Currently: In the apartment now. It is Easter...a very bitter one for yours truly, that is. Truth is, I don't see the point in celebrating a so-called "holiday" that centers on some pitiful, dictator-wannabe, guy who preaches about unrealistic things like "God" and the "heavens." I mean, if anything he ever said were true, I wouldn't be a loner, wouldn't have an asshole father or an autistic brother, wouldn't be so insecure, wouldn't be so talentless, wouldn't be as useless as I sometimes am, wouldn't have to depend on smoking to keep my restless mind sane, wouldn't have such a cold and withdrawn family, oh, and most importantly, will have been in atleast ONE good, serious relationship. Is that too much for a young girl to ask? And it is not just my personal issues that I speak of. What about all of the injustices in this world committed day to day? What about all of the starving children in Africa? What about the out of proportion poverty rate in this world? How come there are good people out there who are bipolar, on welfare and about to die alone all at once? Why are there more good people out there who feel needless and invisible? What about us? Where is this "higher spirit" amidst all of this?...I guess he is too busy granting the needs of the wealthy, skinny, blonde-haired, blue eyed girls named Jennifer.
Nevertheless, Happy Easter!=)
Mood: Bitter
Want of the day: Whatever.
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