Monday, March 31, 2008

Currently: Done with my first three classes for the day. I took my Anatomy quiz this morning and think I did pretty well. Right now I'm just going to chill out for a bit then go to Neuro. lab. After that, I plan to maybe stop by the library for a few and do some studying. Later on, I may go to my sorority sister Colleen's place to do some practicing for our big exam tommorrow night. ...and yea, that is all I can come up with. Have a great day.=)

Mood: slightly blah but close to good/okay.

Want of the day: To get everything done and make use of time.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Currently: Very late update. Ooops. So yesterday's Man-hate day didn't go exactly as planned. Just as I was trying to mope around and not have contact with anybody, some aquaintances of mine invited me to a party and I couldn't refuse that. So later on that night, I met up at their apartment upstairs and we went to someonelse's apartment off-cmapus. From there, one of the girls and her boyfriend took me to a party entirely off-campus and it was a good time. I had quite a few to drink and played a little drinking game called Fuck the dealer. After that, I proceeded to dance rather intimately with a few of the guys in tow...I was actually grinding on one of their legs and I think we came *nay* close to making out, but I declined it because i'm done with that stuff. It's time to get serious. I also had the luxury and pleasure of *accidentally* sitting on someone's piss and almost getting puked on...it was still a good night though. I ended up spending the night over there, got up at 10:00 am, and was driven back to the apartment. Once I got back, I went back to sleep, then woke up, completed my article for the paper, got ready, got something to eat, went to the library and did some studying, went to my AST meeting, and now here I am. I'm just going to continue studying for things and then call it a night.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: None. Day is done.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Currently:Hung out with Cameron last night. Woke up a few hours ago. Doing absolutely nothing now. In a few, i'm going to get ready and head out. First, i'm going to get something to eat, then maybe go to the library or Power Room to do some research for my theology class, and of course, study in between for that sorority test and Anatomy quiz. After that, I have to go to a TIPS session for the sorority and much later on I have to meet up with the girls at the power room again to paint our paddle. Blah...blah...blah. The only thing I am really looking forward to today is celebrating man-hate day. It is a holiday that I invented to celebrate the ones who fuck me over the most; men! Pretty much, I plan to treat every male I come across like shit. No more holding doors, no more doing favors, no more talking politely...they will all get the raw and uncensored me, and it's NOT going to be pretty.

Mood: Blah...and angry.

Want of the day: To follow up with my plan and treat every male I see deservingly like shit.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Currently: Took my Philosophy test this morning and think I did well. Once I was done with that, I went to the hair salon and got my hair and eyebrows done. After that I got something to eat. Right now i'm just sitting around and just hanging out. In a few, i'm going to continue to study for the sorority test as well as my Anatomy quiz on monday. Later on, I may go to Wal-Mart to get some paint to paint my Big's paddle...not sure yet though, but we'll see what kind of mood i'll be in.

Mood: Just hangin' there.

Want of the day: Maybe something interesting happens?

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Currently: In between classes. Last night, the girls gave me a nickname; it is "stanza," because I consider myself the female version of George Costanza (from Seinfeld) and I like to write poems, which contain stanzas! So yea, there you go, me in a nut-shell. I really like my nickname though, because I feel it really brings out my personality. After I'm done here in the library, I have one more three-hour class. After that, I am heading back to the apartment where I will be studying a lot for my Philosophy test tommorrow and as well look over notes for my sorority test and of course, Anatomy notes. Thankfully, today won't be as busy as the last few have been, which only makes me happy because I am so tired and don't think I can get anymore tired this week at all.

Mood: tired.

Want of the day: to study well and efficiently and make good use of my free time.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Currently: Today has been pretty busy thus far. First, I went to all three classes in a row, then after my final class for the day, I went by the bookstore to pick up a poster board for our new member bake sale advertisement, then I went to the ATM and withdrew some money, then I went down to the mail room and picked up the cookies for the bake sale, then came here to the apartment, changed my hair appointment to accomodate weekend sorority sessions, and already made the poster advertisement. Now, in a few, i'm going over to the library to type up my research paper for theoretical foundations, then I have to come back to the apartment, get ready, and go to Nickname Night at the house. After that, I plan to come back to the apartment and study for the sorority's National Collegiate Exam, as well as do a little bit of reviewing for Anatomy and Philosophy 2. *exhales*...and i'm out!

Mood: Busy and allover the place.

