting in the library now. In about an hour, i'm going to get something to eat and then go to Kinesiology lab. After that, i'm going to try and buy some tickets to the homecoming dance and then maybe study. At 5:00 I have to be back at the ZBT house for our final rehearsal. After that, I have no idea what i'm doing. I can always stay at the ZBT house and party with them, but I think i've had too much of a ZBT overload for this week...but then again, I do not even have a halloween costume and wasn't really invited to any other halloween parties, so trying to find one to go to would be quite a stretch. We'll see, but for now, I have no idea.

Mood: Good.

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Thursday, Oct. 30, 2008

Currently: Happy Halloween Eve!! Last night was pure drama in the Homecoming parade dance peanut gallery...and this time, instead of it being the girls against the guys, it was the girls against eachother! Yea. A few of the girls I guess decided that one of the girls who choreographed the "hip hop" portion of the dance, was integrating too much ballet (she happens to be a ballet dancer) into it. Well, to make a long story short, she gets called out on this and throws a fit at our Homecoming Director. Of course, this leads to a lot of yelling and screaming from a lot of people...at a fucking fraternity house, mind you. And of course, the guys aren't making this any better. I mean, I know you're all drunk (why the fuck would you even drink during you own dance practice?), but seriously, why grope eachother exstensively throughout the night? Seriously, the guys seemed more into eachother than us, which is a little frightening, i'm not going to lie. It actually all led me to questioning the sexualities of the ZBT brothers...i'm seroiously starting to think that they're gay...but that's just me. Perhaps, if the girls in our sorority looked more like Barbie dolls, they wouldn't be doing all of that to "distract" themselves? Just saying. But anyways, sitting in the library right now. After i'm done typing this up and messing around online, i'm going to briefly review for my statistics quiz, which should be easy enough, I guess. After that, i'm going to get something to eat, then go to psych/soc. lecture, and then back to the apartment to continue looking over statistics and whateverelse. After that, i'm heading out to statistics, then to my first ever salsa dancing class. I'm pretty excited about that. After that, i'm going to hang around campus, I guess, until 9:00 pm, when I have to walk over to the ZBT house for more dance practice. I'm telling you, i'll be getting some workout tonight...twice the dancing! But i'm really stoked about it and looking forward to it.

Mood: Overwhelmed.

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Wednesday, Oct. 29, 2008

Currently: Just came from Neuroscience and am sitting in the library. My legs are frickin soar as hell from all the dancing i've been doing for the past two nights. I struggle just to sit down and even to go up and down stairs. It's bad. But yea, that's what happens when you don't involve yourself in a decent workout for years (and yes, I haven't really worked out in YEARS...since High School, actually...and walking to and from a bunch of places everyday unfortunately does not count) and then are all of a sudden dancing and jumping everywhere. I'm a trooper though, so I know i'll get through it. Anyways, in a few i'm going to head out to work, where I will actually be staying until 3:30. This is so because I skipped out on an hour and a half's worth of work so that I could catch a ride to my Fieldwork I site. While at work, i'm going to study and catch up on some work that i've been slacking on. After work, I have to go to the dollar store to buy "slashed" (wtf's that?) white beaters and a "colorful" sports bra for my homecoming dance performance, as well as some toilet paper and hand soap for the apartment. After that, i'm going back to the apartment to crash a little bit, then i'm going to the Pep Rally at 8:30pm to pick up my Sorority's official '08 Homecoming tee. After that, we're all going straight to dance practice at the ZBT house, and I probably won't get back to the apartment until midnight-ish. Fun stuff, heh?

Mood: Tired and soar...but excited.


Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Tuesday, Oct. 28, 2008

Currently: Last night was an utter frickin mess. The ZBT boys (and I use this term literally) were not cooperating with us at all. For one, they were refusing to come to our apartment building to practice with us. We had to literally pull teeth to get them to even come here...and then when they finally did come, they were being really sarcastic and "I don't give a fuck" about everything. That just really annoyed me. That, and the fact that they are HORRID dancers. Now atleast I know not to try too hard to dance well, cause we're probably not going to get first place anyway, judging from how horribly they dance alone. I did have fun learning our dance routine, though. Today was pretty busy for me, as every tuesdays are. I do think I did okay on my psych/soc. lecture test though...I don't know, we'll see. Right now, i'm sitting in my room, trying to relax a little bit until I have statistics at 4:30. After that, i'm coming back and doing some schoolwork/studying and then i'm going to dance practice. I don't even know if we're still doing practice tonight at our apartment building or at the Zeeb house (since they were being whiny assholes last night over not doing it at their house), so I will most likely have to text someone to find out. BLAH!

