Tuesday, Sep. 30, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library. Just took the Medical Science test and it was... a little hard, i'm not going to lie. I do blame myself for that though, as I didn't study as much as I would have liked to...but it's likely that I pulled a C, and that's all that matters. I'm about to go get something to eat soon and then head down to psych/soc. lecture. After that I have lab, in which I will be doing a Behavioral children presentation for. This time, I will be the co-leader, which decreases stress on my part. After that, I have statistics, which i'm not looking forward to, to be honest. *sigh* And of course, after that I will be back at the apartment to start writing my Medical Science paper, finish my stats homework and start studying for my kinesiology lecture test on friday...I do not think that that test will be necessarily hard, but you never know. And that really should be it.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: To get everything done.

Monday, Sep. 29, 2008

Currently: Blah. That's all I have to say. Just got done working seven hours and then bitching out the payroll office...well, not exactly. I just *politely* addressed my problem to them. And now here I am in the library. I'm about to meet up with someone to work on the Medical Science paper. After that I will be studying non-stop for my Medical Science test, which is tommorrow. Later on, I am also meeting up with psych/soc. partner to discuss our Behavioral Children presentation for tommorrow. After that, i'm heading back to the apartment and finish my statistics homework, then continue to study for that frickin test. *SIGH*

Mood: blah.

Want of the day: Get shit done.

Sunday, Sep. 28, 2008

Currently: Last night I had a blast! The Pike party was a lot of fun and I don't regret going. For one, three very interesting things happened to me. First, I met this really cute guy named Nate and he was actually nice! Haha. It all started when he saw me walking around the apartment with "cheap" beer and tells me that I should be drinking the "free and better" beer that they provided for us instead. I caught up with him again later on when I went out for a smoke. I decided to give him one of my cigarettes cause he didn't have any on him, which made him pretty happy. We then started talking and had a nice little conversation...as I go inside, he then proceeds to thank me again for the cigarettes.Haha. After that, I ran into him again when I had to go pee. I knocked lightly on the door and he mumbled something, so I start yelling "What? Did you say it was okay for me to come in????!!" Haha. He then comes out and goes "No, I said have a good pee" and gives me a hug.Haha. But my favorite part of all, was as he was leaving. He says the usual goodbye to everybody, but as soon as he gets to me, he takes my hand and kisses it. That was sweet of him...I know I enjoyed it. Haha. The only thing that makes me depressed when it comes to Nate, is the fact that not only is he taken (drats!) but he is also good friends with McDreamy (remember him?). We actually had a brief conversation about my former love-of-interest, and since I was drunk and chatty, I decided to open my big mouth and tell him about the infamous text that I sent him last year. Oh boy. Haha. Hopefully that won't come back to haunt me. Anyways, more crazy crap happened last night...like when one of the more perverted brothers walks in on me peeing and then later tells me that I "looked good" siting on the toilet. CREEPY!!!!!!!!!! He then has the nerve to start flirting with me...and of course I kindly decline. Haha. And interesting moment number 3 of last night involved another one of the brothers, Mike. See, the last time we had a party with the Pikes, he was the brother that I randomly hugged and allowed to grab my ass. So I'm guessing he remembers that little moment, cause last night he was flirting with me hardcore. First, he starts feeling me up everywhere and takes me to some corner to dance. Then, he would constantly stare at me from across the room and then wink and smile once he noticed that I saw him. But not to worry, we did nothing...though I was slightly tempted to. The party didn't last long at all...it was only about three hours. By the third hour, my lame sisters started to leave one by one. So from there, me and my friend Cara decide to walk to this place called Porky's to eat. There is where I re-unite (haha) with Nate and he gives me the infamous kiss on the hand...I don't know why, but I find it very flattering when a guy does that. I don't know. Moving on! I had really wanted to go to the ZBT house, but I figured since it was already kind of late and the house was pretty far from where we were, to just call it a night. So Cara and I walk back home together and that is it. Today has been okay. I picked up some money that was wired to me (since I was paid ever so low this week and needed more money...payroll will be hearing from me again!) and got something to eat. I'm also trying to do some laundry, but all the frickin machines are taken! I will start studying soon...I surely have a lot of that to do. And then at 6:00, i'm going to the paper meeting to pick up an article and then to the AST meeting. After that, it's back to the apartment again for more studying!! YAY!! Not. Alright, time to go check on some laundry!

