Thursday, March 5, 2009

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Currently: Sometimes I feel like i'm forgetting about this blog altogether.haha. Anyways, not that much has been going on with me. Went shopping yesterday morning and this morning...so at least I got that done and over with. I got a very pretty new pair of converse shoes and some body spray that smells like heaven...to me at least.haha. I also got a few new pairs of pants and a few shirts. And that's pretty much what i've been up to the past few days. Things at home have (expectedly) been shitty...father dearest is a bigger fucking dickhead than ever and my mom wants to move out of here bad...and so do I. I really hope she actually does what she says this time, cause she's been saying that she wants to move for years and still hasn't done anything about it...so you never know, maybe this year will be different? I don't know. Hate to say this, but I have lost faith in her a long time ago. One thing I like with myself is that if I say i'm going to do something, I do it! I don't talk a bunch of crap and then just sit on my ass and expect things to fall on my lap...that's kind of what she does, and I know she's better than that. The move would be really good for me. This house is fucking falling apart, for chrissakes! Today, some of the neighborhood children were throwing snowballs at each other and one of them hit off the top of part of our fence and knocked a portion of it off...the children just looked at it and laughed. I laughed too, cause seeing that this afternoon was just the official "this place is a fucking mess and what are you still doing here?" for me. Anyways, we shall see.

Mood: Apprehensive.

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