Mood: BLAH!!

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Monday, Oct. 27, 2008

Currently: At work right now, stressing the fuck out. I have a test AND part 4 of the paper due tommorrow. My dumb ass realized just now that that portion of the paper is due tommorrow, and I haven't even started writing it yet!!! So today, after i'm done with that Fieldwork I rotation, I have to rush like mad to write the paper, type up the References page and e-mail it all to my partner. And to add to my grey hairs, dance practice for homecoming starts tonight at 9:00 and we'll most likely be up until 2 in the morning learning these dance routines. So right now i'm trying to study as much as I can for the psych/soc. lecture test, cause I know I won't have any time at all to do it later. As previously said, if I make it through this semester, it will be a miracle.

Mood: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Sunday, Oct. 26, 2008

Currently: Last night was cool. Went down to the Zeeb house and had some fun, as usual...most notable was when I tried to "sabotage" the brother's circle by constantly sticking my arms in between people. Haha. I'm horrible. One of the brothers noticed me doing it and kind of gave me a "what the fuck are you doing???" kind of look. Haha. Mission accomplished. Anyways, today has been today. I've been really tired and weak all day...which is understandable, as I did go out two nights in a row and was doing philanthrophy stuff all Saturday morning. I did get some work done, though. I finally sent out my "Rise Against" article and worked a little on part 4 of my Medical Science paper. Right now, i'm going to try to study for my psych/soc. test on tuesday...i'm also going to try to get a ride to my Fieldwork I site for tommorrow. I'm pretty stressed about that, i'm not going to lie. It's bad enough, I have to leave work an hour and a half early to go to the place, and now it seems that it will be a hassle just to get a ride over there. Jesus! There's always something to worry about every week, I swear. But anyways, I hope it all pans out for me...cause lord knows what I will do if it doesn't.

Mood: Weak, stressed, anxious and whateverelse.

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Saturday, Oct. 25, 2008

Currently: Last night was a lot of fun. I first went to that corny OcSOBERfest thingy that my school was doing...expectedly, it was pretty lame, so afterwards, I met up with some of my sisters and hung out at one of their apartments. We played a drinking game called Kings and it was a riot!!! Haha. After that, we headed down to the ZBT house. The house was really packed last night for some reason, but it was really cool. The brothers were in a better mood than from the last time I was there, so they were a lot more pleasant to be around...they were also pretty drunk, so that probably added to it. I had a great time, though. I danced and chilled the night away. Unfortunately though, the fact that I had stayed up so late, led me to almost being late for Golden Harvest (a yearly charity event held by my school) this morning. So needless to say, I jumped out of bed this morning, threw my clothes on and ran over to meet my sisters at the main lobby that everyone was meeting at. Thankfully, I did arrive there on time, and got to go door to door at some random neighborhood asking people to "please donate cans and unperishable items to Golden Harvest." Haha. So that was my morning. As soon as I got back to the apartment I crashed for three hours. After that, I got up, put my outside clothes back on and got something to eat. After that, I came back to the apartment, watched Rent, listened to some music and finished up my review for the "Rise Against" cd. Other than that, i've been just chilling the entire day. Right now i'm trying to get out of my apartment. I was invited to another ZBT party tonight and I just spoke to Justine and she said she might be going, so she'll message me on facebook, letting me know if she actually goes or not. I really hope that she does. I'm sorry, but I can't just stay in this apartment all night. No frickin way. Haha. See what happens!

Mood: Okay...but anxious, and wanting to get out of here!!!

Want of the day: Well, technically want of the night: That I get out and have some more fun!!!Haha.

