Currently: Had a pretty decent time last night. First went to the Bar and had a pint of long island, and then to the club. The club was pretty packed last night. I had about five shots of a bunch of different drinks. I also danced a little and observed...what I do best!haha. The one real highlight of last night was getting to meet a guy named Christian (who was also our designated "coat watcher" for the night). He is so adorable and sweet...I just couldn't resist. So I told my friend Cara about how I felt and she insisted quite aggressively that I go talk to him immediately. I'm a pretty shy person (though not as shy as I used to be), and was a little hesitant to go speak to him at first, but once I realized how wasted he was, I proceeded. He's a pretty cool guy. He even remembered the fact that we were in a class together freshman year! Ha! He knows of my existence! SCORE! It was a good time. After awhile, Cara and I decided to head back to her place. I spent the night over there and woke up at around 10-ish this morning and headed on back to the apartment. As soon as I got there, I just had to go on facebook and do a little investigative report on my buddy Christian...well, turns out he is indeed in a relationship. FUCK! FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCK! So...yea, yet another good guy taken by some girl who's clearly luckier than me. Expected. But anyways, i'm at work right now and it's pretty creepy because no one's here but me and another work study. It's very eerie and quiet too. I almost don't know what to do with myself...and what sucks is i'll be here until 6:00. Once i'm done sitting all day in this lonely abyss of an office, i'm going straight back to the apartment. Much later on, I plan on going out to the Bars again...with my roomate (Bleh). I really didn't want to go with her, but she's all like "waaa, waaaaaaahh I wanna go to the Bar with you!" So I gave in so that she'd shut the fuck up. I know I sound like a big fat fucking bitch right now, but I have every reason to be! If you don't recall, towards the end of last year, whenever i'd take her out to a party, she would out of nowhere get really quiet and then give me attitudes if I ask her what's wrong...and this year I would really rather not go through that. And to add to that, let's not forget the attitude she gave me and my mother on the very first day that I arrived back on campus...and her little stupid juvenile "rule" to call her whenever I bring someone over...and the many times she has said shit to me just to make me feel stupid. If anything, I should have given her yet another excuse not to take her out with me, but for some reason I am giving in...i'm asking for it, aren't I? Anyways, we'll see.
Mood: Bleh...and bitter...a little.
Want of the day: To drink like a lush tonight...and thus get over my one night crush on Christian the right way. Haha.
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