Sunday, Apr. 18, 2010

Currently: Last night was...interesting, to say the least. So I am sitting home, trying to figure out what to do for the night (as I usually spend my entire saturdays doing), and I decide to text Jenn to see what she's doing. She texts me back saying she's going to hang at the Pike house for the night with her Little. I, at first, try to sway her into changing her mind and going to the Karaoke Bar instead, but she practically insists, saying her little wanted to hang at the Pike house, blah blah blah...and I feel bad kind of keeping her from hanging out with her little, so I agree. She tells me to meet them at the Pike house...by myself. Now, Jenn doesn't usually have me just meet her at a place by myself, so that right there should have clued me in that she wasn't in the greatest of moods, but I decided to go over and meet her anyway. Needless to say, the walk over there was hell. This fraternity house is a good distance away from my apartment bulding, and the lighting in the area it is located at is very poor, so walking for that long, in a dark, isolated area, scared the shit out of me. I swear, I felt like that was the longest, scariest walk I ever had to take. So I get there finally, having survived the walk of hell, and you would think that after going through all of that crap to meet up with her, that Jenn would show at least a little bit of appreciation, but that was not the case. I try to strike a conversation with her, and she just gives me an attitude and is passive and just looks away from me and at her phone. At that point I was just like "erm, okay?" And to add some cherry to this fuck-you sundae, some of our other sorority sisters, the new girls, start showing up and give me this look like "what the fuck is SHE doing here?" Stuck up little cunts. So that, put together with Jenn being dumb for no reason, all makes me decide that it is my time to peace out. So I text my friend looking for a ride out of that hell hole, cause I sure as hell wasn't going to take ANOTHER hellish walk back home, and unfortunately, she is at her boyfrien's and doesn't have her car with her, so she couldn't pick me up, pretty much. I was so upset. After awhile, Jenn then comes back, I guess feeling bad for having given me an attitude previously, and offers to help me find some Beer to drink. She asks a few of the brothers if they have anything for me, and the lying bastards tell her that they don't, when I knew DAMN WELL that they had fucking Beer lying around in a little special compartment in their basement! And that, my friends, is why I do not like the Pikes. Finally, I get the guts to tell Jenn that I wanted the hell out of there, and if she'd be willing to give me a ride to a Bar nearby. I wanted to go to the Bar cause I figured, the night went shitty as it is, so why not at least end it with a little bit of happiness? So she then asks me if i'm sure I want to go to the Bar by myself (once again, GUILT!) and then apologizes for the party being so "lame." I blandly tell her "it's okay," and point out the Bar I wanted to be dropped off at. Once she pulls up at the Bar I tell her "ok, thanks for the ride," and she answers "no problem hun, if you need anything don't hesitate to call me." WOW! So I get into the Bar and have a cranberry and vodka drink and three swedish fish shots. I notice that two creepy looking middle aged men are kind of staring at me from across the Bar, but ignore them and go about my business. I am then hit on by some random Bar creeper (OF COURSE!) and he asks me if i'd like to go hang out at another nearby Bar/club with him and his friends...um, NO! He finally leaves me alone after awhile, though. At this point, I decided that I should just go take a piss and then walk home. So I get into the bathroom and as i'm waiting for a free stall, I bump into another one of my acquaintances/sorority sisters...my lucky night! Luckily, she was one of those sisters that I actually don't mind at all. Her name is Kelley. So she lets me hang out with her and her friends, and I actually have a pretty good time with them! One highlight would be my raunchy dancing session with her Marine corporal friend.Haha She was actually trying to hook me up with him, but honestly, I wasn't really that attracted to him, so I kindly declined. But another one of her friends, a very well-mannered Indian fellow by the name of Addy showed a little bit of interest in me, and took my number down. Kelley likes him for me as well, cause apparently he's LOADED. Hey, I wouldn't mind that. We finally decide to walk back home, and thankfully, since Kelley and I live in the same apartment building, I was able to walk with her the entire way. And that was my night. Last night did make me realize something though. As much as I put my life at risk last night (by walking all the way to an eerie fraternity house in the dark, by myself and then going to the Bar by myself), I was still able to find a way back home safely. 'Til now it astonishes me the way last night worked out. It kind of opened my eyes to faith and got me thinking "Eventhough I had given up on God a long time ago, it appears he surely hadn't given up on me." And you know what? I like that.