Mood: Cool.

Want of the day: That I get a good amount of studying/work done.

Saturday, Sep. 7, 2008

Currently: Last night was okay. I went with one of my friends to the ZBT house. As usual,I had a lot of beer, greeted/talked to some people from my class and was given a ride home by the AST sweetheart. I'm really tired right now, but I have to keep charging on, as I have to study Kinesiology and start work on my Medical Science paper and Kinesiology paper. I will also be working on another alternative article to write for the paper, as the roadhouse/playhouse article is still in the back burner. After that, I may go to the pajama party that AST is having with the Pikes. Hopefully i'll be able to get a ride over there. I still have to finish some left over beer from last night. Haha.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: That I get everything done...and have some fun tonight.

Friday, Sep. 26, 2008

Currently: Just took my Neuroscience test and it was pretty easy...so my brain can breathe...for now, that is. Last night wasn't exactly a good one for myself. I just felt really shitty and depressed for no completely identifiable reason. I called my friend on the phone and started crying my eyes out outside in front of my apartment. I'm still trying to get to the bottom of what may be wrong with me, but it's really hard. I'm figuring it has to do with my feelings of "loneliness" and inadequance and low self-esteem. *sigh* I thought that I was over that stuff for awhile, but I guess i'm really not. But am I going to get help for this? No. Cause in reality, what will therapy really do for me? Half of those so-called "caring" therapists don't even really look out for their patients...it's all about the money, especially in today's economy. I wouldn't even be able to get service if I didn't have an insurance or health care plan. So, again, my question is: What's the point? Anyways, i'm in the library now. For now i'm feeling better, but i'm pretty sure i'll be back to feeling like shit after I have Kinesiology lab. Just thinking about that class saddens me. But before I go to lab, I will be stopping by the payroll office to try to solve my little "issue" from yesterday. After that, i'm getting something to eat...and then the sadness begins. After i'm done with lab, i'm definitely going back to the apartment to take a long ass nap. This week has been beyond stressful and crappy and i'm glad that it's over...but unfortunately for me, next week may bring even more stress and depression.

Mood: Contemplative.

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Thursday, Sep. 25, 2008

Currently: So today wasn't the best for me. For one, my school's online payroll time card won't let me do time entry...when I was able to do it just fine last week. This really pisses me off, cause if I don't complete my time entry for this week, then I won't get paid. I'm going to try to stop by the payroll office tommorrow to see if I can solve this. *rolls eyes* In the meanwhile, today I also tried getting a start on my article for next week's paper by calling some people to interview...no dice. Every number I tried that was given to me was either disconnected or unavailable. WHAT THE FUCK??? What type of so-called theater/playhouse can't even pay their own phone bills? I e-mailed my editor about it and she hasn't gotten back to me yet...i'll give her some time though. The highlight of my day was getting a 100% on my statistics quiz. At least i'm succeeding in something, right? Anyways, for now i'm taking a little break, and then I have to continue studying for my Neuroscience test which is tommorrow. After that I have to quickly get ready and go to the AST house, where we will be ribboning the four new girls. I found out today that three additional girls received bids to join the Alpha Kappa class, which I guess is pretty exciting. The only reason i'm not really enthusiastic is because i'm not getting a little this semester. But yea, will be at the house for about 30 minutes to watch four girls get ribbons placed in their chest area while singing some slow, sad song and holding a candle. Fun stuff, right? Wow. I really am in a bad mood. After that, it's back to the apartment, where i'll be studying for the rest of the night...and possibly catching the season premiere of Grey's Anatomy, of course.

Mood: BLAH!

Want of the day: That things straighten the hell out.

