Sunday, Sept. 27, 2009

Currently: Sorority girls are fucking bitches and can fucking die...excluding myself and a few not so bad ones, of course. Way to start an entire fucking night of studying, eh?

Saturday, Sept. 26, 2009

Currently: Today's one of those days where I would just like to jam to smooth R&B or smooth alternative all day.

Friday, Sept. 25, 2009

Currently: At work right now. I will be here until 3 pm. Blah. I'm going to use literally all of today to study for my Physical Disabilities test on Monday. I did do a lot of studying last night, but only got through two chapters...and I still have two more to go! AAHHHH! I don't know why, but my professors this year are being SUPER strict for no reason...and "strict" really intimidates me.Haha Anyways, once i'm done here i'm picking up my check, going to the bank and then going back to the apartment to nap. After that i'll be studying all night until I decide to go to sleep. No going out for me tonight. Tommorrow I have to be up early anyway to get ready and take a one hour drive to my friend Cara's wedding. I'm really looking forward to that. Watching two people in love exchange their vows and demonstrate their devotion to each other is really cool...I really hope that that can be me some day.

Wednesday, Sept. 23, 2009

Currently: I've been busy, busy, busy as usual. Took my first Pediatrics test of the semester yesterday...and didn't do so well on it. That ruined my entire day. I was so upset and hopeless...I even briefly thought about dropping out of school. It was that bad. But i'm feeling slightly better today. Took my first Ethics test of the semester and thankfully I have a good feeling that my grade on that test will be WAY better than my grade on my Pediatrics test. For now i'm passing a little time and then I have a sorority executive commitee meeting to attend to. I am meeting with the commitee to finish updating our chapter Bylaws. Blah. Dry material altogether. Once that's done and over with, i'm coming back to the apartment and Physical Disabilities will own my life. Since I didn't do so well in Pediatrics, i'm going to try to compensate for that by kicking Physical Disabilities' ass!Haha I take that test on Monday. This weekend, in the meanwhile, will probably be my last hurrah for hard Bar visits and drinking. And I say this because...let's just say last weekend after attending my sorority sister Kate's bachelorette party, I had a near-death experience. Not only did I puke my brains out, but at one point, I swear I was completely disoriented and could barely answer my friend Jenn when she was speaking to me. That gave me a wake up call. A wake up call that I need to stop using alcohol as a coping mechanism and that I need to learn to correctly pace myself when drinking...before it's too late. So I pretty much have vowed to myself that during the weekends I will try to find other alternative ways to pass time and have "fun"...like maybe stepping out to the mall, or movies, or dinner, or something.Lol I even fogot what doing that sort of stuff for leisure was like, since i've been practically living for Bars and parties since I entered college.Haha But something's got to give. And even if I do go out, i'm going to try to pace myself a lot slower and NOT chugg liquor as I foolishly did Saturday night...I actually chugged a long island iced tea AND an "irish car bomb," which was pure whiskey. Yea, beyond dumb. So i'm really hoping right now that I don't break this promise to myself and that after this weekend (since i'll be attending a 21st party and a wedding) i'll be able to follow up on my plan. We shall see.

Friday, Sept. 18, 2009

Currently: Wow...has it really been EIGHT days since I last updated???? Granted, not much has been going on with me. Still in school, unfortunately.Haha I kid, I kid. I've just been really busy with all my hectic classes, especially Physical Disabilities and Pediatrics...those classes are KILLING me! I've been a little stressed out, but thankfully I am handling the stress better this year than I did last year. Last weekend was fun. I went to my sorority sister's 21st party on friday...and ended up leaving with two guys...I didn't do anything with either of them though, so don't worry about that.Haha And on Saturday I went to the Bar with my friend Shannon and then my friend Jenn met up with us and then took us to the Karaoke Bar...needless to say, as soon as we got there we were stalked by creepers. Haha Not so sure what this weekend will bring, but i'm sure it will be fun. Bid night, or the night that we hand out invitations to some new girls to join our sorority, is tonight. I'm not that excited about it, but we'll see how that goes. Toinght is supposed to be a "no boos or boys" night, so i'm not going to try too hard to go out...but if I get a text, then I won't hesitate!haha Tommorrow morning is volunteer day at my school, so needless to say i'll be up in the very early hours of the morning performing random manual labor with my sorority.Haha Of course, I plan on taking a very long nap afterwards. Then later on that evening is my sorority sister Kate's bachelorette party. I had thought that it was last saturday, but thankfully double checked the event on facebook and it had indeed been moved to tommorrow night...so, I may or may not go to that. Jenn wants to go to the Karaoke Bar again, so what i'm most likely going to do is go to the bachelorette party for a little bit, and if she gives me a call, have her meet me wherever i'm at...just like last weekend. So that's how things are looking thus far for this weekend. Next weekend is my friend Cara's wedding...and it should be a shit show, from what i've been hearing.haha I can't wait.