Want of the day: That things continue on the right track.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Currently: Yesterday I got a few things accomplished. I did my laundry, got a start on my review article and also got a start on my paper for Theoretical Foundations. Today I will continue working on the research paper and maybe do a little bit of Anatomy studying. I'm just sad that Queenie and Chelsea are coming back today and I will no longer have the apartment all to myself.=( Those two have also been really getting on my nerves lately, so that doesn't help. Knowing them, they will probably brag to eachother about the gay 'ole time they had over break with their boyfriends...and continue to ignore me, of course. Aaaahhhhh what a wonderful time I must be having! Oh well. Moving on...

Mood: Just there.

Want of the day: To get a lot done and not have anymore to worry about.

Monday, March 24, 2008

Currently: I apologize for my little bitter tirade from yesterday. I just had a lot in my head and took it out on the wrong people or things, I guess. Today is going to be pretty drab, plain and boring. Right now I am doing some laundry and watching "The View." After that, I plan to start writing my review article for the paper and begin my Article review paper for my Theoretical Foundations class. In between, I plan to go to McDonalds and pick up something to eat. That is today.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: To get everything done and not procrastinate.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Currently: In the apartment now. It is Easter...a very bitter one for yours truly, that is. Truth is, I don't see the point in celebrating a so-called "holiday" that centers on some pitiful, dictator-wannabe, guy who preaches about unrealistic things like "God" and the "heavens." I mean, if anything he ever said were true, I wouldn't be a loner, wouldn't have an asshole father or an autistic brother, wouldn't be so insecure, wouldn't be so talentless, wouldn't be as useless as I sometimes am, wouldn't have to depend on smoking to keep my restless mind sane, wouldn't have such a cold and withdrawn family, oh, and most importantly, will have been in atleast ONE good, serious relationship. Is that too much for a young girl to ask? And it is not just my personal issues that I speak of. What about all of the injustices in this world committed day to day? What about all of the starving children in Africa? What about the out of proportion poverty rate in this world? How come there are good people out there who are bipolar, on welfare and about to die alone all at once? Why are there more good people out there who feel needless and invisible? What about us? Where is this "higher spirit" amidst all of this?...I guess he is too busy granting the needs of the wealthy, skinny, blonde-haired, blue eyed girls named Jennifer.
Nevertheless, Happy Easter!=)

Mood: Bitter

Want of the day: Whatever.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Currently: Just hanging out. Yesterday we went to Cara's uncle's 50th b-day party then we went bowling...We also watched the movie "The Lakehouse"...and that's about it. Today I think we're going to see a movie and we're going square dancing. I'm not sure of anything else.

Mood: Blah-ish.

Want of the day: Something interesting happens and that I don't get sad for no reason again.

friday, march 21, 2008

currently: still at cara's. yesterday we didn't do much besides watch movies and bs. today i have no idea. oh well again.

mood: okay.

want of the day: something interesting happens.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Currently: I am at Cara's right now. I'm just sad cause I didn't get to watch the finale of gauntlet 3 last night.=( Oh well.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: Something interesting happens?

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Currently: *sigh* Sorry that I updated so late. I just got done hanging with my Big cause she was helping me find a place to buy that little paddle that I have to make for her for intitiation. After that, I spent some time with her at her apartment and played with her little cat DC.=) I'm just glad that I got this paddle stuff over with, cause that was the one thing that was really stressing me out. In a few i'm going to pack and go home with Cara for Easter Break. I was going to stay here on campus but she didn't think it was a good idea, so I accepted her invitation home. Back to the 'ole country!haha.

Mood: Tired but okay.

Want of the day: To continue getting things done well.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Currently: Done with my one and only class for today. I took the lab practical and think I did pretty well. Don't really know what's in store today. I know that I will start research for my Theoretical Foundations paper. Also, later on, I have a long ass sorority meeting to attend. I will not be editing papers tonight because I don't think we're putting out an issue tommorrow because of the break and all. I guess that's it.
P.S. I'm glad that I did really well on yesterday's lab practical.=)

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: Maybe that something interesting happens.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Currently: Done with my first three classes for today. I am about to continue studying my Neuro. notes for my practical later on. I cannot wait to just get it over with! Being in a sorority is also continuing to kick me in the ass. I may have a meeting later on...I am not even sure yet. Plus, I have a load of other things to do for it (such as fundraising, paddles, etc.). But before I go to the meeting tonight, I have to go to open lab, because I have another lab practical tommorrow.Plus, I am also pretty stressed about getting a date for formal. I am thinking of asking one of my sisters to ask a few of the ROTC guys for me...see how that goes.