*Note: My reason for having "want of the days" is because i'm a pretty needy person. There, I said it.

Wednesday, Sep. 24, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library right now. Just came from Neuroscience. In about an hour, I will be heading off to work from 11-2. After that, i'm going to get something to eat then probably go to the dollar store to buy some philanthropy items for AST, then to the apartment, where I will start working on my article for the paper...i'm still pretty sad that my recent article didn't make it to this week's issue cause it wasn't "news worthy." Oh well. After that, i'm going to continue studying for my Neuroscience test and statistics quiz, and then at 7:30 i'm going to a mandatory hazing prevention film presentation. Immediately following that, the sisters and I are going over to Starbucks for our COR event. That should be it for today.

Mood: Blah...pretty much.

Want of the day: that things work out as planned.

Tuesday, Sep. 23, 2008

Currently: It has been a busy busy day for yours truly...and it doesn't end here. Just came from my psych/soc. lab. It was actually a lot of fun. Two groups presented today and had us all doing some knitting and then interviewing eachother. Haha. The interview portion was my favorite cause I went from naming Al Pacino as my favorite actor, to naming Rent as my favorite movie!haha. Talk about opposites attracting! Anyways, before that I had a test for my psych/soc. lecture class and I think it went pretty fine. Now i'm in the library hanging out. As soon as i'm done updating I am going to statistics, then back to the apartment where I will probably start studying for my Neuroscience exam on friday. At 8:00 I have to meet with one of my sisters and we will be going over to the paper office to "welcome" a fourth girl that signed a bid to join the sisterhood...hey, it was my excuse to stop by the paper office and tell a friend of mine there "you're next!" Haha. Seriously, she may be! Cause more and more of the paper staff is joining AST! First, my big sister, then me, then another girl named Janae, who happens to be one of the new girls and now this girl! I'm telling you, she'll eventually do it. Haha. I am evil. Anyways, after that I will be taking another fearful walk all the way back to my apartment and once I get there, will continue to study. Yay!!!!!!

Mood: Tired...but okay, otherwise.

Want of the day: That everything works out as planned.

Monday, Sep. 22, 2008

Currently: So I have a hilariously funny story about last night. I went outside for a smoke and started talking to this couple who coincidentally happened to also be my neighbors from across the hall. I complained to them about how small, crummy and lousy my apartment was, and they wanted to see it for themselves. So I decide to take them to see my apartment. Now, I had remembered how before my roomate had said that whenever I bring somebody over to call her beforehand, and for some reason just thought to myself "Fuck it, why should I call her when they won't be staying for long anyways?" Plus, I didn't have my phone with me, so thus, I took them in to see the apartment without calling lil' miss thang. So we get in and she realizes what I had done and didn't say anything but had her back turned to us the entire time...but mind you, they were only there for about a minute. All I did was quickly take them through the apartment and to my room. I then went over by their apartment to see how much bigger it is than mine. Well, I come back in my apartment from their apartment, and miss thang is on the phone crying to her mommy (as she always is) about how she had told me twice that she wanted me to call her before I brought anybody over and I broke her little rule. Now, here is my view on this. First of all, I'm a grown adult and don't need to be telling you who I bring over, especially if the person or people don't even stay for that long...or long at all. The longest I had a person over was for five fucking minutes. Second of all, if she were to bring any of her friends over (which she understandably doesn't even have much of), I wouldn't care one bit. I had asked her once about why she felt the need to have this little rule of hers and she goes "oh, so that I can know in advance and clean the apartment." Um, reality check: People don't fucking care how clean an apartment is! It's not like i'm having them over for dinner or anything, Idiot! She's really making me mad right now with her ridiculosuness. And in the meanwhile, I can hear her mother on the phone screaming to her "You have to stop being too nice to her!" Um, excuse me lady? Since when was she ever "too nice" to me? I'm not the one who threw a hissy fit and started slamming doors for no reason on her first day here. I'm also not the one who disrespected any of her parents while they were there. I was always the one who played the big person role when it came to her, me and our apartment, so don't you dare try to label me as the evil and intolerable one. That woman has some fucking nerve, especially since she as well was mighty rude to me my first day here...she wouldn't even say "hello" to me. *sigh* This is fucking ridiculous. I never had to go through shit like this with my previous roomates, not even Queenie. I really don't know what i'm going to do right now. This girl is really pushing my buttons...i'm seriously starting to think that she's jealous of me cause I have more friends than her fat, pitiful ass. Hey, it's not my fault. It's called actually TALKING to people, instead of moping around and then crying to your mommy. THAT is how you make friends. Don't take your fucking insecurities out on me, cause I had nothing to do with them. Anyways, i'm about to go back to the apartment now to study. Luckily, she is not there. How I will get through this semester is beyond me.