Friday, Oct. 24, 2008

Currently: I am so tired right now. I almost fell asleep in Neuroscience this morning...not a good sign. But anyways, sitting in the library right now. I'll be here for awhile, and then i'm going to pick up my check, get something to eat and then go to Kinesiology lab. Since I did really well on the last practical, i'm no longer in a tizzy over that class...it doesn't make it any less frustrating though. After that, i'm going to the bank to cash my check. Once i'm done with that, i'm probably going back to my apartment to take a nap and then work on psych/soc., Medical Science, Neuroscience and Kinesiology assignments. I then have to get ready and go to Big/Little night. This is the event where the Alpha Kappas find out who their Bigs are. It's a little fun. For one, I get to ask the girls questions about myself based on what I wrote on my "Sister Info" sheet. Anyways, after that, I may go to a little event that my school's holding called "OcSOBERfest." After that, I may go to my friend Justine's 21st birthday party at the ZBT house...but I really don't know yet. I'm just a little discouraged cause it looks like our homecoming commitee is still pretty disorganized with our dance routine...and of course the ZBT boys are contributing absolutely nothing to it, which just adds to the stress of it all. And what sucks is, homecoming is practically next week,which means that the girls are most likely going to cram everything in at the very last minute, and that's no fun at all. Because of that alone, I may not even end up doing the dance for homecoming anymore. I don't know, we'll see.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Thursday, Oct. 23, 2008

Currently: Just took my Medical Science test, and thankfully it was pretty easy and I think I did well on it. So yippee for me! Haha. Sitting in the library now. I don't have psych/soc. lecture for awhile, so i'll be here for a pretty long time. Oh well. I guess i'll pass time by web surfing and then getting something to eat. I do not have psych/soc. lab today, so after lecture I can atleast go back to my apartment and work on my cd review for "Rise Against." After that, I have statistics and then I can fully exhale...for today, that is. I'm just excited because yesterday I signed up for Salsa Dancing lessons and i've always wanted to learn some sort of Latin dance, whether it be Tango or Salsa. Only problem though is, right now I am the only person signed up for classes and the first lesson is supposed to be next Thursday, and if more people don't sign up by then, they will cancel the classes altogether. I really don't want that to happen, so I told my friend Justine about it, and she told me that she'll think about it and will even try to get my other friend/sister Cara to do it with her. I even begged my roomate to sign up for it too. Hey, desperate times call for desperate measures!Haha. Cause think about it, how fun would it be for me to learn something that I had always dreamed of, and get a great workout and lose even more weight with it as well? Hello! Opportunity knocking at my door right there! I don't even care if i'm the only person in the "20's" age-group taking lessons, I just wanna dance! Haha. I've really lost it, haven't I? So needless to say, my fingers are crossed tightly for this one.

Mood: Pretty good.

Want of the day: To continue being a good/active student. =)

Wednesday, Oct. 22, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library in some pain right now. I'm trying not to think about it, cause I learned from Neuroscience that when you distract yourself from pain, the body is conditioned to not pay attention to it, and you kind of don't feel it anymore. I know I sound like a total dork, but I have actually done it in the past and it has worked...but i'm not too sure if i'll be able to not focus on it today. Anyways, I have work in about an hour. After that, i'm coming back to the library to continue working on part 4 of my Medical Science paper and then i'm going back to the apartment to study. After that, I have a Greek 200 thingy to go to at 7:00. After that, i'll be heading back to the apartment again to study and do whateverelse. I was once again pissed off this morning about having to wake up. Haha. It's been happening a lot to me lately. I don't know why, but it seems as if during the week days, time goes a lot faster in the morning than weekends. I swear, sometimes I look at my phone and it's only 5:30 am, but then I lay down for seemingly a couple of minutes and then look again and it's already 7:15 am. What the heck? But anyways, yea, so that is today...for now.

Mood: Ew.

Want of the day: To feel better and get things done.

