Currently: Valentine's Day can stick a stone hard dildo up its ass! I say this cause one, i've never had a valentine before and am always forced every year to spend it all by my lonesome, and 2, right before valentine's day this year, a so-called friend of mine felt the need to nab a guy that I liked. BEAUTIFUL! Let me explain...thursday night, as planned, I went out with my glorious stoner ex-roomie Jessie. We went to the Bar and met up with friends of her friend Cara. One of the guys, Mike, caught my eye right away, and I told both Jessie and Cara that i'm attracted to and would like to speak to him. So throughout the night I find creative ways to start conversations with him...and thankfully, he responds each time very well. He seems really cool and we actually have quite a bit in common. We eventually go back to him and his brothers apartment and stay there goofing off and talking the entire night. Finally, at almost five in the morning, we decide to go to sleep. The guys say it's okay for Jessie, Cara and I to sleep on their roll-out couch bed. So we roll out the couch bed and either Jessie or Cara asks Mike to get in bed with the three of us...and of course, he readily agrees. So here I am, all excited that i'm about to share a bed with a cute boy...I get even more excited when he crawls next to me. I purposely position myself extra close to him and he exclaims delightfully that he could feel my breasts up against his back. Haha. Hey, what can I say? But anyways, once 6 in the morning rolls by, we are awaken by Cara's noisy phone alarm...that is when I look over and see Jessie and Mike cuddling. WTF??? she knew damn well that I was interested in him, and she saw us talking all night, and she still had the nerve to do that? I was in horror and disbelief. I tried not to look over at them too much, but the fact that he was allover her and ignoring me was clearly obvious. I was crushed. Finally, Cara comes out and says that she will take me back to my apartment...and although Jessie was supposed to leave with me (we live in the same apartment bulding) she decided to stay with Mike...rub more salt on my wounds, why don't ya? He did give me a hug and tell me that he was glad to have met me...but that doesn't take away from the fact that he'd clearly rather fuck Jessie than me. They're even friends on facebook and he has already left her a message on her wall. And once again, i'm left hanging. I have been thinking about that ever since. I didn't even go out last night. I know that this is probably for the best, but can't I get someone I want at least once in my life? Maybe this is for the best, I don't know, but whatever the case, I feel like shit and WILL get some liqour in my system tonight. Jessie's a fucking bitch for what she did to me.
Mood: Blah.
Want of the day: To get some liquor in my system to numb the pain.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment