Monday, Oct. 17, 2011

Currently: So I have a new plan of action. Since an individual in NY with a Masters in occupational therapy is allowed to practice with an occupational therapist assitant license, I decided that I could temporarily work as an OTA until i'm able to pass the Boards exam and become a registered OT. At least that way, I can still practice OT while i'm preparing to sit for the exam again. I have already filled out the application. All I need to do now is mail out the application, which i'll be doing this morning. I have also decided that I would definitely like to move the hell out of this fucking house as soon as I get the chance. Although father dearest the devil's health is failing by the year and he now requires Dialysis treatment just to stay alive, the fucking cunt still finds the energy to be an arrogant piece of shit...and I am SICK of it! As far back as I could remember the man has made my life a living hell; even as a child I didn't like him. It has been almost a quarter century of this fucking crap and I can't take it anymore! The man is like a fucking chronic disease that's causing a slow, painful death. And i'm sorry, but I no longer want to be a part of this shit. The only problem though is now my mother needs me more than ever to help with my brother and me moving out would make it harder on her. I really don't know what to do. I mean, when I think about it, my health is at stake here too. All of this prolonged shit can easily cause high blood pressure, diabetes, and god knows what else! He's the type of person that makes life harder than it has to be...I mean shit, it's hard as it is. This is so frustrating. Either way, I can't wait to start working. At least then I won't have to deal with this shit upfront on a daily basis...that, and i'll actually be making money. Those are the two things I look forward to the most.