Tuesday, Oct. 21, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library now. Today hasn't been so bad. Had Kinesiology lecture this morning, then Medical Science, where my teacher wasn't in today because she had to be rushed to the ER because she had some sort of "reaction" to Flu Shots. So for that class another teacher from the department filled in for her today. After that, I went to a Phi Eta Sigma meeting, picked up the T-shirt that I ordered, then got something to eat. After that, I went to Psych/soc. lecture and then lab immediately following. Lab was pretty fun today. For one, I got to make and decorate a transvestite pumpkin. Haha. Isn't my major fun? But seriously, my major's actually not all fun and games, as one can tell by my stress-ridden entries everyday. In a few, i'm going to statistics, then i'm going over to the newspaper office to pick up a cd that I will be doing a review on...it's by the band "Rise Against." I've been hearing good things about the cd from my editor, so hopefully i'll have fun with this one. After that, i'm going back to the apartment to study for my Medical Science test that I have on Thursday as well as begin work on Part 4 of the paper. I also have to continue looking over my Neuroscience notes, cause frankly I don't have a frickin clue as to what's going on. And that shall be it.

Mood: Good.

Want of the day: That I get a good amount of work done (unlike last night).

Monday, Oct. 20, 2008

Currently: Sitting at work right now. I'm really sluggish today, primarily because my peaceful sleep was disrupted this morning, and i'm on my monthly. But anyways, i've been trying to review my Neuroscience notes and I am just realizing that there are a few puzzling features about the current chapter that we're on...in other words, the Pathways to the Brain confuse the hell out of me. Great. I'll try and see if I could continue to look over the notes and eventually understand what is being told to me...but it may take awhile. After work i'm getting something to eat, then going to the dollar store to buy some pads and body wash. After that, i'm going back to the apartment and taking a nap, then waking up and studying some more. Back to the grind, my friends.

Mood: Sluggish.

Want of the day: That I understand the gibberish that is Neuroscience.

Sunday, Oct. 19, 2008

Currently: Last night was obviously a long one for myself. Spent 15 whole hours on the road and arrived here at school at 1:00 pm. I immediately took a nap, then got up and finally completed my long overdue article for the paper. After that, I took a 30 minute break then went down to the library and typed my service learning journal, which is due tommorrow morning. I'm just glad that I finally got those two things over and done with. So for now, i'm going to finish unpacking and then brush my teeth, shower and call it a night.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None.

Saturday, Oct. 18, 2008

Currently: So I am leaving today for school again. Last night was fun (though it was a pain in the ass at times). My friend and I pretty much walked all around the city and I enjoyed seeing a lot of crazy people and feeling alive, for once. And i'm not going to lie, this is the first time I ever really got to experience city life at night...but it surely is a lot of fun and I look forward to doing it again. Another interesting little event from last night was getting to meet my friend's roomate's hott boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, I would NEVER hit on a guy who's in a relationship, but all I have to say is...she's pretty lucky. I just wish that I could find somebody like that. =( Hah, if I had someone like that, i'd probably spend all day and night in bed with him as well. They did get into a fight last night though, which was pretty sad...but i'm sure the make-up sex was good. Haha. Anyways, we also met up with my friend's gay male friend, Romer. He seemed really nice...too nice, actually. It was cool though. I slept over there last night and left first thing this morning. So right now i'm doing some last minute chilling out and then i'm going to get ready and leave. When I get back to school I (as usual) have a lot to do, but the upcoming weeks are looking to be a lot of fun.

Mood: Good.

Want of the day: To have a safe trip to school.

Friday, Oct. 17, 2008

Currently: Last night I was actually able to get an eensy bit of studying done. I pretty much just flipped through my class notes to make sure I recall everything that was said. Haha. I'm bad. So starts my crazy Friday. Haha. I'm not too sure what time i'll be leaving, though. I'm going to call my friend soon and hopefully if she's awake, she'll be able to tell me what time would be good to come over. I want to leave as early as possible. I hope I have a really good time though...and sure that I will. All I know for sure right now is that we're going to some Bar that her friend took her to for some drinks...and I think we're going somewherelse after that. I personally think that we should go back to that little restaurant that doesn't card, just to bring back those crazy 'ole memories from the summer. Haha. Yea, so we shall see.

Mood: Pretty good.

Want of the day: To have a good time while i'm still home.

