Currently: You see what happens when you give fucking humans chances? Last night I did that by hanging out with Sam and regret it big time. As previously mentioned, I had deleted her number from my address book but last night SHE happened to text ME wanting to hang out...I was bored out of my mind, so I figured "why not?" Well...I get over there and things are okay at first...I try not to be too friendly/enthusiastic with her as I was still mad over her comments from last weekend. Next thing you know, this bitch starts dropping offensive remarks left and right! Here's a list of just a few of her gems (if I could even remember all of them, as there were SO damn many!):
1) She made racist comments throughout the night. For one, she had the nerves to call rap music "nigger music"...TO MY FACE! And not to mention, saying that I "smell like a black girl." What the fuck does that mean, anyway?
2) She had the nerve to ask me if i'm "boy crazy" and if talking about her many conquests with men make me feel like i'm in middle school...when it is HER who's constantly bringing up all the fraternity boys she ever fucked...and seriously? Boy crazy? I have told that fucking whore NUMEROUS TIMES that I am fucking done and want nothing to do with men, but will listen to her stories anyway because they are quite entertaining. She then has the nerve to follow that up by saying that the fact that I don't like or watch any sports makes me an uninteresting person...REALLY BITCH, REALLY??? Just because she likes sports I have to follow her and not be myself to satisfy her? IDIOT!
3) Again, she frequently made comments about me having no friends and not being able to get any guys...and yet i'm the one "still stuck in middle school"!HA!
4) While on the phone with one of her many fuck buddies she refers to me as a "lesbian"...so I went from being a boy crazy bitch that's stuck in middle school to a lesbian. That makes SO much sense!
5)At one point I had stepped out to get some cigarettes and when I get back she tells me that she had had some all along.
...After awhile I had had enough of this bitch and thought of a get away plan; I would tell her that I was going out to smoke a cigarette and just leave. Well, everytime I would tell her that she would tag along with me. I would then feel bad and think "ok, i'll give her another chance...but if she says one more fucking thing i'm getting the fuck out here"...and then we would go back in and she would say another offensive thing! That cycle just kept continuing of her tagging along to smoke with me, me forgiving her, and her offending me again...until finally I am able to make my escape appropriately. She gets a phone call from her fuck buddy that I mention in #4 above and I jokingly answer acting as if I am her. I say a few silly things to him and he says to me "You are not Sam," and I hang up laughing hysterically. She then comes back into the room and he calls her back. She answers the phone and he's asking her who answered the phone previously...she answers "oh, it was just JB (her nickname to me), but she's a lesbian anyway." It then sounds as if he's kind of mad at her and she says "Fine then, I will," and hangs up; he was mad at her afterall. I ask her if I ruined her night, she answers "kinda." SERIOUSLY? It was a fucking JOKE!!!!! They are seriously going to get all angry and upset over a JOKE???? I can't with those motherfuckers. So I decided then that it was the PERFECT moment for me to make my escape. So I tell her again that i'm going out for a smoke. I slip out the back door and actually start having a smoke...but then it starts to rain a little...fuck. So I rush to finish my cigarette and try to get back inside so my hair wouldn't get wet...well, the back door, which usually opens easily, cannot open at all (a sign from above). So I actually try to call her so that she can open the door for me, but she doesn't answer. So at that point I just leave and run home before it rained any more. As soon as I get home I get a phone call from her and completely ignore it. And that was it. I seriously do not need "friends" like that in my life. Not only is she a racist whore who thinks she's better than me because of her skin color and the fact that she sleeps around (which is not even a reason to think she's better than me), but she's also the type of person who'd rather stay loyal to her dumb fraternity friends who don't even respect her than a true friend like myself. I really don't give a shit about this girl anymore. If she gets an STD or nearly OD's from one of the drugs that some of her dear fraternity friends that she loves oh so much give her...I will not feel sorry for her at all.
I have also decided; fuck that once a week rule from earlier in the year, I am never going on facebook again! Now I will only go on if somebody writes to me...which is kind of rare. I say that because I went on last night after having my already low self-esteem trampled on just to be further depressed by everyone on there bragging about the new job they got, or becoming engaged, or the great friends that they have...I just couldn't take it anymore. So that's that.
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HAHAHA - You sound like my missus, people seem to just wind you up, get on your tits, generally annoy you, however you guys say it over there. The trick is to accept people for who they are. The girl last night is obviously a racist, bitch whore, specially having smokes and letting you go out and get some more, what's with that ?? that's just bizarre. But yeah, you either accept her and just let her get on with, or just don't see her. The problem with cutting out everybody that annoys you, is that you end up with nobody. You kinda just have to let all the anger inside go. The N word is just a word. How dumb do I look that I don't even know where it originates from ?? I presume Nigeria or somewhere, and that it was used to term where somebody came from. Exactly how that's racist I don't know. I mean, somebody says to me "hey, white boy " I don't immediately think they're racist. Its what I am. ANYWAY, I'm babling now. *hugs* you're a good woman....don't let the anger consume you. Take it easy Ma Sista ;o)
I cannot stand the word "nigger" even when used by African Americans. To me, it is a word that holds so many negative connotations. That is why I refuse to use it...eventhough I am told that I am "technically" allowed to use it amongst "friends". That's just BS. ...and on another note, Sam actually texted me the following day and I told her how I felt...she simply apologized, but then quickly changed the subject and started talking about how she ended up stuck with a "plastered" girl that was throwing up everywhere. You see what I am dealing with? I will continue to be civil with her, but as far as hanging out goes, I don't think I can anymore.
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