Friday, Oct. 21, 2011

Currently: Looks like it will be awhile 'til I have a job. I mailed out my OTA certificate application since Monday and decided today to call up NYSED and ask approximately when i'll receive my Certificate...I was told that the application itself won't be received by the department until this coming Monday and then it will take an additional week to process it and get my certificate to me...meaning I won't receive my certificate until Halloween day, basically. Wonderful. I'll officially know that I failed the NBCOT exam before that time...so no certificate + knowing that I officially failed= a craptastic Halloween weekend. Great. Oh well. I really don't understand why everything has to go in slow motion for me. In the meanwhile, Time itself surely isn't waiting for my ass. I hate this, I really do. There are times where I feel Life itself is just out to get me. I'm lonely and everything I ever want to get done seem to take FOREVER. I'm just frustrated altogether. That is all I have to say for now in reguards to my personal life. Since things have been quite boring for myself, i've decided I will start doing something different with this blog. I have decided to start writing about my feelings on issues of today that I must get off my chest. My first entry will be about why I hate Black AND White people. I will not be posting that until tommorrow, so whoever's actually reading and following this Blog has to sit tight and wait (Lord knows that's something I ALWAYS have to do)for it!