Thursday, Oct. 16, 2008

Currently: My fall break has been pretty good thus far. Arrived at home yesterday and headed out to the DMV to renew my license first thing. Today I went shopping and got a beautiful (and of course unique) dress for homecoming and formal and some new thigh high fish nets and of course some new oh so stylish shoes. Oh, and I also did my hair. I'm not going to lie, I look pretty adorable right now. Haha. But yea, that has been it so far. Later on i'm going to try to study, work on my article and work on my service learning journal. And speaking of service learning, I guess it went okay. We worked with some refugees from the International Institute, and i'm not going to lie, it was pretty hard. For one, my group wasn't really prepared for it cause our teacher just kinda threw us head first into it. It was also hard trying to communicate with a lot of the refugees. I did try my best though...I wrote on the board! Haha. But anyways, I guess i'm going to try my hardest tonight to atleast do some work, but when my mind's on break it pretty much stays there. I don't know, we'll see. I'm pretty excited for tommorrow though. I'm meeting up with my friend in the city and we're going to a few bars to drink and be crazy. Haha. I will also be sleeping over there, so yay I get a break from my house! Haha. But yea, those are my plans so far. I will be leaving again Saturday night, so I might as well take advantage of what is there to offer.

Mood: Good.

Want of the day: That I get the balls to study tonight.

Tuesday, Oct. 14, 2008

Currently: Just got out of Medical Science. Thankfully, Kinesiology lecture was cancelled today, so I got to sleep-in a little. I'm just glad that my partner and I did really well on parts 1 and 2 of our paper. We had amongst the highest scores in the entire class. So yay, I feel special. Anyways, so i'm in the library right now. In a few, i'm about to go get something to eat and then go to psych/soc. lecture. After that, i'm getting a ride over to our Service Learning site. I really don't know what we're going to be doing for that, to be honest, but I did speak to one of my classmates a few minutes ago and he said that we're probably going to make stuff up as we go along. I plan to compensate for this by being really friendly and talking to the people. Haha. But anyways, after that's over with, i'm going back to the apartment to pack. My bus leaves at around 7:30, so i'll have plenty of time. Can't you tell i'm just excited for this 15 hour ride? Haha. I mean don't get me wrong, I love road trips, I just don't like when I have to sit in a stupid bus station for hours. But all in all, I am looking forward to this break and getting myself into some more madness while at home. Haha. The things i'm most looking forward to are shopping and hanging out with my friend...and sleeping over, of course. Woot! Let the madness begin!

Mood: Pretty good.

Want of the day: That things continue to work out as planned.

Monday, Oct. 13, 2008

Currently: Sitting at work right now. Once i'm done at 3 o'clock, i'm going to get something to eat, study for statistics for an additional hour, then go and take the test. I took a practice test this morning and got some of the questions right, but some partially wrong as well...so the conclusion that I have drawn from this is that most of my points on this test will probably come from partial credit. I really don't care though, as long as I get a C. Anyways, after I take the test, it's back to the apartment for some more studying, movie watching and whatever else. Tommorrow evening I am leaving for home...and i'm actually looking forward to it. I guess i'm just ready for a little change in environment...as well as a little city fun with my best friend on friday...oh, and shopping too!Haha. I was actually planning on going shopping specifically for a dress to wear for homecoming and formal, which are both coming up pretty soon. And speaking of homecoming, I am so excited that I will be participating in our dance with the ZBT brothers. We plan on doing an "urban jungle" theme and having a "city" background on our stage and then dancing to some urban/hip hop music, which sounds like so much fun. I just like the idea of performing, dancing, acting out and making a butt out of myself in front of our entire student body. Haha. So yea, the future right now is looking like mucho fun...and since I am on the topic of my idea of fun, let's not forget that my 21st birthday is almost exactly a month away! I don't think I can take all this excitement at once!

Mood: There.

Want of the day: That I do well on my statistics test.

Sunday, Oct. 12, 2008

Currently: As probably guessed, I was pretty busy this weekend. We did our Phillipians thing on Friday and then I went out of town immediately following and stayed at one of my sister's houses. Next day, we went to the leadership seminar. It was five hours long and not really eventful for myself. Anyways, after that we had dinner with one of our alumn sisters...I expected the food to be better. I didn't get back to my apartment on campus until the night time, and at that point I was so tired I just went straight to bed. I then woke up early this morning to clean up the highway...I actually collected a lot of trash and am proud of myself. Also today I have been studying a lot for my statistics test that i'm taking tommorrow after work. In a few, i'm about to get ready and go to the weekly AST meeting. After that, we're all going straight to the house to pin the new girls, who actually now have Bigs. Hopefully that won't take too long, as I have to come back to the apartment to do laundry and continue studying for statistics, as well as try to start working on my Activity File for psych/soc, which is due Nov. 21. We shall see.

