Monday, Nov. 23, 2009

Currently: Ugh, what a night it has been. I'm trying to make up for all the slacking i've been doing recently and catch up on some homework like a good student, but it's wearing me out!haha I'm not going to lie though, i'm doing this mostly so that when I go home I won't have that much to worry about...and I just want this semester to end well for me, pretty much. I've just been thinking a lot about how my life will be after I graduate in May...and have come to the conclusion that it will be crazy and stressful as fuck and I may just suffer a heart attack.Haha But on a serious note, it's just insane that i'll be entering the real world very soon. I feel that my social skills have improved considerably, but still don't feel like i'm ready to take THAT step yet. Afterall, I am the most immature person I know.Haha With all my married and engaged friends, it's like i'm still in the childhood stage of life when everyone has grown up well and successfully...or maybe i'm just exaggerating. Who knows? Anyways, I should stop stalling now and continue on with this long night of work ahead of me. Tommorrow after i'm done with all my classes, I will be packing, getting myself together, then will be on a Greyhound bus for damn near 15 hours! Love it. NOT! I'll be home for part of wednesday, all of thursday, all of friday and part of saturday...then i'll be back here by Sunday afternoon. Sounds like a pretty crappy and pointless thanksgiving, right? Well, I see it as at least i'll get to eat some good food for at least a few days...MINOR SUCCESS!Haha. Yea, it's too late for this shit.