P.S. I actually wrote her an apology note, stating that I will try my best to not make that mistake again, just so she'll stop bitching. Once again, I AM the bigger person.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: that I study well and not lose my mind.

Sunday, Sep. 21, 2008

Currently: So my day has been pretty blah so far. Last night, for one, I decided to go to bed ridiculously early because I was really tired for some reason and just couldn't concentrate enough to study. This morning I woke up feeling better, so I did get to study for my psych/soc. test on Tuesday a little more. After that, I met up with my lab partner and we practiced some kinesiology lab things. I feel that I understand that class a little more, but still not enough. *sigh* I digress. In between, we got something to eat and then decided to study psych/soc. together a little bit. I then went to the paper meeting and picked up an article. Right now i'm just waiting until my sorority meeting starts at 7:00. After that, I will be going back to the apartment to continue on my studies. Yay!!!! Not.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: That I get a good amount of studying done.

Saturday, Sep. 20, 2008

Currently: Today has been ridiculously and painfully boring. I woke up, got something to eat, got a few things at the dollar store and have been trying to study for the past five hours or so. For some reason, it's been real hard trying to stay concentrated on studying today...I don't know if it's because it's saturday or what, but whatever the case, it's been bothering me a little bit. I think I should just go out for another smoke or something and maybe i'll be able to re-group...or something.

Mood: Bored.

Want of the day: Blah.

Friday, Sep. 19, 2008

Currently: Just got done taking a long ass nap. Right now i'm sipping on some ice cold water and...well, updating my journal! Haha. After i'm done here, i'm going out for a smoke then studying my ass off for most likely the rest of the night. *sigh* And oh yea, this morning went pretty well. Didn't have Neuroscience or lab today cause my teacher for those classes is out of town. So I pretty much just dropped my activity analysis report at my psych/soc teacher's mailbox, then went to the library and started research for my Medical Science paper on sickle cell anemia. After that, I met up with some girls from my class and we got keys to the mat lab so we could practice our Kinesiology lab things. We were there for over two hours. After that, one of the girls drove all of us to a Chinese buffet, and honestly, I hadn't eaten that much in awhile...yea, it was that bad. Haha. After that, I came back to the apartment and crashed for a good few hours. And once again, here I am now. Study time!!!

Mood: Good...how about you?? Haha.

Want of the day: To get much studying done.

Thursday, Sep. 18, 2008

Currently: Another busy day down and one more to go. I had four classes today and took a statistics test. Right now i'm relaxing a little bit in the apartment. In a few, i'm going to go to Bid Night, which is an event where I pretty much find out who my new sorority sisters are...not like I really care, anyways. Haha. I am so apathetic. After that, we are all heading back to the AST house to hang out with the new girls...and then after that I am going to the library to finish my psych/soc presentation report. I'm a little worried about that because by the time i'm done it will definitely be dark outside and I will most likely be walking by myself all the way back to my apartment. Lately, there have been a few troubling incidences occuring, oh so coincidently, around where my apartment is at night. And it doesn't really help that just the other day, right after I was notified of these occurences, some random crazy guy tries to follow me into my apartment. My life is just one giant comedy, aint it? Haha. But really, this is no laughing matter. I don't know what i'm going to do tonight. My heart tells me to have security take me to my apartment, but at the same time i'm thinking "How fucking old am I again? This is ridiculous!" Yea. I don't know. We shall see what becomes of me. Damn this place.

