Currently: It's a nice day today...but unfortunately, i'm spending it being miserable. I am extremely worried right now because yesterday, as noted in my short, pissed off entry, I failed my Neurorehab practical and have to retake it either tommorrow or friday. This wouldn't be that much of a problem, if my lab professor didn't install an only one second chance rule. So pretty much, if I fail again tommorrow or friday, that is it. No more chances of a re-take, no more practicing...I would completely fail the entire course and would have to take it over. And I really can't afford to be a year, or even a semester behind. Thus far, I already owe enough tuition money and having an extra year or semester would just add on to that. And what's even worse with this situation is that I have a HUGE neurorehab exam to study for tommorrow, and am thus putting all of my concentration on that instead of practicing. I really don't know what to do anymore. I mean, I practiced as many times as I could, and this still happens to me. It's not like I haven't tried, cause i am trying my hardest. It is just so hard juggling all of this school work plus sorority stuff and getting a little. All of this is taking a toll on me. And what's worse is the girl that took the practical along with me didn't even practice much but still passed...WTF? I guess some pepople just have it and I clearly don't. And I think my lab professor has had enough of me, cause last semester I also kept having to re-take Kinesiology practicals. He could only do so much and he probably feels that i'm the one whose slacking, when i'm not! Being depressed is also playing a role in this, as I haven't been very motivated to do anything lately. Maybe occupational therapy itself just isn't for me and I should try to switch majors?...but it's too late for THAT as well! Woe is me.
Mood: Very Sad.
Want of the day: To be productive and study well and pass my practical on my second try.
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