Mood: There.

Want of the day: That I get some things done.

Friday, Oct. 10, 2008

Currently: Just got out of Neuroscience. In a few, i'm about to continue to study like mad for my lab practical that I have in like two hours...Yea. I feel pretty confident about it, though. After I take the practical, i'm going to pick up my check and cash it...I will also finally try to cash that check that one of the Zeeb brothers gave me. After that, I guess it's back to the apartment to relax a little. I also have to work on my article for the paper. Later on, I have to do a Phillipians thing for my sorority. Immediately following that, i'm going out of town for a leadership seminar thing that i'm doing with some of the other sisters. We shall see how that pans out. I don't know, lately i've been re-thinking a lot of things. I'm fine overall though, it's just that sometimes...I don't know.

Mood: Alright.

Want of the day: Just to do well on my lab practical and allow my brain to breathe a little bit.

Thursday, Oct. 9, 2008

Currently:Last night was pretty cool. I was so on edge from being so busy and having so much to do, that when I got a text. from my friend asking to come drink at our other friend's apartment, I just couldn't say no! Haha. So I went over there and had some Southern Comfort for the first time. I will say now that that's my new favorite drink. Haha. It made me feel so good and not sickly at the same time, and i've honestly never had a drink that served me with as much duel satisfaction as this one. Haha. I did feel a little guilty about not getting to study as much as I had liked to, but hey, when I need a drink, I NEED a frikin drink, and last night was just one of those nights. And ironically enough, I woke up this morning feeling much better than I have been these past few weeks. It was really weird, that's all I have to say. But anyways, today was pretty good. I did a Kinesiology practice session with my teacher and he said that I did really well...now all I have to worry about is memorizing origin and insertion and memorizing how to conduct tests in gravity minimized position...and that shouldn't be that bad. So needless to say, I feel a bit better about that test. For now though, i'm just sitting in the apartment. In a few, i'm about to study for my statistics quiz and then go to statistics, then come back, probably take an hour nap, and study for the rest of the night. I was actually invited to the ZBT party tonight by one of the brothers (the one that usually invites me to those things) and I don't know if i'm going or not. My friend said that I should go, but I'm thinking that I should devote this night solely to studying...but you never know with me! Haha.

Mood: Pretty good.

Want of the day: That I study well and continue being a good Occupational Therapy student. =)

Wednesday, Oct. 8, 2008

Currently: Blah. That's pretty much what sums me up right now. I have so much shit to do in so little time, it's amazing how my teachers could even think that I can pull an A average by the end of this semester. Tommorrow alone I have two quizzes, one being a big review quiz for Medical Science. I also have to continue studying oh so mercilessly for my lab practical on Friday. I seriously don't understand how one person can memorize movement, resistance, palpation and origin and insertion of about 15 muscles!!! This is seriously ridiculous. And to add to all this foolery, I will be spending all of this weekend doing sorority crap, which includes going out of town for a "leadership seminar" and doing trash pick up in the highway the next morning. With all this, i'll barely have time to do any studying this weekend. And my Big sister is coming to town this weekend, and I won't even be able to see her that much because of all this! I also have to work on an article for the paper. This is all getting to me really bad. I have even been feeling quite sickly lately because of all of this. This morning in Neuroscience I could barely even keep my eyes open. *sigh* And in the meanwhile, you have all these celebrities down in Hollywood having sex and getting knocked up one by one...what people do when they have too much time on their hands. I'm not going to lie though, right now I'm wishing that I can briefly switch places with one of them. I need a clear mind right now, which I pretty much won't have for awhile.

Mood: Very Blah.

Want of the day: To study and do whatever I can do to do well this semester.