Mood: Okay...but tired.

Want of the day: That I don't get attacked in some way tonight.

Wednesday, Sep. 17, 2008

Currently: Just got out of Neuroscience. Just sitting in the library for a little bit and then I have work from 11-2. After that, i'm going to get something to eat then go back to the apartment and continue studying (I will be partially studying at work). I also have to complete my article for next week's paper. And...that really should be it for today.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: Ummmm...???

Tuesday, Sep. 16, 2008

Currently: Today was expectedly a very busy one for myself. Woke up and went to my 8:00 am class, had a Medical Science quiz, did my psych/soc presentation (which I guess went well...according to my classmates), had five classes total and studied a little bit. I am so tired and worn out and cold as well. That's what happens when you live down in a basement. Everything's much cooler down here. Anyways, about to go brush my teeth, shower and go to bed. Tommorrow brings more exciting adventures from myself. Haha. Okay, goodnight.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: None, day is done.

Monday, Sep. 15, 2008

Currently: I'm about ready to pass out right now. Woke up early to go to work. Worked from 8:00 am to 3:00 pm. Work was crazy today. I got about a million calls from people who wanted to re-set their passwords. People, it's called checking deadlines so that you re-set the damn password on time!!! That's what I do anyways. *sigh* Anyways, after work I got something to eat then printed some things for my psych/soc presentation tommorrow. And here I am back in the apartment. Once i'm done typing this up, i'm going to take a nap cause I really need one. After that i'm going to review my presentation outline for tommorrow, then study for my other classes. I have a Medical Science quiz tommorrow on a bunch of things, so i'm thinking that that should be my priority tonight.

Mood: Tired...but okay, in general.

Want of the day: To continue to get things done and be sure of myself.

Sunday, Sep. 14, 2008

Currently: Last night was pretty cool. I once again got bored in my apartment and decided to go out. I called up one of my sisters and by that time she had already arrived at the frat house. So I decide to walk over there by myself. Once I got there I wasted no time. I went down to the basement and played a good 'ole game of flip cup...I think that's becoming my favorite. Haha. Anyways, the game was a success and by the end of it I was tipsy, but I wouldn't say really "drunk" yet. So I get word that the girls are going to another frat party so I follow them there. Once there, i'm screaming at the top of my lungs "I need a drink now!!!!" Haha. Eventually some of the girls let me have their drinks and I proceed to chugging them all. Yea. After that, i'm all of a sudden asking the girls to feel my nipple piercing. Hahahah!!! I cannot believe I even said that. I even re-call telling another one of the girls that I liked to eat furry white rabits. Once again, wtf? Haha. But miraculously, I actually get one of the girls to touch my nipple and after awhile she exclaims "I feel it! I feel it!" Hahaha. I really surprise myself sometimes. So after awhile we leave that party and decide to take a midnight trip to McDonalds. While we're walking there, my still-belligerent ass stumbles down the street with my eyes closed (as it is raining mind you) and says "look! I can walk with my eyes closed!" Once we get to McDonalds I pig out on not one, but TWO double cheeseburgers. Meanwhile, one of my other sisters buys a happy meal (wtf?) and exclaims that the little "Dorothy" doll that they gave her freaked her out (again, wtf?). So I'm trying to convince her to take Dorothy home with her, but she wasn't having it. She even threw poor Toto away! Once she does that I yell in a semi-Middle Eastern-semi-Spanish accent "You kill Toto, you BASTARD!!" Haha. Of course at this point, all of McDonalds is staring at us. Anyways, I finally get home in one peace. I of course don't go to bed right away and just speak to some people on the phone for about an hour. I then finally brush my teeth, shower and go to bed. Which now brings us to today.Haha. Thus far I woke up, ate, finished my statistics article summary...and that is it. Once i'm done here, i'm going to try to finish up my presentation outline for psych/soc. After that, i'm briefly heading back to the apartment then back out again for my Paper meeting. After the paper meeting is my sorority meeting. After that, I will be back at the apartment studying and doing work for Medical Science. And that should be it for today. Hopefully after last night the girls don't think i'm too weird. Haha.

