Wednesday, Aug. 19, 2009

Currently: So bored. Being home all this week made me remember what it was like when I didn't have a summer job...just unbearable. Anyways, i'm trying to make the best of this limited time that I have to myself. I just can't believe that August is almost over already. Couldn't the summer hold out for just a little longer? Oh well. I see on facebook that a lot of my friends/aquaintances/classmates (even the married, engaged and pregnant ones...what fools) are really looking forward to going back to school...and to be honest, i'm not really. Truth is, I don't like school too much. I don't like studying all night long, I don't like having to get up so damn early for lecture, I don't like my work study job...though I appreciate having one, I don't like wanting to hang out with my friends over the weekend and having to settle for being bored out of my mind alone because they have "other plans," and I don't like worrying about passing and being extremely stressed out because of that. Call me lazy, but i'd much rather have a schedule like my summer schedule where I go to work everyday and am able to come home and have my piece of mind. But eh, that's life. If I don't finish college i'd have to settle for a paycheck to paycheck job, which would further complicate everything. I also can't stand how lame the guys at my school are, and being with Jesse that one night made me realize what I was missing out on when I was going goo goo ga ga over those fools. *sigh* And those are the primary reasons why i'm not looking forward to going back to school all that much...but on the bright side, I do have a good feeling about this year. Well, we shall see.