Mood: Blah.

Want of the day: That everything works out okay.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Currently: Last night wasn't very eventful. I went with Cameron to that corny St. Patrick's day event and stayed until midnight so that I could at least win some prizes at the ticket drawing...I ended up winning a cute green little leprechuan bear. After that, I went back to my apartment, listened to some music and went to sleep. This is my second year in a row not doing any hard partying for St. Patrick's Day, and that's very depressing. I even saw my Big at the event but couldn't leave with her because she was going to the Bar and i'm not 21 yet. Oh well. Today's going to be moderately busy for me. In a few i'm going to get dressed, go out for a smoke, get something to eat, and then go to open lab and stop by the library afterwards. After that I am coming back to the apartment where I will be doing some hardcore Neuro. studying. After that I have to get dressed and go to my sorority meeting...then come back again and continue studying.

Mood: Blah-ish.

Want of the day: To get everyhting done well.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Currently: I got my Big last night. Her name is Natalie. She seems pretty cool. We are both really into music and love Converse shoes. After we all found out who our Bigs were, we ate out at some Diner. I only had chili and a chesseburger. I hope that Natalie and I can grow close before she graduates in May. That would be cool. As for today...not too sure of what's going on. I just got back from getting something to eat and buying a few things at the dollar store. I guess i'm just going to do a little bit of laundry and study my Neuro. notes in between. Later on, I may go to some corny St. Patrick's Day event at my school with Cameron and maybe (hopefully) a party at the Pike's. We shall see.

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: Something interesting happens.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Currently: Done with classes for the day. I am about to chill for a little bit, then look over my Neuro. notes some more. After that, I may get a little something to eat then go to open lab. Later on tonight I have to go to Big/Little night, where I pretty much find out who my Big is. Supposedly, after we meet at the house, they are taking us out somewhere...I guess either to dinner or to a party. See what happens!!

Mood: Okay.

Want of the day: For something interesting to happen.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Currently: In between classes. I am in the library just messing around until my next class. I am glad that I got a B on my Therapeutic Intervention Midterm...I hope I did okay on my Theoretical Foundations midterm, which i'll hopefully find out in a few hours! I still don't know how I did on my Anatomy test and quiz, but once again, we'll see. After class i'm going to go back to the apartment and take a nap. After that, i'm going to the house to pick up yet another gift from my Big sister, then go to open lab. After that, i'm going back to the apartment to study and finally catch up with my theology 2 class readings. This is my first free thursday in awhile, so hopefully I will get to watch a new episode of Grey's Anatomy. I miss that show.=( ***Update!!!*** I just checked for my Anatomy test and quiz grades and I got an A on the quiz and a C on the test. meh.

Mood: Okay...I guess.

Want of the day: To get an interesting gift? That is all I have for today.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Currently: I am slightly stressed today but not grumpy. I just took my Anatomy test and quiz and am not too sure of how I did on them...I probably did better on the quiz than the test, but we'll see. In a few, i'm going to study my Neuro. notes, than later on i'm going to get something to eat, go to open lab then go to the library and print out my Philosophy 2 notes as well as a few things for my therapeutic intervention class. After that, i'm going to stop by the house to retrieve another present from my Big, whom I actually have a good idea of now (that skull mug gift gave it away, haha.). After that, I am coming back to the apartment, where I will be reading a few things for Therapeutic Intervention and maybe looking at Neuro. notes a little more. Busy, Busy, Busy!

Mood: A little stressed, but hanging on.

Want of the day: That everything works out as planned.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Currently: Done with my one and only class for the day. I'm about to stall here in the library for a few, and then I am going to get some lunch. After that, i'm going back to the apartment to study for my Anatomy test tommorrow...as well as review some Neuro. lab things. Later on, I am going to edit a few papers at the office and check on the status of my guest editorial, then I have a sorority meeting at the house...while there, I have to pick up a present that my Big (whom I still don't know yet) left for me. I was also supposed to pick something up last night but was obviously too tired to, which means that tonight I will be receiving TWICE the amount of gifts! CHUCHING!!!!!! Sorry, it has already been a long week for me.

Mood: Tired...and I don't know, just not feeling well.

Want of the day: To feel better and get things done.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Currently: I am finally back in school. Obviously, I didn't go to any of my four classes today. I was, however, able to catch up on my Anatomy notes...thank God for powerpoints! I was also able to write my guest Editorial for the paper and send it to the Editor in chief. So for now, i'm going to continue studying Anatomy and Neuro. lab things to get ready for those respective tests. Back to the good 'ole grind!