Mood: Okay...but kind of stressed.

Want of the day: To get things done.

Saturday, Sep. 13, 2008

Currently: Woke bright and early this morning to do community service. I was having a little bit of a tough time while there though, cause for some reason I was in a really sad mood. And I don't even know why. I've been sad since last night while I was watching Rent. I really hate it when I feel empty or sad and can't find a reason why. *sigh* But anyways, I went to the Habitat for Humanity building and sorted papers, organized monopoly games and swept and mopped the kitchen and bathroom floors. After that, I went and got something to eat. Right now I am in the poweroom screwing around. haha. I just texted my kinesiology lab partner, asking her when she'll be able to meet up and practice what we have learned so far. As I am waiting for her to return my text, I will be working on my psych/soc presentation on tuesday. And that is it so far. Depending on when my partner gets back to me, today will be either really fast or really slow...but i'd prefer for it to be fast, thank you very much.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: That things work out okay.

Friday, Sep. 12, 2008

Currently: Just got out of Neuroscience and in the library now. I have lab after this. I am really worried about that class because it's the type of class that you need a lot of practicing in to get the required movements and whatnot down...but I haven't been practicing at all, besides in the lab itself. It seems that no one has been available to practice with me and there's so much to be learned in so little time. I'm the type of person that likes being sure that I have everything learned well and know what i'm doing, especially for a lab practical. So the lack of practicing has definitely gotten to me. I don't know. I'm going to talk to my teacher about it and see what he thinks. Anyways, after i'm done here in the library, i'm going to get something to eat and then go straight to lab. After lab, I have to go wax my eyebrows. And I guess that's it for today. I'm going to take a break from studying tonight, as I will be doing it practically all day tommorrow...which reminds me, fuck! I have community service to do bright and early in the morning and won't be done until noon...that may or may not alter my studying schedule. We'll see.

Mood: Slightly stressed.

Want of the day: That I continue to get work done, atleast.

Thursday, Sep. 11, 2008

Currently: Today was incredibly busy and stressful. I first had Kinesiology lecture, which was okay. After class, since Medical Science was cancelled for today, I met up with my partner, or "co-leader" to discuss our activity for the psych/soc. lab presentation next week. We had a few difficulties coming up with ideas for the activity that would integrate all of the guidlines detailed in our text. It was mostly hard because my partner and I had different interpretations on how the activity was supposed to be laid out. Eventually, we had to consult with our professor for the best option. That's when I found out that my idea was pretty much shit and that I had to come up with a new one. That is about also the time that I discover that I don't even have my textbook and folder that I would need to come up with a new idea with me. So after we were done speaking with the professor, I walk all the way back to my apartment (which is really far from campus) pick up my psych/soc things, drop some other things off, and head all the way back to the library. At this point, I decide to devote my entire time at the library working on psych/soc. (which included my lab report for that class that's due tommorrow). Thankfully, I come up with a pretty good activity. After that I went to lunch, ate mighty quickly and went to psych/soc lecture. I tell my partner about what I came up with and she approves. After class, my professor tells me that I should email my idea to her so she could approve it...which i'm about to do. So right now I am in the library. As soon as i'm done e-mailing my teacher, i'm going to study for my Statistics quiz, as well as start working on the article that is due for that class. After that I am going to statistics, and then back to the apartment. I will probably be doing more statistics homework once I get home. I also have some laundry to do. I was going to go out with one of my sisters for her 21st birthday, but don't think I can do so anymore. Oh well.

Mood: Stressed out.

Want of the day: That things work out okay.

