Wednesday, Dec. 30, 2009

Currently: Still around.Haha. I've been concentrating on getting things worked out with a facility for me to complete my Fieldwork 2 rotations at. It has been so tiring. I have called up a bunch of places and am trying to get contracts in, but it's so hard to get that done when i'm practically doing my Fieldwork coordinator's job for him. I emailed him tonight, so hopefully he can get at least one of these places to give me a thumbs up before the end of break. I would be so pissed off to have done all this work just to be told that I can't even go on my Fieldwork rotations. Anyways, besides that everythingelse has just been...everythingelse. I haven't gone out once since break started and it's starting to get to me a little. It's just hard cause I have only one good friend here at home and she's only off during the week and does not have enough money for transportation, as she saves all that to get to and from work during the weekend. So needless to say, she hasn't been able to do anything. I have another friend from High School that I still keep in contact with, but he always finds excuses to not go out with me...and at the LAST minute too! I'm starting to think that he's afraid to go out with me cause I told him how much I love to go to different Bars and drink and have a good time.Haha He probably equates that with pure trouble.Haha. I could have also gotten in touch with a guy I was talking to over the summer, but I figured he's probably busy as well. Not only that, the guy is just lame and for some reason I don't feel like i'd really have that much fun with him. So this pretty much leaves me with no other option but to get happy-drunk off of some white wine at home by myself.Haha I actually did that last week and had a great time!haha I'm stopping at the liquor store tommorrow afternoon to get some more white wine, so that I can at least enjoy New Year's Eve in some way. And those are my only plans. I'll try to make the best of it. Happy New Years everybody! See you on the other side.

Sunday, Dec. 27, 2009

Currently: "Someday you'll meet someone who'll make you realize why it never worked out with anybodyelse."....I'll just keep saying that to myself until it happens.=)

Saturday, Dec. 26, 2009

Currently: This is the most boring saturday night that I have had in awhile...and of course, it has to be on the day after Christmas! Of course, Christmas this year was nothing to be oh so excited about. I got one thing for my mother, brother, and grandmother each...and am going to have to return my brother's gift anyway, since the dumb cashier forgot to remove the security tag thingy from it at the store. And then of course, the night ended with my mother and father going back and forth at each other. Awesome. Today was just beyond boring. I spent most of it watching whatever's remotely interesting on tv. Actually, I saw someone interesting on tv today. I was watching the show Silent Library on MTV2, when I saw a guy on the show that went to my High School! He actually lives literally right around the corner and used to work at the Supermarket. Yup folks, that's the most interesting thing that happened to me today. 'Gotta love my life. In the meanwhile, i'm still a bitter and angry bitch. I guess i'm still upset about the whole Jesse thing...and i'm a person who hates not getting what she wants, eventhough it happens all the time. I just really wish I could meet someone who's genuinely interested in me, but unfortunately all men are fucked up and only see either what's on the outside or what someone's nationality/ethnicity is. The world we live in is so sad.

Wednesday, Dec. 23, 2009

Currently: God, i'm so bored right now! I'm currently listening to "Where's your head at?" by Basement Jaxx, and i'm seriously wondering where my head is right now...NUMB!

Sunday, Dec. 20, 2009

Currently: So I am home now on Holiday break. Unfortunately, I don't think i'll be seeing much of Jesse at all, as I have just found out that he is now in a relationship with some girl. What's funny is, I saw this coming too. I always thought to myself, "hm, wouldn't be surprised if I just wondered and wondered why he doesn't seem that interested in me, just to find out that he's seeing someone else," and lo and behold! I was actually being a facebook creeper when I found out. It was a boring monday night, so I decided to just wander into his facebook page to see what's going on with him, and first thing I see on his page is "in a relationship." Story of my life. Which is probably why I wasn't too shocked. Shit like this happens to me all the time, which is why i'm kind of getting used to and even expecting it...that's really unhealthy, but hey, i'll live. Anyways, not too sure of what is in store for this break. I would really like to get out at some point. I guess I shall see.

Monday, Dec. 14, 2009

Currently: I'm almost there...i'm almost there. That is what I keep telling myself. I finished up my activities file for Pediatrics and turned that in this morning. Now today i'm going to continue working on my Personal Journal for Physical Disabilities, and study for my Pediatrics final which is tommorrow. Ahhhhh...it never ends! And it really doesn't help that today's one of those days where i'd rather just sit back and watch a bunch of Victor Rasuk movies and then nap until way into the evening. But unfortunately, it won't be anything like that. I guess I could get a little bit of nap in once i'm done typing up some of my Journal...sounds like a plan.

Wednesday, Dec. 9, 2009

Currently: Oh boy, it is December alright! It is so cold and windy outside, it's ridiculous. This morning the wind was so strong that it nearly blew me into a light post! Crazy. Anyways, things are fortunately going well my way. Took my lab and verbal competencies earlier this week and passed both. I also did kickass jobs on my Teddy Bear toy analysis and Communities intervention presentations, so i'm pretty proud of myself right now. But of course, since i've been doing so much work the past weeks, right now i'm feeling quite lazy and worn out and not really up for anymore work.Haha. But unfortunately I must charge on, as I have a Thesis final tommorrow, a Pediatrics activities file to complete, a 14 page single-spaced Physical Disabilities journal to complete, a Pediatrics and Physical Disabilities final to take next week, and an Ethics take-home final to complete. The work is frickin endless.=( Oh, Jesus. I think i'm going to use tonight though to take a little bit of a breather. Moments ago, I was working a little on my Pediatrics activity file...but unfortunately, I have 12 more activities to complete. I do plan on doing some crazy amount of work tommorrow though, so I guess i'm doing alright...right?Haha. I know one thing's for sure; when I go home for Holiday break, i'm going to be DOWN for the count!haha

Friday, Dec. 4, 2009

Currently: It is finally Friday...thank God!!! But I have a lot of crap to do before I can have fun...of course. First off, I have work from 8 to 3 today. While there, i'm going to try to get as much studying in as humanlly possible...as well as put up with my asshole co-workers. After that loveliness, i'm going to pick up my check, go to the bank, and then meet up with some of my classmates to do some practicing for my lab and verbal competencies next week (eeeeekkkkk!). Then after that, i'm going to relax at the apartment for a little bit, try to get some Fieldwork related calls in (yea, unfortunately I haven't found a place to do my fieldworks yet), and then go to my sorority's Recrutiment event, which will last from 6 to around 8. After that, the evening is mine my friends! I'm going to see what some of my friends are doing and take it from there. I really need a break from all this schoolwork and studying. It's been crazy. As much work and studying as I have been doing, I still feel like it's not enough. *sigh* I digress.

Tuesday, Dec. 1, 2009

Currently: It is December...really? The year is over pretty much, so...welcome 2010!!!Haha. Why not? Just skip over the New Years celebration and fancy stuff and get down to business. Anyways, I digress. Not much has been going on with me. I've just been slaving away, studying and trying to get work done so that this semester ends well for me. I'm not looking to make it to the Dean's list or anything, but I am trying to make sure I get decent grades put into my transcript...and most importantly, i'm trying to make sure I don't end up having to take a class over! That is numero uno! We shall see how that goes. I'm looking forward to stepping out for at least a little bit over the weekend, i'm not going to lie. Going out always offers some kind of mental escape for me. But that's just me. Oh yea, and yet ANOTHER one of my sorority sisters has just gotten engaged. When will this madness end??????? God, I hate couples.