Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Currently: Today wasn't bad. Had lab early this morning. Today, one of the Physical Therapy instructors came in and instructed us on techniques we could use with patients who have suffered Spinal Cord injuries, and I actually learned a lot from him! I actually learned more from him than from any of my occupational therapy instructors!Haha, isn't that sad? Anyways, afterwards we had a little break and I was able to get something to eat. After that, I had Physical disabilities lecture...and it was boring and unbearable to sit through, as usual. *sigh* Today went well though. After class, I went by the t-shirt store to have a new sorority shirt made for myself. I really love the design I chose! That shirt is going to kick ass! As for everythingelse, is all the same. Easter Break is literally just around the corner here at school, and of course, a lot of people are already going home for it. I, on the other hand, am not.Haha I'm sure the peeps at Greyhound miss me...NOT! So needless to say, the next few days are going to be quite boring. All I really plan on doing is sit around, hopefully get some schoolwork done, continue to look for an off-campus apartment for my final Graduate semester, oh, and find a place to dump my television, since none of my sorority sisters really want to buy it off of me. I also have a few other small errands to make...so I guess it will be a semi-busy break afterall. As for tonight, I really have to get started on my Gerontology Service learning and Physical Disabilities fieldwork papers. I swear, I have been slacking so much just to get them started! Yea, i've been a bad girl. But since I really have my mind set on it for tonight, i'm sure i'll be able to at least get them started, if not half way done. I guess this is a good enough update, so...Peace out!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Currently: So tonight I did something monumental...I actually made a wish at 11:11pm. It was more like a wish and a half though, haha. I wished to myself "...to please have a boyfriend by the end of this year or atleast next year...and if I can't get a boyfriend, may I at least meet Victor Rasuk???" Haha, I really hope the big ones in the skies are listening!

Friday, March 26, 2010

Currently: So tonight's my sorority's formal...and I decided not to go. And because Jenn will be attending, that means I will not be going out tonight...but that doesn't stop me from throwing down!!!LMAO! Earlier today, after class, I took a little trip to the wine store at the mall and picked up some white wine. I'm getting a little restless, so I may just start drinking pretty soon. I'm currently listening to "A milli" by Lil' Wayne, and i'm not going to lie, it's getting me quite hyped.= ) Let the good times roll!
"Young mula baybaaay!"= ) Ok, i'm done.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Currently: I confess; I am a needy person, who loves attention and feeling loved (or liked, at least)and like I belong to something. Fortunately for me, tonight was one of those nights where I was definitely feeling the love from some of my acquaintances/sorority sisters. We had a gathering tonight for our new girls, and what was great was the fact that people seemed genuinely happy to see me. It wasn't one of those fake, phony moments, where it was just "oh, hey...so...um, how was your week?" People actually embraced me and I felt like I was actually apart of tonight's group dynamic. My sorority tree especially really made me feel like I was apart of them. I know I probably sound extremely cheesy right now, but having low self-esteem and mild depression issues all my life, nights like tonight really comfort my soul. Tonight, I literally would hang out at a corner and strike up a little conversation with one person, and then would have another one come right up to me and talk to/introduce themselves to me. I really like when that happens. I just wish that every night out was like this for me.Haha Funny moment of the night, one of my sisters in my tree actually dry-humped me upon seeing me at the ZBT house later on in the night...it was quite interesting and random, but certainly a rare occasion in my world.Haha So, as mentioned before, I was definitely feeling the love tonight...and I really hope that it can at least semi-continue until I graduate in May. Yea, that would definitely be a great send-off.= )

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Currently: So I am off all this week...and thus, ridiculously bored. So bored actually, that I took it upon myself to blow the little amount of cash I had left on goniometers, a stethscope, and a blood pressure cuff at the Bookstore...I mean, it wasn't a complete waste, as I will be needing those items to practice in preparation for my Fieldwork II rotation this summer...but really??? I don't think it was THAT urgent! Anyways, I digress. So I am counting down hardcore to friday. I am hanging out with my sorority tree for the first time in EONS (since I have been on professional status and all). We are first meeting up at the House to welcome the four new girls that will be joining our tree. Afterwards, we are going to a Diner to eat and then going to my friend Jenn's apartment for cupcakes and god knows what else!haha. I haven't been really out in so long too...I think that's reason numero uno as to why I want friday to come NOW!hehe. Otherwise, it has been a good week. I've been catching up on a lot of sleep and loving it...sleep just happens to be one of those things in life that I cherish deeply. And thankfully, I think I have regained my love of music! As a matter of fact, tonight I discovered an early 90's reggae group called the Born Jamericans and I really like their music! I will most definitely be checking out more of their material in the future! Also, the past few days have been really beautiful around here...but unfortunately, lord knows how much longer this great weather is going to last, as the weather is ALWAYS unpredictable here! We shall see, we shall see...for now, i'm about to screw around on facebook for a little bit, then go to bed. Wonder what beautiful dreams I shall have tonight???Haha

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Currently: Today's just one of those days that I feel Numb. And the saddest part is, lately I haven't been feeling the same towards music as I used to. I mean, when I listen these days, I don't get that same feeling of release, escape, and enjoyment as before...that is definitely not a good sign. They say that you know you are truly depressed when activities you once enjoyed doesn't have that same effect any longer. Music always provided enjoyment to me. I listened when I was feeling great, and I listened when I felt like crap, and I always had a song that matched my mood perfectly. But now...nothing. These days I practically listen just to listen...and pretty much, cause it had become such a routine for me. This really makes me sad. How could I possibly be losing interest in the one art form I feel understands me the most? Hopefully, my feelings towards music will pick up again next week or something...maybe this and last week are just one of "those" weeks? Who knows. Either way, I want to be able to listen to "Be quiet and Drive" by the Deftones and regain those old feelings of waking up on a beautiful Sunday morning and feeling alive again...please come back.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Currently: Completing my Fieldwork 1 rotations for Physical Disabilities this week, and it has been...well, boring. I was expecting for them to at least have a few chores and interesting activities for me to do, like maybe massaging a patient's hand, or assisting in evaluating a patient...but no, nothing. The people at this facility are so paranoid that they won't even let me do ultrasound massage on patients because of liability concerns. *sigh* So basically all i've been doing is standing around, observing and asking questions...as well as getting quizzed by some of the therapists. The questions were pretty easy at first, but are getting harder! Oh well. So that has been it lately. The rest of my school is out on their Spring Break, so no one's really around to keep me company. So what is in store for me tonight? Well, hopefully I can finally get started on my Pediatrics Fieldwork 1 papers...and besides that, I can't really think of anythingelse besides calling it a night and starting anew tommorrow. Yeehaw!Haha. Hey, at least i'll have bragging rights next week when everyonelse will be working their tails off!Ha!