Wednesday, Sep. 10, 2008

Currently: Just came from Neuroscience. Won't be here in the library any longer, as I have to go down to the Financial Aide office to show them my social security card so I can be put on the payroll. I also have to make an eyebrow wax appointment at the salon. After that, i'm going to work from 11 to 2, get something to eat and then back to the apartment for about an hour. I then have to get ready and go to my sorority recruitment event. Tonight we are doing a "Superheroes night." I was also invited to someone's birthday party tonight, but not sure if i'm going to go or not, cause tonight's the season premiere of the new Real World/Road Rules challenge. I know that that's a dumb reason to stay home, but it's good enough for me. Haha.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: To have a good one.

Tuesday, Sep. 9, 2008

Currently: As expected, today was incredibly busy...this is actually the busiest i've been since the school year began. I haven't even been at my apartment once today, since I left at 8:00 am!!!!! ...but on the bright side, I did manage to finally get a work study job. I will be starting tommorrow. I'm quite happy with the job thing, I guess which was why I didn't lose my mind today. But anywho, in the library right now, just messing around. I have a meeting to go to at 7:30 and then after that, i'll finally be able to head back to the apartment to study. Oh yea, and my allergies are going away. That is it, my friends.

Mood: Grrrreat! Haha. Corny, I know.

Want of the day: None for now...I am pretty satisfied.

Monday, Sep. 8, 2008

Currently: I wasn't feeling well at all today. This morning I woke up feeling so shitty that I stayed in bed until well past noon. Good thing I didn't have any classes today. At around 1:00 pm, I was able to get up and run some errands. I spent the rest of the day studying after that. I am still feeling like shit and it sucks! It's one of those things where you wish you could go to sleep and wake up and feel completely better...but that's not likely to happen. Hopefully though, i'll feel slightly better, as I have a job interview to go to tommorrow. *sigh* I just hope tommorrow in general won't be miserable for myself.

Mood: Sad and sick.

Want of the day: That tommorrow's okay...and that I get better.

Sunday, Sep. 7, 2008

Currently: So I haven't updated in a few days because yes, I have been too busy actually having a life. Hold the applause for later. Anyways, yesterday I first went to Rite Aide to make a money order, after that I dropped by my apartment for a few, but only to be kidnapped by one of my sisters, Tiffany. We went up to her apartment where I hung out for quite awhile. While there, I was amused by all of the amazing (as well as crazy) party stories told by Tiffany and her roomates. We also watched the movie "Million Dollar Baby." After that, I went back to my apartment and crashed for a few hours. I had been suffering with this terrible cold thing all weekend, so yestrday in particualr, I vowed to myself that I wouldn't go out at all...well, ten o'clock rolls by and guess what i'm doing? Calling Tiffany back to ask if I could go out with her. Haha. So she picks me up at my apartment and we go to the ZBT house. The party was really low key, but I had a good time. More notably was when one of the brothers (whose a semi-friend of mine...he's the one who usually invites me to all the parties) starts acting a little flirtatiously with me. He was touching my face, stroking my hair, kissing my forehead, and, not to mention, hugging me a whole lot. That was pretty interesting. But it doesn't end there. Towards the end of the night, we all decide to play a little drinking game called flip cup (it was my first time ever playing, by the way) and it was all fun and whatnot at first, but then, next thing you know, i'm running frantically up the stairs and to the bathroom and start puking a whole lot. But the weird thing with that was the fact that even after I had puked my brains off, not only did I feel better, but I was also able to get in one last drink without puking again. That was really weird. Usually after I puke a lot, I end up feeling really sick afterwards and just wanting to go to sleep...but this time, it's like nothing even happened. Wow. Is that an alcoholic sign, or what? But whatever the case, the party was a lot of fun and I am officially quite fond of the Zeeb brothers.=) As for today...well, it was just that. For one, my stupidity for deciding to go to a party eventhough I was sick got the best of me, as I woke up feeling worse and practically coughing up a lung. But of course, that didn't stop the little engine that is me. I went to a class picnic earlier in the day and then came back and totally crashed. I swear, my nap today lasted about four hours. Luckily though, my roomate was nice enough to make me some tea, so that aided a little in my recovery. After that, I did some studying and whateverelse. It was hard doing so though, as I was sick throughout...but I did it. I try. Anyways, right now I am watching the interactive-disaster known as the MTV VMA's. I swear, this year's show was horrible. I really miss the traditional setting of the show and am not a fan of this one. And Britney Spears...WTF???!! It's obvious they (MTV) felt bad for her ass and decided to let her win a bunch of awards in hopes that she does't have another breakdown. *sigh* Anyways, g'night.