Thursday, Sept. 10, 2009

Currently: I'm about to call it a night soon. I'm so tired. A busy day awaits me tommorrow. I have to be up early for work, which is where i'll be from 8 until 3. After that, i'm picking up my check and then going to the Dollar Store and Rite Aide. After that, I have to go to the school post office to mail my sorority dues out and then I have to meet up with my Thesis group. Hopefully after that i'll be able to get out for a little bit. I'm actually really proud of myself, because I had vowed that i'll devote the week days to studying and getting school work done, and thus far I hadn't gone out during the week once...and the week before the first day of classes doesn't count.Haha. Anyways, needless to say, i'm really hoping this weekend is eventful for myself. I deserve it.

Wednesday, Sept. 9, 2009

Currently: Wow. I am neglecting this blog more and more as the months go by. Well, let's see...life has been okay for this week. Just been busy with class presentations and studying...same old, same old. That is to be expected of a "grad year" occupational therapy student, though. I still can't believe that i'm almost done with college. I still feel like I don't know nearly enough about OT to go into my fieldwork rotations!haha It is a great feeling though...gives me even more of an excuse to be cocky.haha Anyways, tommorrow's another day. Meeting with my Thesis advisor in the morning, then I have Pediatrics lecture, then my Thesis lecture. It's going to be a long day. The weekend is looking promising, though. I will likely be attending one of my sorority sisters' 21st birthday bash on friday, and then another one of my sorority sisters' bachelorette party on saturday. Let the good times roll!haha Cause afterall, after college it is called alcoholism!...haha, cliche saying, I know. I tend to use cliches a lot when I speak and when I write...but that's just me.

Sunday, Sept. 6, 2009

Currently: Still have allergies. That didn't stop me from going out friday night, though.haha It was a good time. My friend Jenn and I went to the karaoke Bar and this time we sang "Heaven is a place on Earth" and "Just a girl" by No Doubt. After that we stopped by McDonalds where we met some interesting guys and decided to go back with them to their hotel room.Haha Why not? We didn't sleep with either of them...and I really wasn't planning on doing so. I did though, decide to voluntarily pull one of their wallets out of their asses and take their two dollar bill...I wonder if he notices that I still have it?HAHA! Didn't go out last night cause I was having breathing problems and was starting to cough a lot. And that brings me to tonight. I have no idea what i'm doing tonight. Since it's Labor Day eve, i'm pretty darn sure there will be some parties going on...but I don't even know where to start!haha Arrrgggghhhh! Oh well. See what happens.

Thursday, Sept. 3, 2009

Currently: Today was so. Met with my thesis advisor and then went to my Pediatrics lecture. After that (after taking a decent nap, of course) I read a little of my Ethics book, got started on my Physical Disabilities journal and studied the muscle chart. I was going to get started on studying for my Pediatrics quiz which is next week, but since my allergies are starting to kick in and i'm thus feeling a wee bit more crappy than usual, I decided to put it off for tommorrow. At least tommorrow, since i'll be at work all day, i'll have an entire seven hours to do so. After work I have to meet up with one of my sisters (the one who is replacing me as Ritual chair) to instruct her on what being Ritual chair is all about. After that, i'll most likely be going shopping for my new coat. And that is all, for now. I'm just a little gloomy tonight...and not just because of my allergies. I'm just a little sad that as much as I have feelings for Jesse, it is probably just a physical attraction thing on his end, and I will most likely never see him again. It SUCKS beyond belief just to think that. I really feel that we could have gone somewhere too...Anyways, just got done showering and am about to call it a night. So...good night to all, and to all a good night...and all that sweet shit.