Saturday, June 5, 2010

Currently: So...turns out I will be seeing the 38 year old again afterall. I had gone a week without texting or calling him...though he called me numerous times. Well, last night I went out with my uncle as usual. Before I even step out of the house, 38 year old texts me...his name is Jose, by the way. He asks me what I am doing and whatnot. I tell him that i'm going out to the same club we met at. So then he says that he is willing to meet me there. I figure it's not a big deal, since i'll be over there anyways and a lot of people go there. So hours in I don't get a text from him nor do I see him, so I assume that he will be a no show for the night. But then I step out for a smoke and there he is. We talk a little outside then go inside. He buys me a drink, we dance, and we kiss on the dancefloor. I enjoyed dancing with him. At one point I kind of jump on him and he picks me up and turns me around. It was cool. But then I had to leave. I left without saying goodbye to him, cause at that point I was a little gone. While in my uncle's car on our way back to my place, I caught a glimpse of my reflection in his side mirror and it was just...bad. I had this extreme glazed over look on my face and looked really confused. Once I get home, I decide to stay awake to wash my face, do a little walking around, and listen to some music so that I wouldn't puke or get the spins. At one point, I even PRAYED to God up above that I don't puke, cause i've never drunk-puked here at home and that would just be embarassing. So thankfully, I do not end up puking, but then wake up this morning with a bitch of a headache, and since my period also decided to grace it's presence today, a mighty bitch of a stomach ache as well. It was HORRIFIC! I was sick practically all day. I didn't even get to eat a real meal. I never want to be that sick again. And guess what? Yup, I ended up puking sometime in the middle of the day. Thankfully though, in my mother's eyes I puked from having my period and NOT from drinking. A couple ginger ales, Ramen noodles, and a little bit of rest later, I am feeling better but still a little weak. Jose wants to hang out tommorrow afternoon, and I think i'm going to go. I mean, it's not like i'm doing anything. So...see how that goes, I guess.