Friday, Oct. 29, 2010

Currently: Woe is fucking me. So, father dearest has had this Security job for almost over a year, and what I liked about it was the fact that on Mondays, Thursdays, Fridays, Saturdays, Sundays, he'd be out for almost the entire day and well into the night. Yea, he'd be home on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, but he'd have those days where he took a little cleaning job and therefore wouldn't be home for long anyways. The bottom line is, he would rarely be home, and therefore i'd have my piece of mind, and the house would actually be QUIET for once. As long as I put up with him for the couple of hours he was home, I was golden. Well...a couple of nights ago, he collapsed at work (because his blood sugar's really high) and because of that his boss had a hissy fit over him collapsing in front of consumers and him not being "healthy" enough for the job and blah blah blah...so today he tells him that he should never go back, pretty much. So NOW the motherfucker's going to be home ALL THE TIME and I have that much time to put up with his bitchiness. God, I love my life. But luckily for me, he is currently passed out upstairs, but who knows how long that will fucking last. Once again, FUCK! And I love how shit like this always happens to me, and you have my Big (sorority) sister posting shit on her facebook like "I love my life," and "I am the luckiest!"...I just want to curse the bitch out and tell her to come try and take a walk on my side of the woods and see if she thinks it's fucking funny to type shit like that on facebook with other people going through shit in their lives right now...and I feel bad, cause I don't think it's normal to feel this way about your Big Sister.lol Anyways, what is this Halloween weekend looking like for me? Well, tonight i'm going to watch the movie 'Shottas' in my room while sipping on some good vodka and laughing (most likely) amongst myself...hopefully i'll be able to have some sort of "release" this way. Tommorrow, i'm going to go do my hair and type up some of my paper for Fieldwork during the day, and then in the evening i'm going to do pretty much the same thing I will be doing tonight, except that i'll be watching "Carrie" tommorrow night in lieu of Halloween-Eve...see what happens when you have no friends? And then on Sunday, I am slipping on my sexy Nurse outfit, taking some pictures, and handing out candies to some trick or treaters. And that is all. I swear, the only good thing I have going right now is my future career in occupational therapy...I had another GREAT Fieldwork week, by the way. Today in particular, I had a FANTASTIC treatment session with this little girl with Developmental Disabilities who's usually agitated and wirey throughout sessions, where I actually got her to smile a big, beautiful smile and actually exhibit playfulness! It was great...until she peed on my knee, haha. But that still put a smile on my face as well. Happy Blah Halloween weekend Everybody.