Mood: Sick. =(

Want of the day: That I get better.

Friday, Sep. 5, 2008

Currently: Sitting in the library. I still have one more class to go to, which is my Kinesiology lab. After that I will be stopping by the Financial Aide office to pick up an authorization form so that I can get a job on campus. After that, i'm going back to the apartment, where i'll be finishing up my article for the paper, possibly making a few phone calls and studying, of course. My roomate is planning on making cake and pizza for us tonight, so i'm most likely not going to eat lunch. If she ends up not cooking, then i'm screwed. Haha. I was also invited to another Fraternity party tonight, so I may or may not go. We'll see.

Mood: Tired.

Want of the day: To wake the hell up.

Thursday, Sep. 4, 2008

Currently: God DAMN! What a busy day I had!!!! I had four classes, almost in a row (Kinesiology, Medical Science, Psych.soc. and Statistics) and then a sorority recruitment party. The party was cool though. We had some potentials over at the house and did a fun little "80's night" thing. The only thing I didn't like was at the end, when we girls sat in a semi-circle and pretty much "analyzed" the potentials. A lot of the sisters said some pretty disrespectful things about some of the potentials. That makes me upset only because to me, a sorority that prides itself on wholeheartedly accepting diversity shouldn't be making comments like "she's really weird," or "I don't like the way she speaks," and, which really pissed me off, ripping someone apart because of their disability. Just because you don't have one, doesn't mean that a person who does should be banished from this Earth. Talk about hypocrisy. *sigh* But anywho, just glad that that part of the night is over. Right now I am procrastinating...yes, procrastinating. On the bright side though, I did manage to get a 100% on my Statistics quiz. Can I say? CACHING!!!!!!!! Haha. Sorry, I think i'm still a little high on caffeine. Hopefully I can get to studying soon...anyways, g'night!

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: None...I guess.

Wednesday, Sep. 3, 2008

Currently: Wow. I just realized that i'm supposed to shorten september as "sept." and not "sep."...but oh well, too late to fix that. *shrugs* I only had one class today, which was Neuroscience. Right now I am in the library. Soon i'm going out to get lunch and then i'm going back to the apartment where I will be studying and working on an article for the paper. Much later on I have a sorority meeting. And that is it for today.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: That things continue to get done.

Tuesday, Sep. 2, 2008

Currently: EW!!! For busy days. Today has been ridiculously so. *sigh* I had my Kinesiology lecture early this morning, directly followed by Medical Science. After that, had a brief, one hour break. At that time, I went to the library and ran some errands. After that, I went to lunch. Right after lunch, went back to my psych/soc. lecture. Immediately following lecture, I went to psych/soc. lab. We did a fun little activity today, that trained us in how to lead and manage therapeutic groups. It was a lot of fun. And now here I am, back in the library. I still have statistics to go to in about half an hour or so. *sigh* I hate anything that involves numbers, so let's say Statistics is the ONE class that I think i'm really going to hate this semester. But i'll get through it anyways. I'm really thirsty too, for some reason. I think, after this, I should go get something to drink. Good idea.

Mood: Pretty good.

Want of the day: None really...

Monday, Sep. 1, 2008

Currently: Welcome to the fall season, all!!! Yesterday was a snooze-fest for myself, so i'm not even getting into it. Anyways, today shall be today. In a few, i'm about to go get something to eat then start on some studying, as well as print some crap for class. I have a newspaper meeting to go to later on as well. I really don't know what else to think of for today, so...that's it.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.