Mood: Weak and slightly stressed.

Want of the day: That I continue to get things done and not procrastinate.

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Currently: I am obviously still at home. I will find out in a few minutes when the next Bus leaves so that I can get this shit over with. *sigh* I have so much to do when I get back, but i'm not too stressed about it...I have given myself time to breathe and get myself together.

Mood: Calm.

Want of the day: To get everything over with.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Currently: I am beyond stressed right now. I finally started studying cause I have a bullshit lab practical on Monday. To make it even worse, the weather here is beyond shitty and because of that, I may not even be able to leave tonight. Hopefully, my school will cancel classes on Monday, since a lot of people will probably have trouble getting back. If they don't cancel classes, I will be even more pissed and stressed out. Wish me luck. ***Update!!*** So turns out my pratical isn't until the 17th, so i'll be able to study some more until then. Feel much better about that. I will continue to study a little tonight though. Also, because of the existing weather conditions, I will not be able to leave tonight. I will be leaving tommorrow night instead and will be back in school by Monday afternoon. This means that I will be missing a whole day of classes, but i'm sure i'll be able to catch up.

Mood: Stressed and pissed.

Want of the day: That everything works out as planned.

Friday, March 7, 2008

Currently: So yesterday was cool. I finally got to warm up my car and drive it a little. I also went to the city and met with my friend at her school. She introduced me to her other friends, and they seem cool. Before we went to the 90's party, we went to some psychic/illusionist/mind reading show in the main theater. All in all, it was pretty cool, though I don't buy any of that supernatural crap. After that, we went to the 90's party, which wasn't all that it was cracked up to be at all...so I decided to not spend the night at the school and went home. On a side note, the guys at my friend's school are pretty good looking...too bad most of them are gay! This really isn't fair. Why do the gay boys have to have all of the most gorgeous men to themselves? Depressing. Anyways, I leave for school again tommorrow...and I still hadn't done any studying at all. I haven't even glanced at a book. How sad. I will try my best later on tonight to at least do some studying.

Mood: Slightly stressed.

Want of the day: To get at least a little bit of studying done.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Currently: Still haven't been studying AT ALL!!! There's something really wrong with me. Anyways, later on I am meeting up with my friend in the city and we're going to a 90's sleep over party, cause we all know how much I love the 90's!!! After that, we're spending the night at her school. I'm just glad that I get to get out of this damn house.

Mood: Restless, anxious and a little excited.

Want of the day: That I have some fun later on!

Wenesday, March 5, 2008

Currently: I have no idea what is in store today. I just woke up from a long nap and just kinda sitting here for now. I may go out but I don't even know yet...and father dearest (I say that very sarcastically) is supposed to be putting gas in my car today...but I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't, cause that's how he is. I think I should also call the Driving School to make an appointment for my defensive driver's course on staurday, which is the same day I leave. Might as well get THAT over with, right? Oh, and I should be studying today too...ahhhh, procrastination sucks.

Mood: Dizzy.

Want of the day: For everything to work out okay.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Currently: I'm about to get ready to go do my hair and eyebrows. It is raining where I am today and...blah. That is all I have to say. I think that this is my last day chillaxin' cause I have to get to studying STAT!

Mood: Hmmmmm...


Want of the day: To continue chillaxin'.

Monday, March 3, 2008

Currently: Just got ready and am about to go out to the mall to do some shopping. As usual, things with my car are stagnant. Yea.

Mood: Whatever.

Want of the day: To get shit done.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Currently: Settling down at home. I've already started studying for my next sorority quiz, in which we have to memorize random facts about all of the sisters...it is amusing. Other than that, nothing much going on, just relaxing.

Mood: None specifically...just chillaxin'.haha.

Want of the day: Ummmmmm...nothing. haha.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Currently: Ugh. Today was soooooooooooo long! Greyhound was once again sucking dick. First, I have to wait for fucking hours for my first bus, THEN I end up having to sit next to this old French lady who smelled like Garlic, THEN I wait for fucking ever AGAIN for my bus home and end up getting a young ass driver who doesn't know my area too well and ends up getting lost. Oh, and it doesn't end there. I finally get close to home but have to wait awhile again for the damn taxi cab...needless to say, I got home past noon today, which is why I ended up updating so late.

Mood: Grumpy.

Want of the day: None. Day is done.