Thursday, Sept. 15, 2011

Currently: I will be taking my Boards exam in T-minus 5 days...and unfortunately, based on my performances on THREE complete practice exams, right now I don't feel that my chances of passing the exam are very high. The most frustrating thing about this is I MUST pass the registration exam before obtaining a job, so no pass equals NO employment! And the worse part is, I already spent over 600 dollars to take this test, so me failing it would literally be like taking 6 Benjamins in the palm of my hand, opening the nearest window, and forcefully throwing them out. And the EVEN WORSE part is if I fail I have to pay EVEN MORE MONEY to retake the exam...when i'm currently UNEMPLOYED to begin with! At this point, I might as well get a job at some office somewhere and call it a day. That test is the epitome of proposterous bullshit all around. I am so upset right now that I don't even want to continue with studying. I have been studying non-stop all week long and am still receiving "quite deficient" service delivery comprehension scores? Something is not right. I don't know what to do or what to think at this point. This is the first time in my life that I feel I legitimately made the wrong decision for my future.