Saturday, March 13, 2010

Currently: I confess; I am a needy person, who loves attention and feeling loved (or liked, at least)and like I belong to something. Fortunately for me, tonight was one of those nights where I was definitely feeling the love from some of my acquaintances/sorority sisters. We had a gathering tonight for our new girls, and what was great was the fact that people seemed genuinely happy to see me. It wasn't one of those fake, phony moments, where it was just "oh, hey...so...um, how was your week?" People actually embraced me and I felt like I was actually apart of tonight's group dynamic. My sorority tree especially really made me feel like I was apart of them. I know I probably sound extremely cheesy right now, but having low self-esteem and mild depression issues all my life, nights like tonight really comfort my soul. Tonight, I literally would hang out at a corner and strike up a little conversation with one person, and then would have another one come right up to me and talk to/introduce themselves to me. I really like when that happens. I just wish that every night out was like this for me.Haha Funny moment of the night, one of my sisters in my tree actually dry-humped me upon seeing me at the ZBT house later on in the night...it was quite interesting and random, but certainly a rare occasion in my world.Haha So, as mentioned before, I was definitely feeling the love tonight...and I really hope that it can at least semi-continue until I graduate in May. Yea, that would definitely be a great send-off.= )