Tuesday, Oct. 7, 2008

Currently: Today hasn't been too bad. First had Kinesiology and got my lecture test back...I got a B on it. After that, I had a boring hour and a half of Medical Science. Our teacher actually thought that she could keep us awake today by showing You Tube videos...that didn't really work very well for myself. It did nothing but increase my ADD. Not good. But anyways, i'm about to go eat soon (though i'm not really hungry). After that, i'm going to psych/soc. lecture and then lab immediately following. Then after that I have statistics, then it's back to the apartment to continue studying for my Kinesiology practical on Friday. That shall be it.

Mood: *blech*

Want of the day: That I get everything done.

Monday, Oct. 6, 2008

Currently: Sitting at work right now and studying for my Medical Science quiz on thursday at the same time. After work (I get out at 3), i'm going to meet up with my Kinesiology professor to discuss some concerns I have for the practical on friday. After that, i'm going to the Math center to get some help on one of the chapters in statistics that I don't undestand too well. And then after that it's back to the apartment to continue working on Kinesiology things. This week is going to be pretty busy for myself. I have one thing on top of the next to do, and it's crazy!!! But i'll be fine, i'm sure. Next week is fall break, and i'm happy only because I get to see my car.=) But unfotunately, the break won't be that long...it is only about four days, so i'll be back here in school again right away. That makes me sad. Anyways, that is all I have for today.

Mood: Okay...not as tired.

Want of the day: That I get everything done and feel more confident.

Sunday, Oct. 5, 2008

Currently: Last night was not that exciting...but good enough, I guess. I did go to see "I Love You Because" and it was really good! I liked it a lot. The storyline was pretty predictable, but it still came together well and the people who acted in it did a good job. After that, I just settled back in the apartment and listened to music and watched Rent for the remainder of the night, so no, I did not go out to any parties last night. What really sucks too is that a lot of people had gone to the Zeeb house ALL WEEKEND, meaning friday night AND last night. Wtf? When I have my "mandatory dry weekend" is when people decide to show up at the ZBT house in masses? That is so not fair. Oh well. Right now i'm watching Food Network. Haha. As soon as i'm done typing this up, i'm going to brush my teeth and take a shower. After that i'm going to get ready and go get something to eat, then meet up with my former lab partner to practice Kinesiology. Yesterday I wasn't able to practice with her because she wouldn't answer her goddamn phone for some reason, and thus I couldn't get a hold of her...so needless to say, she has a lot of explaining to do! Haha. She did call me a few minutes ago though, so we'll definitely be practicing today. Anyways, after that, I plan on coming back to the apartment to continue studying as well as continue working on my Kinesiology lecture paper. I also have the AST meeting to go to at 7:00 and I may stop by the paper office. And that shall be today. Thankfully, it is the end of this dry weekend.

Mood: Whatever...sort of...I don't know, actually.

Want of the day: To get things done and not be a wreck.

Saturday, Oct. 4, 2008

Currently: So this no booze or boys weekend thing is already getting to me. Last night I did absolutely NOTHING!!! It was horrible. I was bored, listened to music for awhile and decided to just call it a night...and it really didn't help that I woke up with the right side of my head hurting. Oh Well. So i'm about to go brush my teeth and take a shower. After that, i'm going to get something to eat, then hopefully meet with my former lab partner again to work some more on kinesiology. After that, I guess i'll be watching a little tv or listening to music and then studying a little bit again. At 8:00 tonight i'm going to see a musical at my school's theater called "I Love You Because." After that, i'll be back at the apartment doing absolutely nothing once again. YAY!!! Not.

Mood: ???????

Want of the day: That I have a good one. That is all.

