Sunday, Oct. 2, 2011

Currently: I received my new ATT letter the other day. So now i'm just waiting to re-schedule the test. In the meanwhile I continue to study everyday and take practice tests. There really is nothing more I can do at this point but hope for the best when the time comes. To pass time and in order not to lose my mind, I have also been daydreaming a lot about movies, reality shows, and places i'd like to visit someday. One movie I caught the other day on BET that I have been thinking a lot about is an independent movie called "I do...I did." It was low budget and some of the acting was a bit overdone...but I actually liked it. I was trying to study and watch it at the same time, but it was hard because I was so interested in the movie that my eyes were literally glued to the screen. I have also been adding a lot of new music to my ipod. What I love with my ipod in particular is that the music in it is so diverse. It's got punk rock, alternative, reggaeton, merengue, 90's music, r&b, rap, literally everything! I really like that about mysellf. I always keep an open mind no matter what, and am interested in a diversity of things as opposed to a specific category of things (i.e. "goth," "emo," "hip-hop," "preppy"). I used to be like that, always trying to categorize myself to which "group" I fit into. I was really just trying to find my niche, but in reality it turns out I never really had a niche afterall. I am one of those people that can't be categorized because i'm my own unique person, and I wouldn't trade that for the world...even if it means being a roaming loner. At least I am a loner who knows what she wants. Anyways, my 24th birthday is in a little more than a month. This time around I plan to just hang at my favorite lounge in the city for the night. That beats sitting at home and doing nothing, which is what i've been doing a lot lately. Hopefully by then i'll also have a job so that i'll have something else to celebrate.