Friday, Oct. 3, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library right now. Just had Neuroscience and am pretty much just stalling around until 12:30, when I have Kinesiology lab *shudder*. God, I can't stand that class. Today we are reviewing all that we have learned so far for next week's practical, which i'm freaking out about. Hopefully, after today's lab session, i'll feel more confident as to what i'm doing. Anyways, I plan on reviewing for it again later on with my former lab partner, who dropped the class cause it was too much for her at once...I would do what she did, but I really don't have any semesters to waste at this point, so i'm going to try to bang it all out. But hopefully, since she doesn't really have to practice the tests, i'll be conducting our entire session and will thus get more out of it than before. Anyways, I also have to cash a check that one of the ZBT brothers gave me for contributing to beer.Haha. And after lab and studying and whateverelse, I have to be at the AST house at 9:30 to greet our chapter consultant who is over here for the weekend. What sucks about that is the fact that since she'll be here this will be a no "booze or boys" type of weekend, which sucks because that's usually the HIGHLIGHT of my weekend. Haha. But if we are caught with booze or boys, we will be put on probation again and I don't want that to happen, so looks like I have to follow these harsh rules. *sigh* But anyways, that should be it for today.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: That I get things done and feel a little more confident about my lab practical.

Thursday, Oct. 2, 2008

Currently: Wow. Today has already been complete and utter chaos. For one, it is cold and raining out, which didn't make for a very fun walk to class. Also, I had a Kinesiology exam first thing. I guess I did okay on it, but once again, I didn't get to study as much as I had liked to, as I was working on the Medical Science paper practically all of last night...I also got quite distracted at around 10:00 pm when Real World/Road Rules: The Island came on. I swear, while that was on, I just COULD NOT concentrate. Also, some weird new mtv show came on afterwards called "Man and Wife," where this strange married couple was answering insane sex questions in front of a live studio audience...pretty much, the cracked out version of "Loveline," so needless to say, that got quite a bit of my attention as well. But I did try! I looked through all of my notes and made sure that I understood everything. I'm just hoping that I did well enough on that test...I know I atleast passed, though. Anyways, after that, I had Medical Science and we got our tests back today...I got a C, as expected. A lot of the people in my class were really upset though, because I guess our teacher asked us questions on the test that weren't even included in our notes, which affected a lot of people's grades. It was crazy. People were yelling at her and saying things like "you didn't do this..." and "you should change that..." I was scared. Haha. And to add to the chaos of it all, one of my classmates, who also happened to be my partner for the Medical Science paper, had to leave during class because her sister in law is two hours away and her water broke and is going into labor right now as I am typing this. Crazy. But luckily, parts 1 and 2 of our paper is complete, and she was able to turn it in before she left. That is just the beginning of my day. *sigh* Right now, as expected, I am in the library trying to get my mind back to focus. I'm going to study for my statistics quiz in a few, and after that am going to get something to eat. After that, I have psych/soc. lecture, and since my professor for that class is out of town, we will be having yet another speaker today. After that, i'm going back to the apartment to continue studying for the statistics quiz, and then off to statistics. Once i'm done with that fun little class, i'm going back to the apartment again to work on Kinesiology and whateverelse there is to work on...which is quite a bit.

Mood: Tired and stressed.

Want of the day: That things straighten out...somehow.

Wednesday, Oct. 1, 2008

Currently: We are now in the October season ya'll!!! Which means, 30 days until Halloween, like a month and a half until my 21st, and most importantly, 2 months and 15 days until this semester is over!!! Haha. I'm bad. Anyways, just came from Neuroscience. Got my test back and got an A, which makes me happy. I'm actually passing all of my classes, which is really impressive considering how much i've been doing all at once...but i'm getting through it, and that's all that matters. Anyways, sitting in library for now. In a few, i'm going to start studying for my Kinesiology lecture test, which is tommorrow. After that, i'm going to work, where i'll probably be working on my statistics homework (i've understandably been slacking in that class) and most likely continuing to study for kinesiology as well. After that, i'm getting something to eat then going back to the apartment. Later on, I plan on meeting up with my partner to finish up parts 1 and 2 of our Medical Science paper that is due tommorrow. That paper frickin killed me last night. I've only been working on part 1, but still ended up staying up practically the entire night to write my rough draft. I ended up going to bed at midnight and then having to wake up again 7:00 am to go to class, which isn't a good deal at all. Lately, i've been lacking in sleep and relaxation altogether and have aquired more bags under my eyes...not at all attractive. Haha. But anyways, i'm hoping that we can get our shit together tonight and bang this paper out...then i'll have the rest of the night to do Kinesiology and statistics work. Looks like another practically sleepless night for me!!! YAY!!! Not.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: That I get everything done and feel good about it.